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BDD Social/Info Booth v.27 - Mugz is a habitual meph-ender

^^^^ that sounds awesome....up to nothing here myself....hung out on an island all day today, presently just can't sleep....well I probably could if I put my iPad down but whatever....did some fishing myself today, didn't catch anything but it was fun just to chill...
 
have got to love the island life. i want to head north once the summer hits and go camping all through to the tropics and hit some of the reef breaks and refresh my memory of how good the fishing is up there.

i'm about to get off here and have my shot, put the rod in and enjoy the sunset. such is life<3
 
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Thanks, token, I got the sexy back today, maybe....

Mugz, what do you have to do to get a residency in the US? I am not familiar with the process....
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I had to go through a long process over 5 years ago as my mum applied for a family based visa because her dad is a citizen, it included me and my sister, they still both live over there but I still live here, I lost my physical greencard and can't get it back at the moment although I have a plan to get it back but it will cost me $500 and still may not be successful. It will be worth it though if it works as it will mean that I can have my residency back in the states and help out my mum who is sick with cancer and my sister who has a multitude of problems and is having to be the primary carer for my mum when she is really sick herself. I need to be there asap.
 
i wish you the best of luck mugz, that sounds like quite a multitude of things that you are going through and it makes my problems seem so small. i believe in you!

which state are you moving to? im in good ol' Georgia
 
I have some goods, finally! Nothing compared to my old levels, but I have 60 ten mg Oxys.......well, 50 now I guess....woo hoo!

Cut my ms Contin in half yet again, so getting prepared to have my legs ache and ache for weeks, but other than that I am proud how much I have cut down from the height of my usage! Will start taking 15 mgs of ms Contin twice a day tomorrow and wil try to go easy on the oxy....it has been almost a month since I have had any, so I just wanted one good night just chilling.

In retrospect I can't believe how much of this shit I used to consume on the daily. I will be so glad the day that I know that if I runout I will feel fine ...letting rid of physical dependence will be a huge monkey off my back for sure!
 
i got some oxy too. was supposed to get dilaudid, which i strongly prefer. but hard to complain.

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and some xanax. traded for it with similar wares that are less novel to me. been weeks since i've had bars. the person said they would just give them to me, and i was like, "likewise!" scripts make drugs so cheap.


ooo, and on friday someone brought a bottle of hydromet syrup to the lake house. was a pleasant surprise. i already had a roxy, so i got to mix the two. felt good.
 
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Sounds good, hydro! Don't you love when things come together! I like dilaudid better myself, but I tend to pace myself a little better with oxy, so I better stick with that!

Bah, can't sleep....pleasantly opiated with nice itchiness, sleep come on!
 
I do. I took one dose of Cymbalta and had my throat feel like it was swollen. I couldn't quit swallowing for a day. I had insomnia. Felt weird and hated it.
 
Work is mental today...

Playing with excel formulas...

=IF(K5<8, "no",IF(K5>7,HYPERLINK("#'Multi use form'!$A1","Yes")))

Like a boss.
 
Mugz said:
Oh joy, well hopefully it will work for me as nothing else has worked, I don't want any nasty side effects.
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My ex was on it for 4 years and doesn't think she'll ever be able to get off it. If she missed a dose by 12 hours she turned into the incredible hulk.

No joke.... Shit seems dependency causing to the extreme.
 
hi BDD people.

i'm currently on a holiday with the family and consequently getting some clean time - cold turkey apart from a little diazepam and baclofen.

i've got on me imodium, swisse sleep assitant, a little codeine for the peak of wd's (which is a day or two away) and benefibre to help keep me intact as much as possible down there.

what else is recommended? i'm coming off a reasonable sized habit but nothing i haven't done before; just hiding it from the extended family is my main priority for masking the symptoms best as possible.
 
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Hi, you can try loperamide too, for diarrhea. Some vitamins too. Maybe some clonidine, but it's a dangerous drug and ime only available in a medical setting (at least here). Good luck!

Howdy BDD.
 
hey lou, thanks!

i believe imodium is the same as loperamide. vitamins of course are a necessity and at the moment i'm eating as healthy as possible though need to pick my act up there a little. i was overwhelmed in the pharmacy when picking up a few things and had an information overload while picking and choosing the necessities.

what vitamins and supplement in particular would you recommend? i don't expect thing to last any longer than a week then i have no choice but to get back into my proper routine as i'll be back at work where i need to be on my game, fit and healthy
 
Morning BDD, I was feeling pretty down last night so ate 50mg of diazepam, I only had it because the doctor gave me a cymbalta prescription and she forgot to remove the diazepam from my script so I at a bunch last night, this morning I feel the familiar feeling of diazepam grogginess. Im gonna go get some coffee and then start cleaning up my room.

What's going on here?
 
Dude, stay away from seretonergics whilst on duloxetine. Knew a bird on it a few years ago that got SS after a line of meth. Just a heads up
 
I've not taken my first dose yet, I was going to wait to see if I could get any speed today ;) but now I cant so I might aswell start my anti-d regime, first pill in my mouth now, it says to take it in the morning.

Did your friend have a positive experience with duloxetine? apart from the SS
 
Yeah i think so, not really a friend so im not completely sure. But after that she gave up stims rather than give up them. So that tells ya something.
 
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