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BDD Social/Info Booth v4.0 --- Fresh Out The Loony Bin

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Melatonin is great for resetting sleep schedule, my dad uses it to fix jet-lag.

I'm pretty damn stoned, about to make some food. I think. I can still feel the clonazepam in my system, and some opiate feeling in there as well. I gotta go pick up another textbook soon as well.

I've got the first QOTSA album on in the headphones and it sounds quite sexy.
 
I could use some sleep too. Wired/frazzled/amped/etc. But exhausted. Some xanax would be oh so good right now but impossible :(
 
I'm trying to stay away from benzos at the moment. Been doing my research into bereavement (not much else to do at 4am..) and I just need to face this really or I'm storing up problems for later, so saving my benzos for the really, really bad days. If I was going to get one for sleep I'd go for a hypnotic one like temazepam, but then I'd end up taking them at the wrong times as I enjoy temaz too much, hah..

Just going to have to makie myself get up at a sensible time tomorrow I think. Tis probably going to be another long, sober night for me *sigh*
 
^I feel you, I'm going to attempt and avoid benzos as well, or at least switch to something shorter-acting, clonazepam seems to have much more pronounced cognitive impairment than lorazepam does...for whatever reason.
 
Just going to have to makie myself get up at a sensible time tomorrow I think. Tis probably going to be another long, sober night for me *sigh*
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Definitely. I'm always much happier when my sleeping pattern's right. Human company and sunshine ftw.
 
Haha I have no pictures on the forum, sorry guys.. I look exactly like a supermodel though. Only cooler. Honest.

Glad I've stocked up on sleep really, even if it's fucked my sleep pattern.. now to start trying to eat solid food again in preparation for going back to mine and Dave's flat at the end of the week.. eep. Maybe 2 weeks.

Tempted to go and get some alcohol, that's about all I can get away with here I think!

Vader, you're right. Plan is parental company for a week, in case things go horribly wrong, then back home with friends around all the time. It's going to drive me mad, but is necessary I think. Fucking miss him so much.
 
Effie Bless you and * hugs *.. I think what you said about facing the pain was really wise.

'This too shall pass Effie'.. thats always my mantra when times are excruciating love.

. I hope so much that thats some comfort for you. :)

I lost my Nan last year .. We were really close.. Shes not here in the same way that she was but sometimes I get little post cards from heaven.. Times when she feels close or something
significant happens that brings her memory or her essence back to me for a while.

:)
 
Thank you.. that's been a favourite saying of mine for a while. It's going to be a long road and I don't think I will ever get over this, that's not how it works.. it will just stop being so painful and life will seem worth living again. That's the plan anyway, hah.

How are you today polka?
 
Effie I'm doing really good thanks for asking..

I've just been through a really painful, trying ,difficult and complicated time. In the midst of it I would run into my garden comforting myself with ' this too shall pass' but feeling like the
storm would last forever.

I can say now that the pain has lifted. Times seem easier and happier and I'm enthusiastic about the future.

The pain will ease for you too sweetheart.. be gentle with yourself
 
Really wishing the best for you effie. Take things one step at a time.
Oh and I'm not really sure what my avatar is haha it was on a skateboard though and i liked it =p

Hows everyone doing today? Sounds like a few of you are feeling pretty good at the moment ;)
 
I'm alright now, just had a mini-freakout about losing track of time, did some quick chores, grabbed another textbook from the bookstore (one of mine...the one I need for an assignment that's due today...is still on back-order, ugh) and realized I haven't eaten or showered yet. That's Dexedrine for you.

I'm about to shower and then eat and then I have class from 4:00 to 10:00pm...Mondays are my busy days, to say the least haha
 
Haha Mondays-Fridays are all the same for me, just work.

Yeah those things can be easily forgotten on amps especially eating. In fact you just reminded me I still havn't eaten lunch lol. Oh adderall...
 
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