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whats up everyone :)

im waking up early to dose one of my favorite lacster combos lool. sorry i havent been on much, i have been going to many AA/NA meetings and been playing to much diablo3
 
Lushhh day guys, with proper mates in the park in sunshine. Minimal drug intake, maximum happiness. Bedtime with a few benzos. Will be about tomorrow, hope all are well <3
 
That bad trip lasted 7 Hours, of pure terror

It was the worst experience of my life

I never imagined that level of discomfort could be possible

I am still in awe that it happened
 
^ <3

trip on what?

40mg diaz 40mg nitraz and still omly got few hrs sleeps. feel benzod but not majorly (nor surprising, took em hrs ago). typing a lil hard haha. wish i could sleeeeeeeeeeep :(
 
Went to bed stoned, plus hadn't gone to pharmacy yet so no gabapention and no benzos.. Wake up cryin bc my legs are crawlin horribly & in between pain I wanted to just walk. Stillness was hell.
God, I hope that wasn't a taste of benzo wd horror! It's only been 2 days..
Anyway, high & better now =)
 
^ Glad you are feeling better babylove :)

Had wonderful weekend with my sis and her bf, and friends - went out raving to some sick music, had a lovely afterparty, chilled today and am now on sofa and do not intend to move.

Social on page 2, wtf? Come on BDD, Baby and I can't do it alone, especially when I have a coupla days off BL ;)
 
finally scored some alprazolam for the first time in ages , moved states recently and havent been able to get anything , cant remember my weekend , plus 2 days before :P all in all was a good weekend , did some nice concoctions and got some good sleep , unlike tonight -.- i was drinking till 12am from about 7-8pm , woke up at 6 am yesterday morning , still cant sleep 6am the next day and i gotta walk an hour soon .... i feel like shit .
 
biked to the beach on saturday
drove and hiked through the mountains on sunday
enjoyed the absolutely brilliant weather and listened to great music all weekend with tons of herb
 
That sounds epic! It's been so gorgeously hot and sunny here too - been living in the park. Tis the best park in the world - there's the raver/wreckhead/alternative type area, people bring music, spliffs, nitrous, always drugs being bought and sold and every time I go there I have so much fun. My current crew are pretty big - between us we know others who we bring in hehe - so is perfect place to congregate.

I'd love some beach action <3
 
I got great beach action today as well! Took my boat out to a really cool island...the water was clear and blue like in the Caribbean, and was warm enough to go right in, but still cool enough to be refreshing. Got a little too much sun, but I am very blonde and fair, it should sink in soon. Then jumped in the pool when we got home and me and the hubs worked more with the little one and really got her swimming very well, both above and below the water. She is five. We practiced pushing her into the deep end and getting her to swim to the side and she finally did it! Some peace of mind for the mama...we live by so much water I just want to know if she accidentally goes in she can get out....all in all a lovely day.
 
I took my dog out to the arboretum and walked around and tossed sticks and let her play and run and roll in the grass :)

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Diazepam & Heroin

A match made in chemical heaven <3 <3 <3


It's been a while since I've caught a nice nod but today I've got a sweet one coming on.

110mg Oxy - 30mg Diazepam - .5g Heroin = BLISS
 
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I took my dog out to the arboretum and walked around and tossed sticks and let her play and run and roll in the grass :)

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Cute doggy =) I have a min-pin.. Evil lil ankle biters heh.
That "zombie" story was fuckin insane. Good God! I was readin that yesterday.. I wanna know why they BOTH were naked??
 
Thought I'd pop in and say hi while I wait for my benzos to kick in and help me sleep after bombing speed all day - my little thing that keeps me going. Unfortunately its clonazepam so I may be up a little while waiting for it to kick in. I will also be forced to have a break from my speed for a day or 2 as these clonazepam - tho I no longer feel the effects - stop my amp workin as well as usual for a day or 2 after. Ah well, food and chill and a real good buzz in a few days time!

Very jealous of you guys with doggys, my baby died last october and mean daddy won't let me get another :(

Anyhow, enough poop rambled for now! See you soon!
 
My dog was my dads dog... but hed always leave her at my place and after a month or so je just never picked jer up again and told me she likes me so shes mine... i didnt like her at first because she was just anpther example of my dad being irresposible and not taking care of his responsibilities... at first i was mean to her... wouldnt play wih her and lokedher in the garage and stuff because i didnt wanna deal with "his shit" ... but after a few days of having her i really felt sorry for her that shed been taken away from her family and now was being neglected by the person who was supposed to be there for her so i took up the slack and now i love her more than i do most people...

She was actually a turning point in my life where i wentfrom "fuck this, i didnt ask for this" to "lets see how we can take what we have and make it awesome" :D
 
I prefer dogs to people - so much easier to get on with! Unconditional love, protection and loyalty and all they want in return is food, a home, a little walk and some affection.

To get along with people I have to be drugged up - legal and otherwise :(

Guess that proves the shrinks right - I am a crazy ha!

Oh well, least am happy despite my ton of shit that really should have sent me under. So who can begrudge me a little amp to keep me smiley?

All I need now is the father to relent and let me have a doggy and manicmama will be delirious! Would agree to quit all non-prescribed drugs if I am allowed a canine friend!

Sorry to hear your Dads a bit irresponsible - mine bitches about my drug use but it's ok for him to consume copious amounts of alcohol on a daily basis despite his liver being mashed. Worse because I love and care about him.

At least out of your Dad's irresponsibility you've gained the best friend you'll ever have!

TC
 
Hes very responsible about work just not about life :\

Hes a good guy that just never figured out how to be happy and not make everything into economics and schedules... he barely ever drinks... never done drugs... never seems happy... he has fun somtimes but thats not the same as being happy...
 
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