maybe its just the dopamine flooding stims that you react badly with? Ive always found seretonergic stims to be less fiendish hence much less chance of multi day binging, and much less chance of running from the cia and various other profesional hitmen staking out your house just waiting for a good shot. Ive never seen shadow people on mdma or mda or similar empathogens, always mildly disappoints me if im honest.
Dunno what im on about, please humour me, im pissed!