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Haha nice double use of white grapefruit juice there mu, I might have to try that one :D

Hope it goes well, not heard of a court-by-phone before! I was taken to court over non-payment of council tax once (super-high tax we pay for living in a flat/house in the UK hah.. and actually it was twice come to think of it, money-management is not my forte) but I didn't have to attend. Just pay off the bailiffs (...debt collectors? Bastards who take your stuff when you owe money)

Fortunately that's all in the past now though! Onwards and upwards..
 
Tons o' Ativan are your friend.

Glad to hear you're drinking proper effie!

I'm at my dad's place for the afternoon, got a dentist appointment in 90 minutes, then having dinner with my mom...so just hanging out for the time being...

Good to hear everybody is doing well, good luck on your court-by-phone, mu!
 
I sure am :) and why the hell not, it's Jan 3rd and a Tuesday (I thought it was Wednesday hehe, as did Trips.. awesome mod team we have here) and I've got nothing to do but sit around and drink.

Just got an email about an amazing job I am starting in Bristol in Feb when I return to work (I used to have to commute miles and miles, 2 buses and a train) so in a good mood :D

Hope dentists goes well.. Ativan is probably your friend here too I imagine.
 
Only way I was able to bare having blood drawn last week was to munch 2mg of clonaz before I got called in. I still almost blacked out and blew chunks...

"Why didn't you tell us!?" "...I told everyone I saw I hate needles.. what do you mean why didn't I say anything??"

I've never had N2O.. Offered it all the time at shows and festivals, but it's "you can black out" property always scared me away after halloween 2009 where I died... 1/8 of shrooms + 2 good hits = heart attack / seizure. Thank god my dad was there to give me CPR. Which did jack shit - he actually punched me fuckin' HARD in the chest to get my heart going again. "Your chest might hurt" "why...?" "well... I hit it pretty hard to get you back..." "...I'm on a lot of drugs dad I ain't feeling SHIT!"
 
I go get blood drawn now, and if the nurse misses once, I'm like, "You want me to do that? All you gotta do is aim for the track mark, can't miss."

just kidding. I actually put a bunch of makeup on and tell her to use my un-violated hand veins and no one is the wiser, luckily. After 2 months of (mostly) being clean (except 2 weeks) my admittedly small track mark is looking alot better though. I can't wait til it is totally gone.

totally not looking forward to relapsing again. I suppose there is a small chance I won't.
 
A bunch of my friends have the "proper whipped cream" crackers, and usually have 100's of canisters, just wrong place wrong time for me I guess.

Also, it's usually offered when I'm on acid/molly/ket/opiate/light benzo... adding 6th and 7th drugs to the concoction usually throws a red flag in my tripped out brain, and I pass.

Foolish of me seeing as how much I LOVE K while I'm tripping.

Mully - score some suboxone. It blows in comparison, but personally I get to a point where I hate the high and just don't even want to go back to any opiate. Usually this is accompanied by warm weather.. which is NOT right now...
 
is there a lawnmower running somewhere?




womp womp womp womp womp womp womp.

acid + nitrous is great. There is even an entire thread in PD dedicated to it be The Merry Prankster, who coined the term "gascid". lulz. I love BL.

on that note, it is time for a trip, methinks. Been nearly 2 years.
 
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It's been 1.5 years since my last trip...there was a slight chance that mushrooms were going to fall in my lap for New Years but that didn't materialize. Oh well, there's always LSD (my favorite psychedelic anyway)
 
as for the suboxone, I have a whole bottle still - I just don't like them at all. Its all the opiate side effects without the opiate feelings. Plus, I can no longer eat any lemon-lime flavored anything. at most, I use 1-2 mg in the days after I quite opiates, then stop. It is a life-saver for many, but I think its a shite drug, it tastes like shit, and tbph, it just harshes my mellow all around.

more calories, less taste.
 
^I happen to like buprenorphine, but, it does lack the character that other opiates that I like have (namely hydromorphone, oxymorphone and hydrocodone).

I'll take what I can get at this point...
 
maybe I'll try a bit since I haven't done opiates in a long while... maybe I'll feel it.


I think an ellessdeee trip or mushrooms would really help me kick this addiction, too, which is another reason I want some. I used to make it a point to trip every 6-8 months and do a "life evaluation". I may be subconsciously a little afraid of that this time, though, because I know I will sell all my shit, dump my girlfriend and move somewhere totally random, and I am trying to have a little consistency in my life.


edit: just noticed I broke 3k posts. Fuck yeah, I have no life.
 
Too much math in here for my sober head. Add letters to math equations and I am done lol.

Feeling good today =D Got lots of sleep, hungry and eating, and infection seems to be subsiding with a bit of help from my ole lady. Still congested and coughing but overall much better. Feels like w/d's are subsiding a bit as well. Still benefiting from loperamide tho ;)

Its ok Mu, I been here a way shorter time than you and I have half the posts you have. That my friend, is no life ;) and post whoring. Man do I post whore.

How is everybody else? Is nAON missing? Have not seen any pictures of cute in a while.
 
Time for my haircut, wooo.

I'm late to all appointments under the assumption they're back-logged anyway so I'm really arriving just on time.

Gonna take that other 10mg methadone pill. The first is okay, but meh.
 
"Is mr. muvolution present?"
"Yes, your honor."
"How do you plead?"
"No contest- can I just pay the money to this racket and be done?"
"Excuse me?"
"I said, what will the fine be to rectify my transgressions?"
"$150.00 personal check to myself. Thank You, come to bumfuck redneckville again."

more math: 40 over in a 65mph zone = $154.00 fine, how much did i pay per mph over the speed limit?
 
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