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Beachcat said:
CI - that is the cutest dog EVER! What is his/her name?
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I call her "The Toad" 8)

My dad calls her "miki" (mickey)

"The Toad" came about by having a bunch of "affectionate" names id call her such as "the weasel, the rat, the rodent, etc", then combining them into things like "rat-weasel" or "the ratodent"... oneday i called her "the toad" for short, during play time and she jumped up and wanted to cuddle and and reacetd very positively to it and i decided that was her name :)
 
That is cute, a good name. I like names that evolve like that. I have an awesome cat named Fred. He just hung out so cooly, one day I asked him, what's up, right-said Fred? And he has been Fred ever since.

I just did my first CWE on some shitty ass 5/325 vicodins. I only did 5 because I wanted to check out how it worked, and I took four in their entirety earlier because my body is so fucked up I figured one gram of apap might even help.... It was pretty cool. I filtered it through three times to make sure, but only got a good amount of white sludge the first pass through. Hope I did it right, but it seems pretty simple.
 
Start rant..
My moron dr finally called in Lyrica for me, after promisin it a week ago. Think that'd go smoothly but not for me!
Fuckin insurance wants a pre-auth. They said even though I fit their requirements: diabetes, neuropathy and tried gabapentin first, dr dumbass has to call to tell them what they already fuckin know! With my dr thay'll take another week (if I'm lucky).
God damn it! I can't catch a fuckin break anymore.
I don't know why but my life is shit, utter and complete shit.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not sittin here feelin self-pity, but I'm fuckin angry as hell! SOBs..
/rant
(sorry guys, I know I've been a real kill joy.)
 
I've so gotta quit doin amp everyday - 5 hour train journey, amped up, too warm, fidgety, nauseous, just generally not good - and I gotta do it again tomorrow :(
 
mm, that has got to.. SUCK! Lol Sorry <3
Totally could dig a train ride after a blunt or two however.. Heh.
Oh, guess what all? BF is in jail again (I type high as fuck and laugh. God, I'm goin to Hell..).
He got in trouble because he was 2 hours short on comm service last week bc of an emergency dr's appt (yes, he had proof of that).
I really should stop gigglin and realize how I loathe this state lol.
*lights bong* fuck it heh.
EDIT: This is actually pretty fuckin funny. Imagine it:
Inmate: I killed a dude. You?
BF: I missed 2 hrs comm service.
Ah haha
Yep, straight to Hell I go..
 
Ha ha aww ya gotta laff or u cry babe - an I no wot I'd rather do!
U'll c me in hell anyway babe, Imma look forward 2 it - warmer an I get pleasure from pain ;) ha ha.
Total shit that tho tbh, over here as long as ya got proof ur shit was unavoidable it's ok - he just on remand? As in til his brief can fix it? I used ta think UK was shit - we've so got it cushty!
Any hoo, on me rtn journey, anti-sickness pills eased the nausea an not as warm cus it early + easier 2day anyway cus I got me 4 year old lad wiv me, takin him mine for the full week :) happy mama this week! Hope ya bf out soon BG an u keep enjoyin ya 'oxygen' lol xx
 
hi all, I have returned:), need a bit of advice from Mr CaneToTheLeft, on the best kind of walking sticks since I've totally shattered my left knee, back at at home now with loads of morphine, slow release:\ probably for the best the last thing I need is to be doing my script to quick as I'm in pain as it is.
Managed to stick to my benzo taper, down to 30mgs now so not far to go.
Did what I could to keep in touch from hospital I had my netbook and tethered my mobile to it but I had to put it on day roaming and it was costing a fortune! Bluelight was on the banned list on the internet "light" access they had on the bedside !

Anyhow hope you've all been keepin well<3
 
Sup BDDDDD? Missed you! Been away with very limited internet all week, had a few things to sort out.. but on the major plus side I've now got a lovely new boyfriend and have consumed a fair amount of psychedelics :D very much recommend 5-MeO-MiPT, had some with the lovely nAON last night (who has been partying in my flat without me all weekend as I was out of town ;))

On the very bad side a friend of mine is in hospital, she is okay but has been pretty scary.. off to see her later but not got any sleep :|

How are my BDD social crew? <3

atm, ouchhhh! <3 <3 <3
 
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