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No problem effie, the purpose of the social thread is to be social, and socialize in consequence.
 
No wonder my friend always texts me when he's on G and asks, "Where the women at"
-_-
 
dreaming of that face again; it's bright and blue and shimmering. grinning wide, and comforting me with three warm and wild eyes. on my back and tumbling, down that hole and back again. rising up, and wiping the webs from my withered eye...
 
Hey peeps, sorry again for absence from the virtual world, it was mainly because I managed to create my own virtual world inside my head that wasn't real. Sitting in the hospital now using their free wifi as my mobile internet has run out. Is nice down here in the evenings in the staff room in the cafeteria :)

I need to go back through the social threads and see if there are any facts that I have missed as the closing date for submissions will be soon, it will most likely be on the 24th. Not certain yet though.

Anyone else high on anything tonight? I'm on some bupe and temaz myself :)
 
Fentanyl and etizolam here, though not enough of either to really put a dent in my pesky sobriety. Might do more drugs... good to see you back mate, you had me worried there!
 
Why are you in the hospital? If I could press you for an answer.

Tramadol, ambien (again), and maybe some benzadrex as I got some that actually have the cotton in them this time. Gonnna try it and see if its "speedy" like the claims. I know, its lame, but I only have a few norcos left and still havent got my valiums or gabapentins :-/
 
mugz i havent seen you in forever! ooh temaz and bupe sounds wonderful :)
...but who ever said losing one's sanity is a bad thing?? i think the exact opposite.

i snorted 40mgs MXE tonight and smoked a couple bowls...starting to get some introspection and CEVs.. might go watch a movie and hole out soon with moar MXE and weeds :]


@vader...
fent and etilozam sound svery euphoric..i've never tried fent, how does it compare to other opiates??

@aveo
be careful with tramadol man. make sure you don't take too much.. 50-100mgs is fun to add with oxy and klonopin, but i don't go past 100mgs.
 
...but who ever said losing one's sanity is a bad thing?? i think the exact opposite.
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I could not disagree more. I have friends who are mentally ill, and it's a terrible thing.
 
laCster said:
@aveo
be careful with tramadol man. make sure you don't take too much.. 50-100mgs is fun to add with oxy and klonopin, but i don't go past 100mgs.
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I know sir, I only had a 300mg ER and 1 50mg IR. I didnt crush the ER either. Im only using it therapeutically atm but every once in a while I get a rush-like feeling for that will last from 15-60 minutes. Its weird.

Anywho, back to my lame stash. Yay lame stash!
 
fent and etilozam sound svery euphoric..i've never tried fent, how does it compare to other opiates??
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Smoked is epic, just an incredible rush. Buccal/sublingual is a bit crap, it's very sedating and not very euphoric.
"I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it."
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That's all well and good, but going to a psychiatric ward will really open your eyes. We like to flirt with the idea of insanity in our culture ("you're so crazy!", "what a nutter!"), but the reality is sobering and uncomfortable.
 
aveoturbo said:
Why are you in the hospital? If I could press you for an answer.

Tramadol, ambien (again), and maybe some benzadrex as I got some that actually have the cotton in them this time. Gonnna try it and see if its "speedy" like the claims. I know, its lame, but I only have a few norcos left and still havent got my valiums or gabapentins :-/
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I live next to the hospital, and they have free wifi, the reason for me being in the hospital last weekend was another story I wont be going into 8)
 
Vader said:
Smoked is epic, just an incredible rush. Buccal/sublingual is a bit crap, it's very sedating and not very euphoric.

That's all well and good, but going to a psychiatric ward will really open your eyes. We like to flirt with the idea of insanity in our culture ("you're so crazy!", "what a nutter!"), but the reality is sobering and uncomfortable.
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good point^

...in what form does your fent come in? (if that makes sense i cant discern bu maybe you couldwait
 
Transdermal patches. There's two kinds, reservoir, which is like a pocket of gel that you can squeeze out and chase (win), and matrix, where the fent is dispersed in plastic and you have to suck on it (fail).
 
Vader said:
That's all well and good, but going to a psychiatric ward will really open your eyes. We like to flirt with the idea of insanity in our culture ("you're so crazy!", "what a nutter!"), but the reality is sobering and uncomfortable.
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This is true, it is usually extremely distressing for the individual and their loved ones. Sobering indeed.

I do love this though:
“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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-PKD

Bedtime for me.. enjoy your drugs (safely) guys! ;)

Bit gutted I've had to remove the link to our social and various other handy things in my sig to make way for TDS stuff.. loving my hearts though, and double modship in general :D although tonight I've been so tired all I've done really is faff about with my sig, haha..

See you all tomorrow! :)
 
I always had some weird fantasy and glamourised mental illness, in particular schizophrenia, I don't quite know why, but after experiencing psychotic episodes the amount of times that I have over the last few months and after almost being sectioned/committed recently I can say that my fantasies and glamourisaton of it have well and truly gone.

Startign to nod again, I might need to wakl back to flat before I pass out here, that would not be good 8(
 
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