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Xanax....for anxiety? What on earth for?

You should be doing CBT together with Prozac. Benzos should only be reserved for extreme cases.


(At least that's what my new Doc told me, and he should know, right? 8))
 
Jeebus, thats along time to be drinking. Not even back in the day when I was in full on alcoholism would I consider drinking for 5 days straight all day long, as well as (if I recall correctly) being awake for as long as you have been. Or that may have been another member. Regardless, bravo!

I am having a lot more fun with this pentylone than I did the previous time I tried it. It seems that having more room to experiment with it has been more promising :) Should be good for my weekly night shift.
 
haha touche

finally, i find pure dexedrine.. taking it for the first time today, seeing how it compares to addy :)

i also have some xanax, valium, alcohol (beer/wine) and marijuana for during/after!! thinking about buying some ciggs too..

Damn you all and yout pharmaceutical amphetamines! You should try UK "speed" ie glucose and fuck knows what else. Then you'd be happy with your Adderall ;)

right, whiskey time. been drinking for last 5 or so days now, this'll be my last day, if i mention alcohol tomorrow feel free to infract me =D

Okay, duly noted.

Xanax....for anxiety? What on earth for?

You should be doing CBT together with Prozac. Benzos should only be reserved for extreme cases.


(At least that's what my new Doc told me, and he should know, right? 8))

Haha. Well, he is kinda right in the long term you know (minus the prozac, but there is evidence that some SSRIs such as sertraline and escitalopram do help anxiety...) but in the short term benzos certainly do the trick! Shame addiction and tolerance mean they don't work long term.. I'm a massive CBT for anxiety advocate as I have seen it change someone from unable to leave the house to pretty much anxiety-free. Took months of hard work though. I don't understand why docs don't give out limited benzo scripts - say less than 10 a month - for panic attacks, but to prevent dependence from developing, while the actual cause for the anxiety is worked on with CBT or whatever...

(note: it is 2am here and this is the social and i don't want an argument about SSRIs please. i know you all think they are shit :D )

Also, how's it going WD? Not seen you in here in ages.. good Christmas? :)
 
Christmas was good....thanks for askin.' I haven't been very vocal here lately, but that's not to say that I haven't been around....just lurking. A spot of bad news for me is that my regular Doc who gave me whatever I asked for -- moved. I met with his replacement today. His replacement is very much anti-pharms....and is a very strong advocate for CBT, counseling, pilates, and yoga.


I ALMOST split his lip.
 
Haha. I can understand that. CBT is definitely worth a try but it does take time.. I'll keep quiet on the pilates part :D

One way to look at it though is that giving a patient what they want is not necessarily giving them what they need to get better... although I appreciate fully that it was not what you wanted to hear!

Glad that you've still been around. Lurk less! :D <3
 
whats up aveo? naon? effie? and whipped? what druggs you guys/girl do today:)??

today, i've had dexedrine, oxycodone, xanax, valium, marijuana, alcohol, and ciggs all potentiated by 800mgs tagamet :D

im the BDD masta!!! ahahahah i feel amazing =D=D=D
 
I have a bottle of whiskey. I might join you :D.

Been in the hospital with my gramps today. Depressing watching such a cool old guy wither.
 
trippp!!!1 mannn!! whats up dood?
drank that whiskey!! i love that shitt! get some benzos and some marijuana tooo,..gooood night L:)

its ok!!! he probably lived a cool life. i dont mean to sound dick, but everything dies eventually, it's the way shit is..

why did he die? old age? car accident? OD? cancer? aid/hiv? hep a/b/c? disease? virus? cancer?
 
Nah he's not dead yet. Getting there though.

He had bowel cancer that went into remission a couple of years ago, but it's back and migrated to the lungs and bones.

He's 73, had a fairly great life.

He's more like my dad than a grandpa.

:(.

I'm going to go drink whiskey and smoke bongs and play backgammon. Sorted :D.
 
Nah he's not dead yet. Getting there though.

He had bowel cancer that went into remission a couple of years ago, but it's back and migrated to the lungs and bones.

He's 73, had a fairly great life.

He's more like my dad than a grandpa.

:(.

I'm going to go drink whiskey and smoke bongs and play backgammon. Sorted :D.


weird, my grandfather died from colon cancer aswell...i think he was 80ish? i wasn't that close to him so i want to say i know how it is, but.....i really don't know how it is. i guess it would be like losing my mom for me..

hahaha!!! veryy nice!! weed is the best drug in the world hands down. keep smoking till you get stupid; keep smoking till your body tingles with exstacy!!! keep smoking till your head are in the cloud...

i dont drink unless i have benzos in me... baskjaksjakgj



naon!!! whatsup dudde!?!? any dhc today? how did your highs turn out??

efifie? nt? you guize there? pj??
 
FOR SOME REASON ONLY HALF MY MESSAGE MADE IT, IM NOT THAT FUCKED UP...JUST 3.5MG KLONOPIN, 40MG HYDROCODE AND A LOT OF MIDGRADE BUD AND SOME BUD LIGHT LOL...


i atually feel worty of posting here.btw on with tiny buttons {i have fat fingers} and my mental state doesnt help so sorry for ythe typos. Fourteen .5mg clonazepams~the orange minty ones~and 4 10mg yellow vics. the qualitest ones with the v symbol~not the watsons...and im about to eat 3 more clonazepams and pehaps another vicodin pehaps in an hour or so...but i got to run,took me 20 minutes to type this on someone elses phone lol...have a good night BDD...i might be back when i get home...but i dont know when that may be lol...
 
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ne with tiny buttons {i have fat fingers}. Fourteen .5mg clonazepams~the orange minty ones~and 4 10mg yellow vics. the qualitest ones with the v symbol~not the watsons...and im about to eat 3 more clonazepams and pehaps another vicodin pehaps in an hour or so...but i got to run,took me 20 minutes to type this on someone elses phone lol...have a good night BDD...i might be back when i get home...but i dont know when that may be lol...
 
word up lac. ima just drinking whiskey and playing skyrim, no other drugs here. though i do have a random tiny amount of AMT that i might try vaping tomorrow, we'll see.

anyway, 4:40am and time for bed. doug, remember uncles nAONs words: if in doubt, eat all the pills.
 
FOR SOME REASON ONLY HALF MY MESSAGE MADE IT, IM NOT THAT FUCKED UP...JUST 3.5MG KLONOPIN, 40MG HYDROCODE AND A LOT OF MIDGRADE BUD AND SOME BUD LIGHT LOL...


i atually feel worty of posting here.btw on with tiny buttons {i have fat fingers} and my mental state doesnt help so sorry for ythe typos. Fourteen .5mg clonazepams~the orange minty ones~and 4 10mg yellow vics. the qualitest ones with the v symbol~not the watsons...and im about to eat 3 more clonazepams and pehaps another vicodin pehaps in an hour or so...but i got to run,took me 20 minutes to type this on someone elses phone lol...have a good night BDD...i might be back when i get home...but i dont know when that may be lol...


lololololl i would be fucked up. i love klonopin <3 what kind of hydro you got? 10/325?? and do you hear about the new hydro w/o apap?

word up lac. ima just drinking whiskey and playing skyrim, no other drugs here. though i do have a random tiny amount of AMT that i might try vaping tomorrow, we'll see.

anyway, 4:40am and time for bed. doug, remember uncles nAONs words: if in doubt, eat all the pills.

i dont like skyrim because it's singleplayer. i need to palyt with otehr peopel. cant wait for d3.


i just took another 400tagamet and drinking a beer, making some kief too. at 12:30 eastern time (39more minutes), im taking another 20mgs oxycododone, 5mgs valium, .5mgs xanax, and smokeing weeds hellll yeahhh!!1 i feeel amazing


making that 15mg dexedrine, 45mgs oxy or something, 2.5mgs xanax or something, 3 beers, countless bowls of weed, 4 ciggs, 15-20mgs valium, 1000mgs tagmet, 3 beers, and i just took 15mgs DXM to clog 3a4 and 2d6 what else..... hashish it was nice...


what drugs you guize have>>
 
Hey laC! Everybody else!

Just sitting at work, stimmed out atm. Pentylone is good, I just need a lot of it for some reason before I get any recreational value from it. Although, like I said before, it works wonders for that night shift.

Trips:
Sorry to hear about your g-pa dude. My g-pa died of colon cancer that spread thru his whole body as well. Its a tough thing to be witness too. If he is still alert and talking, treasure those moments. I was very close to my g-pa. He showed me some of the world and he spoiled me :) I miss him a lot, but sometimes, I think I can still feel him nearby. Like he is watching over me or something. I know, sounds crazy but, whatevs. I wrote a memoir for him, a brief one, and it was read at his funeral. Everybody loved it and they ended up making copies of it. I will post it if anyone is interested. Its not depressing or long or anything.

I will be making another trip report for the pentylone tomorrow.

Also, today at work, the higher ups came to for counsel on how to improve our security functions here. I was like, "you guys want to talk me?" Felt kind of honored and they took what I had to say seriously and promised to follow through with what I suggested. Kind of feel like a badass. Even my boss was like wtf? Why you? I was like I dunno, maybe drughs? haha, I kid, but he was still wtf? He was glad to hear my ideas though and liked them too and ended up chipping in as well. So now we get some new tools to use! Sadly, no gun or tazer or pepper spray or any cool shit like that but, all is good. We still have makeshift clubs to use. We made our own weapons that are discretely hidden. We have to though, especially when you are a one man post and you deal with a lot of nut-job truck drivers and believe me, I have seen some dudes who truly need to be put away somewhere.

I think I am rambling now, about my job of all things. Sorry, didnt mean to bore the social.

Carry on :)
 
Hey laC! Everybody else!

Just sitting at work, stimmed out atm. Pentylone is good, I just need a lot of it for some reason before I get any recreational value from it. Although, like I said before, it works wonders for that night shift.

Trips:
Sorry to hear about your g-pa dude. My g-pa died of colon cancer that spread thru his whole body as well. Its a tough thing to be witness too. If he is still alert and talking, treasure those moments. I was very close to my g-pa. He showed me some of the world and he spoiled me :) I miss him a lot, but sometimes, I think I can still feel him nearby. Like he is watching over me or something. I know, sounds crazy but, whatevs. I wrote a memoir for him, a brief one, and it was read at his funeral. Everybody loved it and they ended up making copies of it. I will post it if anyone is interested. Its not depressing or long or anything.

I will be making another trip report for the pentylone tomorrow.

Also, today at work, the higher ups came to for counsel on how to improve our security functions here. I was like, "you guys want to talk me?" Felt kind of honored and they took what I had to say seriously and promised to follow through with what I suggested. Kind of feel like a badass. Even my boss was like wtf? Why you? I was like I dunno, maybe drughs? haha, I kid, but he was still wtf? He was glad to hear my ideas though and liked them too and ended up chipping in as well. So now we get some new tools to use! Sadly, no gun or tazer or pepper spray or any cool shit like that but, all is good. We still have makeshift clubs to use. We made our own weapons that are discretely hidden. We have to though, especially when you are a one man post and you deal with a lot of nut-job truck drivers and believe me, I have seen some dudes who truly need to be put away somewhere.

I think I am rambling now, about my job of all things. Sorry, didnt mean to bore the social.

Carry on :)

whats stims you on???? :)
 
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