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BDD Social/Information Booth v25 - Let's all eat some acid!

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Werkin' as well as goofin' off. But mostly getting stuff done today which is sweet.

Just swinging through for some drive-by mod'n. Be careful y'all. ;)

Sup w/ you, kayla?
 
I am at home now and soooooo f ing bored.

Wishing i could do bad things, but im not. :) im thinking i should go on vacation....away from home... Again
 
Staying clean is a good idea. I get a fleeting thought of doing such a thing every so often.. pshh maybe later I hear a voice say. :p
 
Aveo- i was really scared whn i went and i cussed people out and fought but after a few days and the meds they give you when you first go in, its not so bad. You will meet some cool people to help pass the time and eventually you will start feeling better..

For me i faked suicidal thoughts to be released without people thinking i jst walked out on rehab.... Worst mistake ever....
 
Hi BDD, long time no speak

I can't stop thinking about buying more drugs to take, I want to get better but they are all that is going on in my head. I guess I haven't really changed much at all in years. always thinking about getting high, it needs to stop, but I just keep saying "one more time" :\

Tempted to order some Ethylyphenidate again even though I shouldn't, I really would rather only do psychs and dissasociatives from now on but there are not too many legals out there that i can get next day delivery that will be good enough.

I don't like olanzepine either, but it seems to be doing a good job so far, so I should probably just stick with it and stay off, but the psychological cravings are badddd
 
Hey mugz I know all to well how hard it is.... I hope you can get past the cravings an stay clean <3

What are you prescribed olanzapine for?
 
the olanzapine is for anxiety and paranoid thoughts, doc hopes that it will help me get off benzos for good easier than just a normal taper, she reckons that switching over to olanzepine will work well as olanzepine is not addictive like benzos are, so we are doing the taper and introducing olanzepine alongiside it.
 
Mugz said:
Hi BDD, long time no speak

I can't stop thinking about buying more drugs to take, I want to get better but they are all that is going on in my head. I guess I haven't really changed much at all in years. always thinking about getting high, it needs to stop, but I just keep saying "one more time" :\

Tempted to order some Ethylyphenidate again even though I shouldn't, I really would rather only do psychs and dissasociatives from now on but there are not too many legals out there that i can get next day delivery that will be good enough.

I don't like olanzepine either, but it seems to be doing a good job so far, so I should probably just stick with it and stay off, but the psychological cravings are badddd
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Didn't you have heaps of ethylphenidate only recently?

Mugz said:
the olanzapine is for anxiety and paranoid thoughts, doc hopes that it will help me get off benzos for good easier than just a normal taper, she reckons that switching over to olanzepine will work well as olanzepine is not addictive like benzos are, so we are doing the taper and introducing olanzepine alongiside it.
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Olanzapine as a benzo replacement? 8o

I would not submit myself to that...

Olanzapine really should be kept for mania and psychosis.

Oh you did say paranoia though.
 
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Are you serious? ^--
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Tripman said:
Didn't you have heaps of ethylphenidate only recently?
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If half a gram counts as heaps then yes I did on saturday daytime and night and sunday morning and early afternoon.

I only want another half gram really for thursday and friday maybe. want to try smoking it as I've heard that although harsh on the lungs it produces good effects.

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Olanzapine as a benzo replacement? 8o

I would not submit myself to that...

Olanzapine really should be kept for mania and psychosis.

Oh you did say paranoia though.
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My GP is also a psychiatrist, and also we all know that I have been prone to bouts of hypomania and paranoia recently so I think the olanzepine switch is a good one to be honest. We'll see how it goes, it rules out stims though, and I love stims.

I might just get some more 3-MeO-PCP as I think that would go well with WipeoutHD on the PS3 as the visuals in WipeoutHD are pretty psychedelic anyway so I think playing it on 3-MeO-PCP may be fun.

Or I could be a good boy and not get anything else.

Have had insomnia this evening though :( not been able to sleep but I think I'm going to give it another try now.
 
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