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I've had a love hate relationship with my lady Hammer for a few years now.

I went through detox in a ward about 3 months ago and got completely clean, my aim then was to stop daily to every second day opioid usage which was hugely successful. Since I've been out i've used maybe 5-6 times and very sparingly. I get no withdrawals anymore, just cravings which don't bother me in the slightest. I'm not a huge fan of poking myself with the needle anymore and it is the only ROA I bother with so that's a good thing.

So no opioids for me no longer hold any real sway in my life.

On the meth note, the come down from a binge will last a couple of days and feel fucking horrible, however once you get past that there is no physical withdrawals to speak, just an intense psychological urge to use. The nausea and aches from the meth come down is fucking hell IMO. I had a 2 day binge last week and it fucking destroyed me. Sleep, food and water is the best cure, however with opioids, time is the only cure.
 
Haha my brother just gifted me with a carton of Kretek indonesian cigarettes. I am considering gifting him with a black eye as repayment. They are about equal on the pleasantness factor surely.
 
No, I mean, 3 days after I quit using it I went into a detox-like state...103 degree fever, splitting migraine, sever abdominal pain, couldn't get out of bed for 3 days, lost 20 lbs, like worst 3 days of my life type of shit...that's what I don't get...
 
What I mean is though, I stopped using the shit, went to sleep, woke up, and started stuffing my face like I always did after a binge, repeated the same thing the next day, but started to feel sick that night, went to the doctor the next day and they said I was a little sniffle-y, but nothing major, sent me home and then BAM...all that shit happened...

Edit: this is the one time in my life that seroquel was recreational because it was recreational for me to be able to sleep through as much of that bullshit as possible lmfao...fuck seroquel...and fuck those 3 days...

Maybe I really WAS sick off my ass like I told my work I was. All I know is that I wanted to fucking die. I just don't see how after they ran tests and stuff they couldn't find out I had something that bad. I've had the flu before then, but goddamn, like I said...I really wanted to die lol.
 
Hrmmm weird. I have never experienced anything of the sort.

Sorry I can't answer you any better :\

Perhaps you severely lowered your immune system and picked up a virus? Though it seems doubtful.

I have a pile of meth lying around but I rarely use it. It sure is pretty to look at though lol. Nice clear shards.
 
Yeah they came pretty nice looking when I got them, but I did an acetone + methanol purification and the shit I was left with looks unreal.

Although my purification process actually didn't lose any weight really, lost .01g.
 
lol...ya...a cent of dope ain't nothing lol...erowid's dosing charts aren't at all geared towards street meth...a quarter gram would be enough for what? 2 people to get high once? lol...

edit: and just now noticed your message about the gifted cigarettes...hell...if they're that bad you can just send them to me lmfao...an old tweaker once told me in high school...

"nicotine is nicotine, and the sooner you figure that out, the cheaper your habit will be." lol

while my habit is cheaper than the average smoker, it's just because I take advantage of the dollar off marlboro blend no. 27 packs and actually only spend 4.92/pack (more than a dollar cheaper than most in the state of texas). I just can't bring myself to buy cheaper cigarettes if I've got the cash for marlboro...but I'll tell you what, if I'm broke as fuck, I'm not above going and getting a black-n-mild for a dollar lol...

I'll smoke whatever if I've got nothing else...so I've half ass taken his advice...this is the kinda man that goes and buys the cheapest pack of menthols he can find...but he just got arrested recently for intent to manufacture so he'll be put up for a while...what's fucked up about it all is that I'm pretty sure he was doing good and staying off that shit and he really wasn't going to cook anything up...you know pigs though...they'll get you for any and everything they can...a lot of them are lower than lawyers a lot of the time (in my book at least)...
 
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Sorry for the double post but that last one was getting long enough as it is...would you mind telling me exactly how you perform this wash?
 
I myself smoke some pretty damn bad cigarettes Doug. However kretek's are flavoured with cinnamon and cloves and are just fucking bizarre. Though they take ages to burn which is good. You do get a good bit of nicotine out of them.

Eh menthols. I'll smoke the cheapest shit I can find, as long as they are red's.

Ok so how have I misplaced like a gram of meth and my pipe? I don't think anyone would have taxed them lol.
 
Start with the solvent in which the substance is soluble AKA Methanol. Always only use a minimum amount of solvent. Continue to add the hot solvent in which the compound is more soluble dropwise. Add just enough hot solvent to completely dissolve the solid, nor more. Then add the second solvent AKA acetone, dropwise again, until the solution turns cloudy. This is called the “cloud point”. The cloudiness is due to the crystallization of the solid. Add 1 or 2 more drops of the first solvent to just redissolve the crystals and cause the cloudiness to disappear. Allow the solution to cool to room temperature, and then continue cooling in an ice bath. Collect, wash, and dry the crystals as above.

You have now washed your meth to a much purer state. :D

There are better solvents to use for this process, but these two are easily obtained.
 
Bah, too much work...I think if I ever hit that pipe again I'll just do it my way...

Melt the shit, blow the shit out of there, let it crack back...

Melt the shit again, and as your roll it back and forth, blow softly while hold your lighter over the hole at the end and keep blowing slowly as you rock it until you see no more white shit powderizing on the lighter lol...

my fact of the month entry...lol

I just hope if I do decided to ever do that shit again, it will actually be somewhat worth a damn and I don't have to do that...Can't do shit about it thought if you get a nasty bag of shake...

Nothing more disappointing than finding itty bitty little pieces of shards that you can't see through...that...and dropping a huge chunk in that looks good, but chokes you out, then, after blowing and blowing and blowing, you're left with half as much as what you started with...Man...any want I had of doing that stuff at the moment just completely vanished LMAO!
 
I decided to give mine the ole taste teste. Put a bit under the tongue to sublingual. Holy smokes batman is the shit bitter as fuck and it ever so slightly numbs. Pretty good sign along with the clear shards!

I'm all out of gas for my lighter and my nose is totally stuffed from hayfever so why not give sublingual a whizz.
 
I've only ever smoked the shit...I snorted mdma before I ever smoked shards, so that scared me away from snorting it...the mdma was bad enough lol...that, and I just LOVE the rush from smoking the shit...although there could be yet a better rush from snorting it...I dunno though :P

Ya, there's another way you can see how good it is...if it leaves like a "cold taste" on the tongue (you would have to have experienced this to know what I'm talking about, but it actually tastes cold lmfao) it's most likely MSM or some shit like that...I always knew dope from the burn, tingle, and slight numb (not numb like coke, but still numbing).

edit: and shit...I've got 7 lighters at the house right now...an 8-pack of scripto lighters costs 1.97 before tax at walmart...hell, I got the light, you got the pipe and the shit...just smuggle that shit to hallsville, tx, and we can take advantage of each other's things ;) lmao...
 
Yeah the tingle, burn and slight numb is all I'm getting from this batch. I know well the MSM cold.

Just smoked some kreteks. They leave such a sweet strange taste in the mouth. Nothing like a real smoke.

The rush from IV meth is the most insane, it's like you've been slapped in the face. Smoking is by far the most fiendish ROA.
 
That explains my obsession with smoking it then...I dunno if you've read the posts about the way I speak of smoking the shit lol...

I get pretty into it...While IVing anything has only recently come back into my thoughts...I did really want to try that IV before I quit meth one of the times I quit it about a year and a half ago lol...that, and I wanted to try H...never made that trip to Paris, Texas for that to happen though (thankfully) because I would have IVed meth and, not H, but suboxone...I probably would have ODed on sub and died that night because one of my friends living there was really wanting to make a buck...but anyway...enough of that lol...
 
Yeah IV'ing, not the best way to start pricking yourself I must say.

I really want to IM some mxe soon. That would be pretty brutal.
 
I would be pretty careful with IM'ing mxe from a vendor. I've had some that I'm SURE was pretty cut. Micron filtering would absolutely be essential.

Have you read f&b's IM mxe trip report (which was the first ever trip report for mxe)?
 
after my first ever shroom trip. i feel.....different

i just be chillin, like a villian, until the killin is morphing like that blue and purple pill...in the evening the trees be morphing, until you keep on snorting, that line, then your eyes start to shine, with that glaze of the shrine. out of nowhere the earth starts to spin, the leaves from chin to forehead. trippin like a motherfucker, until i get off from bucking her, from that saddle, and just grab the paddle, movin her like a herd of cattle. what is that? a fuckin dog? but it has 6 faces and makin me look in awe. how could this be....its so much stronger than weed, the power to make everyone see, the truth, to not be a motherfucking mooch, that the world is plauged with. all these bastards and their money and myths', of how they have power, but that power is in a plant, a fungi, a pile of mush...in the room. zoom there goes those cunts, whishin they could punt with the truth tellers and the ones on the hunt. what the fuck? this beat is off the hook, so much that wiz would lick his own damn cunt. that sellout bastard on his way to 'glory'. all he is really doing is getting his place on 'Maury'. if you sell out to the man, ill see you in the can, while i laugh and take a shit on the face of jackie-chan. no discrespect to dem asians, they have the best chicken, just like chasin the dragon. the dragon? fuck the dragon. its just a big ass wagon full of no life bitches, suckin dick for their next fix, a bunch of witches, eatin that Nabisco quick mix because every last CENT is going to that next HIT. its just a lie, stop before you die, its not no fucking piece of pie. its a game of russian roulette for every single bag of smack. you gotta go with the flow, of the one that grows on its own. no making or mixing, it just grows and owns, the minds of the consumer, like you be a zoomer, for the first time. no words can describe the felling of the benign, but it has two faces. one of love and one of rapid paces. i will go on no longer, i can only say to try the one that loves everyone with no disrespect to any other, have a good day you mother fuckers.
 
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