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BDD Social/Info Booth v.27 - Mugz is a habitual meph-ender

God damn I'm friending hard for some valium or some type of benzo. I havent had any benzos in like 2 months soooo long right hahaha. I have suboxone and only a bowl left of greens. And I fucking ran out of mah lyricas so yah. Idk I haven't been on this forum in a long time but I'm bored so lolol.

But OMFG I cannot find any fucking amphetamines in my college town its bullshit. This is college why can't I find shit? I guess I shouldnt complain because I have a place to sleep every night and plenty of food. But this America Damnit! I want to get fucking high


Someone send me some benzos in the mail plox!
 
Valium sounds good...100mg under the tongue would be fantastic. At least you got bupe and weed. I still can't smoke because I'm waiting to get into a different pain management clinic, the other one wouldn't treat me because of my suicide attempt...doctor already made the referral, but they haven't called me for an appt. yet. Really thinking about calling them. Living off of tylenol and ibuprofen is killing me.

As far as the amps go, do you attend CC or Uni? Normally the CC/JC towns will be pretty dry unless you know people.
 
100mgs lol, I'd need like 20 or 30 mgs, but I go to a huge university ....mehh I know weed a bup is good but when you do both daily, its not that fun . But today I've had 1mg sub, two Tokes of marijuana, coffee and ciggs. I wish I had more weed cuz I definitely don't have enough zzzz lolol. Most likely ill have sub later

I want some fucking benzos or lyrica, but I have to drive fucking an hour away to get a new script for my lyrica
 
This is the guy that can take 8mg of xanax and barely feel a thing though lol...gotta love panic disorder...

If I had, had a sub, 2-3 bumps totaling 4mg would have been up my nose instantly lol...did you actually start smoking full time? shame on you :P

Lyrica never really did anything for me. By the time I got switched to it, I had been on Neurontin for about a year, so any psychotropic effects were negligible. Went from 2400mg of gaba a day to 300mg of lyrica (and then up to 450mg). I wish this pain management doc would hurry up and call me with an appointment.
 
amphetamine : the reference drug for writing ?

Hi,

Since a whole generation of writers used speed in the 40/50 of the 20th century, I'll assume that it is quite the way to go.
However i think that the nature of writing is important, since i suppose that amphetamine would boost concentration a "focused, direct" intent to work, augment the "metabolism" of information in the brain (hence "speed") and restrict background thoughts (noise)

But the drawback is that it shouldn't be boosting creativity, so i thought of adding weed to the combo should be OK.

Well, if you have any idea of a drug or RC or combo that should be tried (to write primarily fiction) and others for essays/papers, and dosage info
I'll listen !
 
We're really not here to give you recommendations for what drug to take. We specifically disallow "what should I take?" threads.

I can say, however, that amphetamines (specifically dexamphetamine/dextroamphetamine, at least in my case) make writing a lot of fun. Weed certainly helps too.

This is a topic better suited for the BDD social thread IMO.
 
dexamphetamine hands down.

makes me write dissertation level papers in a few hours, in a fun and productive manner.

also oxycodone after taking dex. but i usually do this once every three days or so, if i do it everyday, i turn into an opiate junkie... no surprise.
 
For classroom writing, formal writing and technical writing, I think dextroamphetamine would help especially if the individual has ADD or narcolepsy.

As for creative writing, I believe that is best done sober, while you are a fresh cocktail of emotions able to express feeling in either sentence structure, characters, diction, you name it.

Most drugs interfere quite heavily with creative writing. Except, I've been told its best to write drunk and edit sober :D
 
I have ADD and I take Modafinil (it's never been prescribed, but the prescription costs more than getting it online and I have no reason not to take it as I legitmately have ADD). I don't have ADHD, but stimulants have the same sort of opposite effect on me that they do with most ADD/ADHD. I didn't realize I had ADD until I was around 20 (and in the army), but when I read the list of symptoms it occurred to me that I had all of them and they had greatly interfered with my life (as in I bet I would have done great in school before college had I been on ritalin) I take Modafinil and I feel like the movie limitless. Not to that degree, but it allows me to easily organize my thoughts and call what I want to come out rather than being random. If I took speed, or the times I took speed or methamphetamine it would make writing harder, and I include adderall as speed. I don't think Adderall would make technical writing easier for even most ADD cases as almost everyone I've met who take Adderall for ADD still struggle greatly with concentration. I strongly recommend trying to write on Modafinil over amphetamines.
 
I don't know, I've never tried it.

I do not have concentration issues with pure dextro-amphetamine. Adderall, I can see the L isomer giving problems with concentration.
 
I don't know if I have had enantiomerically pure amphetamine by itself. So you definitely could be right.
 
You're right SD, and drugs certainly cannot create talent. They can exacerbate it, however. Jean-Paul Sartre, the famous XXth century French philosopher, used and abused an amphetamine on a daily basis, and his genius was multiplied ten fold, just because he could work so much more. When asked, at the end of his life, if all this drug abuse didn't shorten his life, he said yes but he didn't regret it because all these nights up were put to profit.
 
man, i'm loving my new glasses and the transitional lenses i finally ordered with them. no more squinting while i'm driving along, though, they don't allow me to indiscriminately perve on every piece of tail that walks by :( hopefully less of the "why no pupils?" comments as well.

how's bdd today?

i woke a few hours ago, got my high on and have done some cleaning up around my room. got called in for work on saturday, an extra long shift at a gig so mo' money = mo' savings. happy as larry.
 
Where did everyone go? lol wtf

Anyway Going to pop my last 10 mgs of Methadone and get buzzed , hope everyone gets high as fuck today
 
I'm here. But I will not be getting high today :( In fact I never get high anymore, the only thing I really do use is psychedelics but I'm using them therapeutically in a very specific context so even that I would not necessarily consider "high" per se (or even fun, although it's definitely interesting). It's really hard for me to see people using methadone recreationally when I see it as slavery and soul-destroying. Sorry, don't mean to be such a downer, I am in the process of a very long terrible methadone taper after being on it for 10 years, and I would never wish dependence on this drug to anyone. I have absolutely NO energy, motivation or joy and I'm worried I will never feel "normal" again. I feel like if people could feel how I feel for just a few days they would never touch methadone again.

Not trying to ruin your high Siccness909 :) maybe this thread is not for me, I don't post in here very much as a lot of the conversation seems about celebrating/glorifying drug use.
 
Good luck SD, I'm on methadone maintenance too and I agree this drug shouldn't be taken for recreational purposes.

And you're right about this thread being glorifying drug use, let's say the rules are more relaxed here than on BDD as a whole ;)

Hi Trippy, Siccy and tentram :)
 
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