Well about 1 & 1/2 hours after my first dose of Oxy (300mg) I decided to take another 120mg, it's amazing how little my tolerance dropped considering up until last Saturday March 30th I hadn't touched any Oxy since Thursday December 27th 2012, so a break of about 3 Months. Although admittedly when I first dosed the Oxy last Saturday 80mg did have me feeling quite nice. The potentiators did work well tonight though (White Grapefruit Juice, Tonic Water, 25mg Diphenhydramine and some Tums - Calcium carbonate)
I dosed the 300mg of Oxy at 18:15, and then took the second 120mg dose at 19:50 and it's now 04:10 (EDIT: 06:10) and I can still feel the Oxy. IME/IMO them potentiators do not increase the intensity of the effects but they most definately greatly increase the duration of the effects.... That joint that I smoked around 9pm also done the trick nicely. :D (Sorry for being such a geek with all the exact time and dates etc.. It's just that I keep a drug diary of what and when I consume, although it's not something I carry around with me on person.
I'm very tempted to take some more Oxy, even though I'm feeling slightly tired/drowsy I know damn well I wont be able to get to sleep, I have 5 x 10mg Ritalin (Methylphenidate) at my disposal and wondered whether the Ritalin would mix very well with the Oxy? Does anybody have any suggestions/advice/experiences with regards to mixing Ritalin & Oxy? Also I have plenty 150mg Valerian root extract tablets, how well would Valerian root work with Oxy? If at all? Or any other combinations anyone can think of would be most appreciated. I also have plenty of Trazodone at my disposal.
Unfortunately I don't have any Benzos either as I flushed my last 80 x 5mg Diazepam down the toilet because they were another drug that I had been clean of for 3 Months, and after initially taking 50mg a couple of weeks ago and being pleasantly suprised that my Tolerance had dropped and they provided some Anxiety relief I used them a few more times over the following Days culminating in me taking 200mg on Tuesday and getting no benefit from them, and I also noticed a definate connection with my Benzo use and an increase in my Depression.
Haha! Thanks for your concern
The thing is I was a pretty boy once upon a time
The problem was that I was completely oblivious to it, and I was also incredibly naive with regards to all the Female attention I used to get, add to that the fact my Heart was broken when I was 17 and ever since then I've been terrified of any commitment as I associate it with emotional pain, hurt and anguish (I know I'm wrong to think this way as I'll end up spending my entire life without Love & Companionship if I'm not careful and so I have to allow myself to take emotional risks) Although I'm far too sensitive for my own good, that's why trivial things like this can cause me great Anxiety. Also as I'm not so 'young and pretty' anymore which doesn't help with my self confidence and self esteem it becomes even harder as I've have pretty much always had low self esteem and low self confidence (Even when I did used to get plenty of Female attention in my younger days) pretty much all my friends are married/engaged/cohabiting/in long-long-term/have children and they all wish for me to find someone,
I too was going to mention 14 Beers is a bit much, but then I considered the level I have abused Oxy today and realised if I were to say something it may come across as very hypocritical of me.
Just Like I was saying a few posts up, Tolerance is a bitch! I also want some Alprazolam,! I haven't had any in a long long time, even though the 200mg of Diazepam Didn't do much for me on Tuesday, I'm sure 16mg of Xanax would be nice.
l-theanine is great for what? I know it's in Green Tea which by coincidence is all I've pretty much been drinking the past 6 Months or so...
I've been wondering how you've been doing since you jumped back on the Benzo train a few Weeks back. Just out of interest what doses have you been using? Have you found much benefits from it again? Are you full on addicted to it again? As I know you greatly feared this when you mentioned about starting back up on the Xanax a few Weeks ago.
As for Narcotics Anonymous meetings.... I to began to attend them back in August 2012 and I would either have to massively dose on Benzos before the meetings as my Social Anxiety would go through the roof and I would sit there for the duration of the meetings completely terrified or I would get home from the meetings and just have drugs on my mind and then end up using, so I stopped going as it was seemed very counter-productive for me. Although I do believe NA is a force for immense good and helps countless people get clean even if it is slightly cultesque.
Did I say I WANT some XANAX! :D
Did your massage include a 'happy ending'?
Fair play to you
Only 2 weeks ago I used to be able to post exactly the same, No Drug consumption. Tonight I got messy and have spent the last couple of hours trying to type this post (Essay!) And also listening to a couple of old Green Day Albums - '39 Smooth (1990) & Nimrod (1997)'