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Day 1 sober is always like nothing is as good lol
No depression tho

Hm, I wonder what tomorrow will bring
 
Hola again folks. :) Just ate ~.17 of mol :D 20mg of my muscle relaxers, and a little kp (~.2mg).

Finished about .3 of coke throughout the day.

Gonna cool it w/ the drug intake for a bit starting tomorrow.

Oh! And I got a few new crystals to my growing collection. :D
 
Son of a bitch. I touched my head. NOW IT IS ITCHY, INTENSELY.
Face is screaming to be scratched.

Resisting scratching is a hell of a task. So far I'm successful.

We have a roller, who just scored meth

And tripman giving me a heads up
 
Watch out, those meth bugs get you pretty bad steps ;).

So PJKT, does .2mp clonazepam actually do... anything at all to you? Seems astoundingly unfair if it does :p. Seeing as my clonazepam dose is like very mild at 20mg :|. Clonazepam never seemed to do it for me, maybe it was my alprazolam fetish's fault.
 
Ok so I ran across a couple grams of methoxetamine tonite... haven't had any since about october.... and I'm kinda disappointed...

I took 50mg then another 50mg a half hour later.... then another 50mg a half hour after that.... not much effect...
 
Thats disappointing. :(.

I was a terrible fiend with MXE and was dosing up to 500mg a night IV...

Needless to say i'm on a sabatical from MXE.
 
^ What's funnier is that I was just reading the thread in EADD that is discussing the thread about getting high on vaginal cream, which would explain why aveo would be gone after falling into a vagina.
 
While looking for something completely different I came across a fresh green xanax bar from summer. Made my early morning that much better
 
Been back to class for two hours and I'm already bored...not a good sign.
Posting this from my inorganic chem lecture haha
 
4mg of bupe and sour diesel got me feelin' great. Maybe I'll get some things accomplished today while I have the bupe in my system, keeping me motivated and what not.

What's poppin' BDD squad?
 
I get no motivation from bupe unfortunately. That was the best part about oxycodone for me - the significant urge to get shit done. I don't get it w/ H either, just oxy or hydrocodone...

And Trippy - I do actually feel that small of a dose. It was only taken to synergize with the baclofen to make me a bit drowsy while rolling. Fuck my bed hasn't felt that nice in a while. :D It certainly wasn't a strong benzo reaction at all, but did have an effect. It's highly effective at nulling anxiety at low doses. I also don't really get "high" off of them. Even 8mg just made me comfortable w/ life (I have pretty bad general anxiety to the point that I rarely leave the house oftentimes).

Anywho. How is everyone? I've just finished rolling 3 nights in a row and don't feel any worse for the wear. Still very sore from the car accident though. Keeping that managed with bupe, baclofen, and a little kp. Well, and lots of tasty herbs :D. I need to taper down on the subs though, it's making it so I have to dose rather heavy on acid to get the effects I want.. I was off for 24 hours (still in me, I know) but was sore as fuck so I ate 25mg of 5/500 vicodin, sniffed a tiny bump (2-3mg) of oxycodone, and had some muscle relaxers. They all probably brought the trip down too, but for 1.5 doses (or "trips" as some call it, but that's so fucking frustrating. I didn't eat 1 and a half trips... it was only ONE trip..) I ought to have had much more visuals given the experiences of others I was with at the time (everyone that dosed took 1.5-2 tabs). The molly always works just fine though. :D Finished the night out w/ lines of coke with a few close friends (which enhanced the acid for me, quite lovely effect) and got a half-g for the following days (it did in fact last more than one sit-down hahaha).
 
I find that buprenorphine is pretty motivating too...unless mixed with DPH or a low dose benzo, of course.

FINALLY were able to find IR dextroamphetamine. The shortage is in full effect, had to call no less than 20 pharmacies to find it. Bad times.

Well, good times now that I got one of 'em in my belly. :)
 
I ended up making this bupe high warm and sedating with 50mg DPH. I also over estimated my tolerance now a bit, I've been letting myself (or financially being forced haha) detox and withdrawal from consistent and eventually habitual use of potent opioids (heroin, oxymorphone, ect) So I felt achey and cold, feels like night and day right now, but suprisingly I'm actually really high and itching my nose off. I could've used just 2mg instead of 4mg so I'd have bupe for tmrw. Oh well I feel really good and I love the duration of bupe! Still have a 2mg alrprazolam bar. Might take some Tagamet and eat it soon here while the bupe is still in full gear
 
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