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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

BDD Social/Info Booth v.27 - Mugz is a habitual meph-ender

how's a byo bbq sounds then? yo meaning you bring yours' and everyone elses good. we'll supply the meat for the cookout!

have the jetskii's tuned up, ready and rearing to go. i haven't had a burl on one in a long time! my eldest brother has a turbo charfe honda 600 and it goes like the bees knees.
 
dais said:
the mods. they've got a secret supply we're not meant to know about;)
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We used to, til the new mods ate it all :( back in the good old days the staff drugs bowl was pretty epic...

Hai BDD, how's tings? I've missed your faces <3
 
^ hey lou, effie, NH, trip, escape, kayla, and others, what's been going lately; i feel like i haven't spoken to any of you in months...ohwaitlol, that's because i havent hahah

i got my suboxone script renewed and i got myself a fresh lyrica script.. chechyea!!! i love me some lyrica, i got the doc to prescribe me 400mgs a day lul.
i didnt get hte orphenadrine though zzz, its alright hydroxyzine is pretty good.


whats up everyone>? im excited as fuck, going back to my university in 4 dayz
 
Alreeeeed bdd, I'm feeling pretty good tonight. Managin to Hold my morph wd's today with 20mg in the morning, 20mg in the afternoon, then 20 before bed. I'm still feeling rough but Its getting such better with every day. Gonna drop it to 15mg after a couple of weeks, and so on. Wish me luck guys, i really why and do it this time because my little boy said to me today "daddy why are you moody a lot, and get angry and things, and you get so poorly a lot" That's enough for me, I'm doing this one for the long haul, wish me luck my lovelies of bdd.
Much love

The Dreadster
 
effie said:
We used to, til the new mods ate it all :( back in the good old days the staff drugs bowl was pretty epic...

Hai BDD, how's tings? I've missed your faces <3
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more importantly we've missed your face:P don't be a stranger now:)

good morning BDD.

i was too stoned and fell asleep watching a few movies i rented out with my mate. he left me with a doco "godfather of ganja" about a syndicate that were running the miami scene ack in the 70's for a while until they all started dogging each other. wasn't anything new really ut worth the watch.

also have "Sukiyaki Western django" (starring tarrentino) which i was getting into so will rewatch a bit later this morning once i get this motor running. it's really cool and nippy this morning so i'm rugged up in my chair with the olympics on, sipping tea. proper, like:D

Alreeeeed bdd, I'm feeling pretty good tonight. Managin to Hold my morph wd's today with 20mg in the morning, 20mg in the afternoon, then 20 before bed. I'm still feeling rough but Its getting such better with every day. Gonna drop it to 15mg after a couple of weeks, and so on. Wish me luck guys, i really why and do it this time because my little boy said to me today "daddy why are you moody a lot, and get angry and things, and you get so poorly a lot" That's enough for me, I'm doing this one for the long haul, wish me luck my lovelies of bdd.
Much love

good work, man! keep it up! you'll be over the hump before you know it and on the home stretch. there's not far to go.
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that's so cute about your kid. just try to explain to him dad's been under the weather a little and will be back to goo ole dad in a few days. i'm sure he wouldn't mind being told a little white lie as such as to know why his dad's been "cranky" that's great to hear you're doing it for your family as it's always an extra driving bonus to aim for. the goal at the end seems so much more rewardin!

you'll get there, no doubt, dread<3
 
AWWWWW good luck <3
Dread calm said:
Alreeeeed bdd, I'm feeling pretty good tonight. Managin to Hold my morph wd's today with 20mg in the morning, 20mg in the afternoon, then 20 before bed. I'm still feeling rough but Its getting such better with every day. Gonna drop it to 15mg after a couple of weeks, and so on. Wish me luck guys, i really why and do it this time because my little boy said to me today "daddy why are you moody a lot, and get angry and things, and you get so poorly a lot" That's enough for me, I'm doing this one for the long haul, wish me luck my lovelies of bdd.
Much love

The Dreadster
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Thanks everyone, i shall report back daily with my progression. This time I'm doing it for my little boy, no more 'daddy lets play cars' and me snapping back saying i feel too shit. That's not fair no him, I've had enough. He deserves so much better than me.

Sorry to bring the bdd tone down, was gonna put it TDS but i feel much more at ease talking to you guys in here.

Much love bdd, and i hope everyone has a fuckin scream of a weekend.
 
ayyy


just some gabapentin and ciggarettes for me today, some hydroxyzine too. maybe suboxone suboxone if i feel like it later, but mehh. trying to stay mostly sober the next few days so i can go hard after my short hiatus.

im tired as fuck from last night, i have been groggy and still a little benzo'd out

i just want these next few days to go by quick
 
i love me some starbucks iced coffee with shots of vanilla and half/half, add some sugar and it tastes soooooooooooo good.

for winter, i go with the white-chocolate mocha, fucking delicious
 
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