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hello everyone. my first post in this thread. How is everyone this morning? I just woke up 2 hours ago still nodding. everything is wavy still and i havent done anything since 2am. Anyone feelin as lucky as me?
 
Hey hey. Finally emerged from my 3 day benzo haze :D how's tricks? I have boring things to do then got a friend coming over for some aMT :)
 
Feelin better =) Can't talk but feelin better lol. All us girls go to the doc tmrw at 7 am. I hate early appts lol.
I'm jealous, y'all gettin fucked up without me! ;) I haven't smoked some weed in a minute. Eh, maybe this week.
Hope y'all are havin a good day!
I'm off to fuck with this new psych my PO is forcin me to see. This should be fun.. <evil grin>
 
No weed either Baby :( sad times.. hope it went well with your psych!

I am on aMT and having argument with friend :| need foods and spliffs and no more arguments..
 
Enjoying my continued oxy binge. It has only been a little over 48 hours, but this is the longest I have continuously re-dosed on any opioid except for tramadol. Feeling pretty good, but re-dosing does take something away from it all, definitely. Oh well, what are binges for? Also continuing my fairly new Adderall XR script (10 mg qAM), which is a definite plus so far. I have legal prescriptions for benzos, amphetamines, and opiates. I only dreamed this day would come, and it came a hell of a lot easier and sooner than I thought. Blessing, curse? I don't know, but fuck it, I feel good, and I am good, so I am going to enjoy it for now.
 
Lucky sob Alex.. Lol ;)
I'm in search of a PM doc bc the one I got referred to told me if I wasn't fat I wouldn't hurt.. Umm first I'm not "fat", second how the fuck does that have to do with my neck? RLS? MS? Neuropathy?.. Yeah, I am really beginnin to regret comin to this fucked up state. I fuckin hate Ohio!!
 
Hi y'all just chilling here. I contacted an attorney today about filing a claim for disability for my migraines. I lost my job last week for missing too much time. It sucks, I am really good at what I do, am usually the smartest and best one in the office, but then a killer migraine comes and blows a week of my life.

At least I am picking up my new oxy script tomorrow. I hope my doc didn't do what she usually does and puts "ok to fill on the 23rd" even though I have explained to her that if you fill a script on the 23rd for example, the next month you will need to fill on the 22nd...duh. Also, you should always fill a script a day in advance for continuity. If it were for blood pressure meds, I would not have this issue. Not *really* complaining, I love her and she really listens to me. When I kept asking for early refills, she finally figured it out, and said, we are not managing your pain correctly, let's look at this, and she ended up adding an ER to what I already took, which has made a world of difference.

Ramble...it is kind of sad that I am looking forward to tomorrow for many reasons, getting my hair done, choir practice, but mostly because I get my oxy back after about 14 days without.....

Ps....I love the new autosave function....
 
Mornin guys =)
Had a new thing appear late yesterday.. Fiancee says it looks like cellulitis. It started where I injected my insulin. It spread and now my stomach is swollen & covered in a hot, red, "glossy" rash. Like I didn't have enough goin on lol.
Soon to find out for sure! If it is, hopefully it's not bad enough for a hosp stay to get IV antibiotic.
I've been just a ray of fuckin sunshine huh? Lol
 
Hi BDD and bébégurl, Lyrica IS way better than gabapentin. Good luck ;)
 
Suboxone in the AM as usual, might throw some baclofen or gabapentin in with this blonde hash I'm about to vape. %)

About to be around oz's of Molly (mostly pure crystal methylone w/ a lil' amphetamines and a % of real MDxx) helping my buddy move it. I was selling, but the stress was getting to me. So we're gonna discuss business, but get high, eat benzos, and have a good time.

We got so much to talk about; I have a friend going through some form of a schizo/multi-personality disorder phase. He was fronted a 1/2 oz of Thailand shrooms and ended up eating 10 grams and now he's unstable mentally again... I had to nurse him with Depakote and get him outta' my house when I was on an eighth of Thai boomers. It was hell, I had my homegirl help me because I couldn't form sentences or take the necessary steps to help the situation (tripping so hard); I literally cried for hours. This was one of my bestfriends since middle school.

Where is everyone in the BDD?!!!
 
Perfect day and a half of lushness. Spent in the company of one of my best friends and favourite people ever, and assorted other amazing people I've loved getting to know. Good drugs (high dose aMT, h, benzos, cider and a teeeeeny bit of speed) excellent tunes and just one of the best evening/might/days ever really, when everything goes perfectly and is easy and everyone is happy. Not done anything harmful or that will make me feel shit tomorrow except not sleep, and my best mate says I am so much happier and my old self again. Just ahhhhh :D <3

Bed now as got Albion visiting tomorrow and didn't sleep last night, oops!

Be good BDD <3
 
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