just cause i'm an awesome loving guy and care about your safety, man. take it eaz-y on the dopeskees, eh? you know to test it an all that shite so i'm not gonna bother lecturing you. it's certainly a little more unpredictable than oxy and you're likely to need a fraction if it's good gear. stay off the pins too, please, man. i don't see the need to bother with it when you're so used to snorting, and you get a longer high from snorting vs IV dope; just no instant gratification from the IV rush - which ultimately isn't worth the hassle of possible complications which might come up.
buy hey, i know you hardly ever IV and it would be a one off type thing so go for it if that's your plan. just make sure you have one of your homies round to call paramedics if things go sour. you know the deal-e-o, bro!
but most of all - HAVE FUN WITH THE SHITE if you get it but stay safe.
i'm liking the possibility of having a last late afternoon shot for the day. i've had a couple this morning but i like to get a few heavy days use out of the way to ease back into my regiment in time for my next script. don't think anymore valium is needed because i know i'll drift off nicely, simply from all the morphine today.
funny thing, sorta. 3 cops came walking into the library while i was there earlier today. i was outside on my laptop having a cigarette while i saw 3 figures in my side vision which stood out so i quickly glanced noticed they were coppers, nodded and looked back down at my computer. one of them yelled out "how's it going, mate?". kinda just ignored him and let them go on their way. it's not like i was packing but i was high and even at the best of times, sober, i don't like interacting with police unless under necessary terms. if i was just stoned from weed i would have probably have had a panic attack and had them all over me.
also a few young dutch dudes around my age came and approached me asking what was to do around the town, whether it was worthwhile to stick around for another couple of days or simply head to backpackers heaven up in cairns straight away essentially, before making one stop prior which is around 2 hours north. seemed like pretty cool and 'lax dudes. they've only beem in australia for 2 1/2 weeks now so still have plenty to see. i think they said they'd been in our state's capital city Brisbane before getting here. i told them straight that there's really not a lot in the way of partying or anything crazy touristy shit to do or see in this city exactly and they definitely agreed. luckily they'd done their homework about the place just 2 hours north so i definitely backed them up on those plans.
time to prep a shot i think
edit - holy shitwad. i should have taken some promethazine before that. the histamine release absolutely smashed me in a way like no other, well i have not been hit this hard for a while. probably because of the stead accumulation of IV morphine in me throughout the day. and i'm actually feeling a little nauseated which is an extremely rare thing for me to experience. one other thing worth mentioning is i used my recently purchased pill crusher which i haven't exactly used that often. i hadn't used it for my 2 earlier shots, just this one and i think it may be a hell of a lot more effective/efficient than the usual crushing method i use. i'll start my day off tomorrow using the crusher to get a proper examination of effects
but hell to the yeah. i'm doped up. have pasta cooked for dinner and have left over desert from a friend of the family's 80th birthday last night so am set on sweets as well :D got my weed, valium, a couple of ciders and cigarettes. everything i need at my hands to keep me satiated till i pass out. time to set my bedside table up so i only need to move to a) piss, b) refill cup/refill plate for food, c) bother dad for something or other. that's it!
enjoy your day/night everybody. i'll be floating round here for the next few hours while i simultaneously flick through the idiot box and throw tunes on as i feel the urge.
toot toot! rollin like a freight train, feelin like a space plane.