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god diazepam tastes of shit, tried it sublingually and was so exceedingly bitter had to swallow that crap.... zzzzzzzzzz

guess thats whatcha get for finding year old generics in your cupboard :p
 
diaz is what? xanax or valium? xanax never tastes good, valium does sometimes to me. my clonaz is wonderful and minty deliciousness though. hard to only take what I need hahah
 
valium... it depends on the brand i get.... from the uk i found, xanax always tasted fucking beautiful to me compared to diaz (but always got the same brand of that..)
some diaz from the uk tasted like candy. literally could eat that all day. same with lorazepam which actually tastes of skittles and ended up with me doing about 5 a day because they were so delightful (hello blackouts)
the german valium (the one i found) tastes like someone has rubbed bitter stuff all around my mouth, they probably do it to stop people taking it subligually to be fair

or it could be some disgusting anti-histamine i thought was diaz....... who fucking knows it calmed me down though :)

can i list brand names here??
 
I don't see why not; major pharma companies aren't exactly hidden, and you can't exactly call them to place an order..

Then again, it's the same chemical, so there shouldn't be variances in the formula. Coca-cola with more sugar isn't coca-cola anymore.

Just like cut blue magic ain't blue magic, it's shit! /American Gangster :p

Oh, and that crack thread - LOL @ "SWIT" hahahahah

And I'd probably recommend NOT popping whatever looks appropriate from the medicine cabinet to help calm down hahaha. Could wind up with a quite bad interaction.

Like me yesterday - kpin w/ baclofen - I was out for ~16 hours shortly after the last baclofen tablet kicked in (total of 60mg). I was very loopy, then suddenly very tired, and started to fall asleep on my desk.
 
thats true.... well i found that pfizer xanax tasted ok but the generics tasted gooooood, just dry (i dont know why)

actavis diazepam - candy. absolute candy i'm sure they put sugar into it but then again i dont know... tese german ones, idk the name was stupid, taste like hell..

the best tasting sub is the roche bromazepams, oh my god were they delicious .... mmmmmmmmmmmm so want some

i remember eating some old ass rohypnol from roche too, they tasted like ... well..... they tasted of amnesia:p

lol as for popping something from a medicine cabinet... i'm pretty sure this was diazepam i'm a lot calmer and relaxed now not as edged out as i was with just all that speed and caffeine down me... found it while on a speed clearout LOL was tidying frantically then came across it, looked up everywhere on the internet hopelessly until i found the i.d. :) taken it and feeling smooth :)

i also found an amytriptiline pill, ugh, dunno if i really want that

where is this crack thread?
 
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Do NOT take the amytriptaline. They're NO GOOD AT ALL for you.

Edit: Wanted to post that quick, now I'll reply to the rest hahah.

I gotcha. As long as you ID'd it, then whatever, all good. I thought you were unsure of what it was and went to! hahaha ahh yeah, THAT's a terrible idea. There was a thread a while back where some kid posted like 2 NSAID's and a few antihistimines and like, a thyroid med asking if he could get high... derp.

It's the "how to smoke crack" or take hits or whatever in the BDD area (here).
 
noo i found them to be very nice and mellow, only 10mg tablets. they put me off to sleep nicely and into a dreamy state of mine (unlike trazadone where i went to hell and back)

if i went above about 50mg with amy i'd feel like shit too though. i guess its correct dosing for it.

also whats this big deal with self-imcrimination on some forums?????????? surely that would only be a problem if you dealt drugs?
 
Well, some places are pretty fckin stuck up and have the thinnest skin possible, so I can understand it.

However I'm not a bitchass so those forums aren't my gig. Can't stand having to act like you're at a job interview in terms of being polite and shit. That ain't how the real world works!

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Amitriptyline is used with caution in patients with seizures since it can increase the risk of seizures. Amitriptyline is used with caution in patients with prostate enlargement because of the risk of increasing retention of urine due to the inability to urinate. Amitriptyline can cause elevated pressure in the eyes of certain patients with glaucoma.

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If amitriptyline is discontinued abruptly, dizziness, headache, nausea, and restlessness may occur. Withdrawal symptoms may occur when even a few doses are missed. Therefore, it is recommended that the dose of antidepressant be reduced gradually when therapy is discontinued. http://www.medicinenet.com/amitriptyline/article.htm
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My ex's mum got started on it, and yeah was high on it. However it acts on the same receptors PCP and Ketamine works on, and causes very similar damage.
 
yeah i get that too, cant stand being polite to people that piss me off/expect me to be polite. nobody is polite anymore anyway.

oh really? damn that probably could cause some problems then.. might rethink that, although it doesnt act in the same way does it?

oh damn i always wondered why i had an issue pissing with amy, probably much like ket? when i did ket i couldnt piss for a good 12 hours :!
 
I never had any trouble being pissed w/ Amy... oh wait, that was 2 ex gf's ago. No wonder I had no problem being pissed; I always was toward the end! lmao

But yeah, I once got burned by someone while trying to buy a V-scripted roxy 30. They're pretty much the same color and diameter, but have a slightly larger girth. I didn't notice until I got back home (was sitting in a dark car @ night, and using my phone light they looked darker blue than they actually were so I didn't notice). Actually, didn't notice anything awry until I crushed half of one and it was... wrong. Idiotically sniffed half anyway because I wanted to get / be high, but after using a pill ID, it was amitryptaline. Fuck TCA's.
 
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Do NOT take the amytriptaline. They're NO GOOD AT ALL for you..
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My Doc was recently trying top get me on this shit because I get headaches from the Venlfaxine I take, I totally refused I've spent over 12 months trying to find an AD that at least does make me ill, I said I'd mange with paracetamol, I can't even take Ibuprofen because another AD gave me internal bleeding.

The last thing I need at the moment is another AD in the mix !
 
eh guess some people react differently to it than me... i personally liked it..

wont be a happy new year for me unfortunately. lost someone i thought i could spend my life with in november - havent been right since.

no more drugs to block out my sorrows unfortunately, hence my desperation with the amy... ah well

whats everyone doing for it? resolutions of everyone?

mine is to quit drugs... LOL yeah right
 
Hola lulu and atm :)

I'm 1/2 way through the piece of D I got earlier. 8) oh well... I was gonna try to make it last hahaha

I haven't bothered w/ new years resolutions, no sense. If I were to pick something I'd say to not let drugs fuck any more relationships up, but meh, I think I'm meant to be single.

Yeah, I broke up w/ my ex the end of November. Just wasn't someone I was really trying to spend my life with (was dating her ~8 months.. long enough to figure that out one way or another). She took it much worse than I, and is lucky to be alive. She crashed her car while drunk two nights later and totaled it... bc her pop's a firefighter she didn't get a dui... She's still trying to get me back, but I have a strict "an ex is an ex" policy.. but idk, I'm almost thinking I might try to get back w/ her, but I think it's just the loneliness getting to me; it's not like all the problems / issues are suddenly going to be differet. However I do think I got her to "wake up" so to speak, which is what I was trying for for so fucking long... ah well, hopefully the next lady is both lovely looking AND intelligent. Not just smart, but someone w/ some critical thinking skills. She had a tough time to put 2 and 2 together in a conversation.

IE: I'd buy 2 roxy 30's. Earlier I'd asked if she wanted some, yes of course, cool. At the time I get them: "M (who brought them to me) and I are going upstairs for a bit(with a long pause at the end after taking a few steps toward the door)" and just get a "huh?" look. Uhm, I just bought pills and am going to do them, you said you wanted some, get the F up and come with us if you do in fact want some. And don't get pissed at me after this exact scenario happens and I come back jammed and her like "wtf!?" to which all I can do is shake my head and wonder if she's as smart as she's supposed to be (you don't get a 3.8 in a decent college if you're dumb as fck).

Sorry for the rant hahah
 
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ahhhhh... i've always steered clear of heroin although it does look oh so tempting.

i need to find some more stuff, i'm getting restless and i think the valium is losing its effects because of all that dex i took. doh.

yup 100% sure that was diazepam as i think its wearing off now, heart is beating faster and faster by the minute.. damn you speed
 
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I got like .6-.8 of some fire dope last night with my dude. I got really drunk and started to get a craving for benzos or some strong opioids, all I had at the time was some hydrocodone so we made a run haha. Finished of the remaining .15-.2 today, did not expect the dope to be so potent because the caps were super fat well over .1 in em' (.1 are sold in gel capsules here in my city). I'm about to itch my nose off! haha goes well with this Bubba Kush. I need to get me some benzodiazepines for NYE!
 
Edit: @Synth: That was very fast-acting if it was indeed valium. It usually lasts quite a bit longer than what, 3 hours?, for me.

I have about 1/3 of what I got left. Took 50mg DPH earlier to prevent all the damn itchies, and .25mg kpin - of which I'm going to take another .25 and hop in the shower before some friends come over to pregame and then head out. :)

I'm quite high already hahaha, but in a different way. Doesn't give me all the energy roxycodone does, but sure does make me feel good. :p
 
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