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aveoturbo
Bluelighter
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Sic, quit bein a jerk
Thanks BC! Looking fwd to this.
My wife and i are planning our new future. We are going to move when i get back and leave chicago, we are looking at new potential therapists, setting up to get to meetings, etc....
Hope you all stay safe and i find everybody chatting up in social v. 3X...
Love you guys!
(This wont be my last post yet, saving that for NMI
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Mugz
Bluelighter
Good luck in rehab aveo, hope to see you back soon all the better for it 
you said earlier last AA meeting, in my opinion the people that last the longest are the people that keep on going to meetings long after they have got themselves better and away from the demon, I'd encourage you to carry on with meetings when you get out of rehab, find a place that does them in your new town.
you said earlier last AA meeting, in my opinion the people that last the longest are the people that keep on going to meetings long after they have got themselves better and away from the demon, I'd encourage you to carry on with meetings when you get out of rehab, find a place that does them in your new town.
Siccness909
Bluelighter
What the hell?
aveoturbo
Bluelighter
Its just my last meeting for now Since i am going to rehab tomorrow. I will continue to go to meetings afterwards, for a while anyway. Im sure i will slow down on that later.
^ aveo you're doing so well 
good luck for rehab tomorrow! I'll be thinking of you and sending many positive vibes your way. It might be tough at times but you've already been through the toughest part I think, and you clearly want this to work so much, and that is a massive part. Often the most worthwhile things in life are fucking hard but I have absolute faith in you!
good luck for rehab tomorrow! I'll be thinking of you and sending many positive vibes your way. It might be tough at times but you've already been through the toughest part I think, and you clearly want this to work so much, and that is a massive part. Often the most worthwhile things in life are fucking hard but I have absolute faith in you!
Mugz
Bluelighter
Am having a bit of insomnia tonight, most likely cause is not getting out of bed yesterday until about 6pm, I've taken my olanzepine too and it isn't helping with sleep, neither is the small amount of etizolam I've had.
I'm glad that I am taking the olanzepine as it prevents cravings for stims occuring aswell as doing what it does physically. I have a baggy of 5-IT in my drawer that is unopened, and because I know that it wont do much, or will be do dampened that it wont be worth it I am not going to do it tonight, whereas if previously iin this situation with no work tomorrow and not being able to sleep I would be getting drugs inside me asap.
On another note, it seems BL has been extraordinarily quiet today, or maybe that's just my imagination, and it's only the threads that I frequent that have slowed down, shame either way though, I hope tinychat isn't going to disturb the trafic on the site here too much. Is that where everyone is ??
I'm glad that I am taking the olanzepine as it prevents cravings for stims occuring aswell as doing what it does physically. I have a baggy of 5-IT in my drawer that is unopened, and because I know that it wont do much, or will be do dampened that it wont be worth it I am not going to do it tonight, whereas if previously iin this situation with no work tomorrow and not being able to sleep I would be getting drugs inside me asap.
On another note, it seems BL has been extraordinarily quiet today, or maybe that's just my imagination, and it's only the threads that I frequent that have slowed down, shame either way though, I hope tinychat isn't going to disturb the trafic on the site here too much. Is that where everyone is ??
Beachcat
Bluelight Crew
Hey does anyone ever have it happen when you have taken a fairly high dosage of oxy or any other of that type of pain killer that you can be lying down and all of the sudden your whole body will twitch or spasm quite dramatically? Almost like .001 second of a seizure...
What is that? I wasn't sure best how to describe it to try to search for it.....
What is that? I wasn't sure best how to describe it to try to search for it.....
Mugz
Bluelighter
I would get them too sometimes in the psat for no real reason, almost like the infamous head zap, brain zaps that people get from stim comedowns but it being more of a total body zap instead of just being a headzap. Treat yourself to a nice cup of tea or some healthy food and maybe that will help prevent these from occuring in the future.
Escapedysphoria
Ex-Bluelighter
I heard some things from some girl I really care about, that I certainly did not want to hear. I can't see how I'm not trustworthy... 
Loaded up on ~6mg alprazolam and 900mg gabapentin. Luckily I'm so tired after a couple bowls, I hate these heavy thoughts at night. Netflix + Sleep now, night BDD friends.
Loaded up on ~6mg alprazolam and 900mg gabapentin. Luckily I'm so tired after a couple bowls, I hate these heavy thoughts at night. Netflix + Sleep now, night BDD friends.
Mugz
Bluelighter
Night Escaped, sorry about your feeling lbad about whatever it was that is happening with that girl. I am sure she didn't mean to hurt your feelings at all, probably just going through a bad time of things herself, don't take it too personally.
On the plus side, get your netflix on, I love netflix :D
On the plus side, get your netflix on, I love netflix :D
Mugz
Bluelighter
Night effie, I should think of a second attempt myself too, is getting early again, gonna get 3 hours in I hope then have a power nap later, got lots to do tomorrow(well today now)
N'night BDD crew
N'night BDD crew
aveoturbo
Bluelighter
Hai Olab!
Thanks effie! You have been major support and i look forward to our positive chats again! See you at Bluephoria! Love you like a sister!
Trips- take care of yourself man! Love ya like a brother! Be well! I also look fwd to chatting with ya again and i really hope you can get your neck sorted out
BC. Hope your migraines stay at bay so you can be well too nobody deserves that. Your a tough chick!
NT, Mugz, C2TL, laC, kayla, sic, bbygrl,and all the other BDD regs, plz be safe! Dont go overboard, and ffs, kayla, lay off the meth and xanax
Good night guize, see ya on the other side!
Thanks effie! You have been major support and i look forward to our positive chats again! See you at Bluephoria! Love you like a sister!
Trips- take care of yourself man! Love ya like a brother! Be well! I also look fwd to chatting with ya again and i really hope you can get your neck sorted out
BC. Hope your migraines stay at bay so you can be well too
nobody deserves that. Your a tough chick!NT, Mugz, C2TL, laC, kayla, sic, bbygrl,and all the other BDD regs, plz be safe! Dont go overboard, and ffs, kayla, lay off the meth and xanax
Good night guize, see ya on the other side!
Siccness909
Bluelighter
I'm considered a regular? NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICE
Mugz
Bluelighter
me too Only becoming regular again recently, nice to get a mention
Take care aveo, see you on the other side.
Only becoming regular again recently, nice to get a mention Take care aveo, see you on the other side.
Cane2theLeft
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Aveo, I regret that we haven't gotten closer outside of BL so please, when you're able, hit me up. I have heard from close friends how great you are and I know I'm missing out.
I am confident you can get through this and I admire your dedication so much. You've had such an impact on so many people here in such a short time, it's really inspiring.
Take care of yourself, brother.
I am confident you can get through this and I admire your dedication so much. You've had such an impact on so many people here in such a short time, it's really inspiring.
Take care of yourself, brother.
Olab, I really fucking love your avatar :D glad to see it back in the BDD social again! I'm okay thanks, up and down, rough day but just off to get something nice for lunch to cheer myself up.
Best of luck aveo dude, not that you need luck
am thinking of you and can't wait for you to emerge from the other end of this Hi Mugzy, BeachCcat, Siccy, Cane, lovely to see you all. Hope everyone is well
Mugz
Bluelighter
Mornernoon everyone, I have had quite a productive day so far today, done two loads of laundry, cooked myself some lovely breakfast, and tidied my room loads.
Going out to the cinema later and for a Nandos, I love Nandos. Chicken = win, I'm not going to have a lunchtime meal, going to save the rest of my stomach for nandos later.
Going out to the cinema later and for a Nandos, I love Nandos. Chicken = win, I'm not going to have a lunchtime meal, going to save the rest of my stomach for nandos later.
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