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BDD Social/Info Thread v22 - It's Caturday, Why Are You Sober?

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Evening everyone!

Man its hot...80 degrees in march???? What's it going to be in the summer, 153??
 
Hi guys! I haven't posted in a while, but I have been k eeping up! Effie, I am sorry you are feeling so poorly, love.

Work has been killing me lately. I have gotten the method down for smashing up my meds for railing in the bathroom. Take a piece of paper. Put oxy or dilly on paper. Cover with a post it. Crush the he'll out of it with the end of a pair of scissors ....makes a really fine powder. Pick up paper with post it and walk into the bathroom....works every time! I keep my little straw in my bra. Geez. It is the only way I can get through the day because my back hurts insanely much.

Just had my 36 th birthday. Feel old. Blah. How is everyone else doing?
 
Hmm Serotonin Syndrome is awful... Expirienced it once
I think you're possibly in the clear after 24 hrs, but can't say i guarantee it.
 
^Pretty much. Still feels trippy as hell long after the chemical should be gone - pulse all over the place, body temp way up... bad news. My gf went through it once, thank god it was very very mild. :(
 
I mean the rolls were actually really weak in my opinion, I also looked them up and people had same experiences with the ones I took. Basically you come down really fast and only peak for literally about 30mins. So they were forsure a low dose of mdma if that. I think I'm safe considering its been about 24+ now. But I'll wait one more day just to be sure. Fuck now I'm scared to do DXM again but I still do..I'm staring at the bottle right now, I really think I'll be ok but I'll take the advice and wait. Just gonna have to sober for a day-_-Fuck it.
 
Sic-why make posts saying your going to heed everybody's advice but then you do it anyway? Makes it hard to help somebody who won't help themselves. I'm not trying to be mean to you, and I know we all at some point do some dumb shit, especially when you are chasing that high, but you got to learn how to take car of yourself. Just listen and follow through this one time and I can almost guarantee I will save you from a hospital visit and a stay in a psyche ward which are not pleasant. Your body is more fragile than you may understand, no matter how resilient it may seem, it can only take so much. You may want to stop pushing it for a while as you are altering your brains chemistry drastically. I know it may not seem like it, but as an old pal who used to frequent bdd quite often has said, others around you will notice the changes before you will and often people don't say anything for a while out of fear hurting a persons feelings or they just can't recognize what's different. Again, I am posting this for yours and others benefit, not try and single you out for anything. We can't make your decisions for you, but you should heed the advice of others who have seen or been in in bad situations and wouldn't want that to happen to someone else. It's hard to watch a train wreck in slow motion, ya know?
 
No, I didn't take any. I just really want to, but I don't know much about this shit so I'm not taking it otherwise I'd probably take the risks. But regardless I really need to stop being that way, but thanks for the advice, as I said I'm following through with it and not dosing today.

And thanks effie:) gonna read up now
 
kewl, it looked like you had dosed with your "fuck it" at the end. Besides.....:


IT'S GREEN BEER DAY!

=D or "just get drunk, pretend your irish, wear tons of green, have no idea who st patrick was other than associating him with alcohol, and wearing a 'kiss me I'm irish' shirt/hat/tie'-day" Which is cool too :D
 
Haha I'm sipping on vodka and sprite now.
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Dxm and liquor DO NOT mix for me. So fuck that I'll dose some other day plus I don't feel like dying anyway and my brain "melting" does not seem appealing to me unless its being associated with LSD:) hahaha
 
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