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BDD Social/Info Booth v4.0 --- Fresh Out The Loony Bin

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YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
Evenin All :D

( Just got accused of being old bill in European/African Bluelight :\)
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Haha thats just how they greet new people, happens to everyone ;)

Brimz, nice to see you in here again :) looking forward to seeing you tomorrow, fingers crossed for sunshine!
 
Oh it was only one lass Effie. I'm sure the others are benign enough.

My blasted MDB or whatever its called wont be coming until Wednesday now!! ( sodding bank holiday !!)
 
Aw sorry you're a bit confused.. Let me enlighten you .. The clue is in the nick.. If Rhinosneezes or indeed Rhinosneazes were wimmin they would be Rhinesses.

Elementary my dear brinz.
 
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YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
Aw sorry you're a bit confused.. Let me enlighten you .. The clue is in the nick.. If Rhinosneezes or indeed Rhinosneazes were fellas they would be Rhinesses.

Elementary my dear brinz.
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Thick fuker me still i only speak english < Spanish n a bit a Portuguese still don't no what your on about?
The clue is in the nick..
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i aint going their either
 
Haha night Brimz.. and don't worry Polkadot, they are all benign, even the ones who pretend not to be. BDD wins though, ofc :)
 
No worries Effie that paranoid bird in the other forum was obviously a bit simple :)

Effie is there a quicker way of finding out if there have been posts in a thread I'm interested in other than refreshing the page?
 
Hm, that's a bit technical for me, haha.. I know that all the threads I post in, I am automatically subscribed to, and if you go to "quick links" (nearish the top.. under the tabs for home/forum/blogs/whats new) then "subscribed threads" you can see if there are new posts in the threads you have posted in..

This may involve altering your settings though, in which case I am not your girl I am afraid.
 
No probs, hope it helps! :)

I am so glad it is a bank holiday tomorrow. Not ready to go back to the real world yet..
 
Hey everyone :) Hows it going? Good to hear your safe NT, it would be pretty cool if you posted some pics of the aftermath.

I've had a good day today but unfortunatley am having some problems after 3 days of adderall use. Been taking the same doses all 3 days ( around 66mgs spaced out between 3 doses:morning, afternoon, and evening). Today Ive had 30mgs in the morning and 30mgs in the after noon and stopped there because of horrible side effects that just showed up today. I've had about 8 hours of sleep in the last 2 days but mentally I'm actually pretty good. It's physically that i'm worried about...

I'm shakey, weak, bad chest pains, heart hasnt stopped racing, and this morning I noticed how much skinnier I look. It looks like any fat under my ribs has been sucked out of me and I'm already under weight as it is :/ but the strange thing is I've been forcing myself to eat the same amount I normally would if i wasnt on amps. I'm struggling with a slight...dependency problem I suppose haha. I thought if i were to give in to cravings I'd atleast keep a constant dosage because I thought a tolerance would build to the bad side effects but it seems there actually getting worse :(

Ha sorry to post something not so positive just needed to vent
 
YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
I'm not working next week and my daughter is at her grandmothers. I should be decorating.

Hmm just not sure whether to decorate or get rat arsed
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Both? :)

edit: olab, took ages sending this one word post and missed yours.. I hope you are okay <3 vent as much as you like here! It sounds like you definitely need to try to lay off the Adderall, and focus building yourself back up - healthy food, relaxation, exercise, distract yourself with BL or real life or whatever.. the crappy side effects from stopping should go within day or so, and you can concentrate on getting yourself back on your feet again. Things will seem a lot better once you've got over this initial shit period, I am sure. You know you've got us to talk to! <3
 
Ugh, tell me about it. I took some Dexedrine earlier today (think 13 hours ago) with a cup of coffee, and then took 2.5mg Adderall 6 hours later, and then another 2.5mg Adderall about 2 hours after that. Worked well with 1mg clonazepam but now the Dexedrine is long gone and the Adderall is pretty much gone too. I know because I get really horrible back pain, lower back pain, when I'm coming off Adderall. It happens with Dexedrine, but is much more pronounced with Adderall for whatever reason (lousy levoamphetamine!).

I'm staying hydrated and took 500mg magnesium with some fish oil as well as a regular old multivitamin today but it still isn't seeming to help :( Bad times, plus I'm exhausted.
 
MMMMM after a rather stressful weekend, a dose of kratom leaf + extracts that get me JUST below nodding and then some lovely cocaino. :)
 
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