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BDD Social/Information Booth v25 - Let's all eat some acid!

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Hey all, sorry I've not been on much. Not been very well. Just starting to feel a little better, not sleeping all day now. How is everyone? What have I missed?
 
Hey mads, not much I don't think.. glad you're feeling better, good to have you back! <3

How are you kayla and mgrady? Cider and sticky toffee pudding here :D
 
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Sticky toffee pudding is gorgeous Beachy :)

How's everyone today? Sun is shining and gabba is blasting and cider is being drunk and choco-amazing cereal out of a box is being eaten and off for a mini BL meet in the pub soon and squarepusher tomorrow.. *tries to calm down* :D
 
I am SO excited :D His new stuff is sounding amazing and I have heard a lot of good things about his current show <3

Hope you're having a good day Peej :)
 
I'm ordering tickets for Flux Pavilion / Cookie Monsta soon (ehhh, but haven't seen 'em either live yet) and Camp Bisco soon (yessssss hahaha).

Can't wait to see Shpongle again!
 
Do any of you notice my posts and contributions around here?

If so, how am I doing?
 
whats up everyone?? how's everyone doing? its been quite a while since ive been active on this site, but now that i am done with this rehab shit i will have much more time to be on here :D

effie said:
Morning guys! :) Afternoon actually, 2pm here :D

BabyG you're always making me jealous with your wake and bakes ;)

laC love I really think you are at a crossroads here. I entirely appreciate not liking having sobriety enforced upon you. However, just spend a minute having a think about what your life would be like if you did just up and leave so you can get high, with nowhere to stay. You'd likely end up on the streets, taking more and more drugs because that's all you have. You'd find it difficult/impossible to work living rough. You'd end up with no money, no home, no way of getting work, and possibly a nasty addiction on top of that. How would you get back from there? It is possible of course but it is so hard - just read some of the stories in TDS..

On the other hand, you could move into as half-way house and go to college in Dec, give yourself the chance of a good future with a roof over your head and a job you enjoy and enough money to live on, and able to indulge in drugs in a recreational and not addictive way, as you don't need them to blot out the reality of being homeless and broke and stuck. Or you could stay with your parents, save up, concede to a sober summer then head off to college in Dec with plenty of money and your parents support. I know it's hard and horrible and unfair that these are your choices but unfortunately life is kinda like that.. don't fuck up your life because someone is being unfair towards you <3

Good luck dude, I feel like the BDD regs are family and I really want to see things work out for the best for you <3
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effie!! you do not know how much this means to me to hear this from you. i currently quit my rehab and i sign my discharge papers next week. everything is happening so fast, i dont know what to do. i really do want to get high, but there is also some part of me that knows that sobriety is the right thing for me right now.

i have a meeting with suboxone doctor in a couple of days, i set up an appointment with a therapist, and i plan on going to NA meetings. i am also looking for another IOP place i can go to. or my parents are willing to pay for an apartment for the first month, and then it will be on me to pay for rent and food. i dont know what to do; im scared shitless :(
 
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So was rehab to get you clean, or was it one big tolerance break

P.S.Do any of you notice my posts? How am I doing? :o
 
a little bit of both because one moment i wanted to get clean, and one moment i thought it as a T-break but when that would happen i would say screw it and get high?

lol what do you mean how are you doing?
 
Hey everyone <3 what are you guys up to? I have some weird things going on right now but other than that everythin is really good and im still clean :)

Ps yes steps we see yo "" good, good job, good good, good job"""Ha
 
Steps, I'm surprised you ever take breaks from staring at your self in the mirror to grace us with your posts. You are a god amongst men boys. I aspire to be worthy of your company but dread nightly that this may never be so.
 
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