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I've been planning a move to Portland with someone for a bit now and we just got approved for our apartment! I'm moving there in 4 weeks :D

Fuck yeah, BDD, fuck yeah.
 
*sigh* no one creating the new social? This is so beneath me
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Are regular bluelighters even allowed to make a new social? Like, does it go against tradition or anything? I was going to, but didnt want to break an unspoken rule since I am still a newb to this forum.

Tonight, I think I will insufflate some Ambien here at work. I hear its fun. I hope the drip isn't too bad or the burn.

Oregon was nice when I was out there. Temps were nice, just everyday we were there it rained until we got into the interior of the state where it was bone dry.
 
Nah, it's a mod-job :D

Mostly so that we don't end up with several different socials sprouting up all over the place, but also to make sure the old one is closed and neatly archived, and the front page of the new social has all the general info on it.

I've had a lovely day. Double mod-stick excitement, got out and about, met a fantastic BLer for the first time for lunch and a pint, bought a lush new hoodie in the sales (new-hoodie-softness is the best) and this dress arrived:

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<3

Now I need food, and wine, and time to wade through two forums' worth of posts! Back to Bristol tomorrow, so is my last night of chilling at the parents'... little apprehensive but I'm sure it will be okay, with the help of my lovely friends :)

I wish people would stop mentioning fentanyl and oxycodone and hydrocodone.. *sigh*

Also, great news Cane! :)
 
You're a little more coherent than you were last night though ;)
 
^yesterday i wasn't on DXM xanax nitrous and MXE. smoked too much too--smoked 1gram to myself yesterday. usually, i only smoke .1-.3

..and by job i mean an actual job ;)!


..okay now things are getting interesting....
 
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Thanks aveo! :)

The dress is *awesome*. That and my new super-soft and super-cool hoodie have satisfied my new clothes cravings for a little while.

How are you today?

Brb sandwich needed :D

edit: congrats laCster!
 
hahaha thanks effie and aveo! i have a schedule and everything...

@aveo
are you at work ??

@effie
food sounds amazing right now
 
Im complacent for the moment. Seriously debating snorting a couple mgs of Ambien. Hopefully my tolerance is down where it wont take alot to get some kind of clean euphoria I keep reading about.

Yeh, I am at work. Just listening to music and surfing the nets on my laptop. I really should be paid more for all this hard work.

Im gonna eat some sloppy joes later :D
 
don't snort you ambien. please, please do not snort your ambien!!!! don't make me smack you through the computer...

...MXE must have some affinity for opiate receptors. my pupils are pin-points right now...
 
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Why the fuck do I take opioids when I know they just make me really irritable? WHY, BDD?
 
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