hatrix
Bluelighter
Tosh.0 is always on when im doing drugs. But if it's 10 Pm, it's time for adult swim. American Dad and Family Guy. Still my go to shows.
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Siccness909
Bluelighter
Just took one of these Benzedrex inhaler things hopefully it's good as they say. On some good crystal as well. Wasssup guys.
^^ did you swallow the whole cotton or do an extraction??
lmk how it goes...
waiting on the weed man..... just bupre and sme weed for me. still feeling the valium from last night. might take some valium later or save that fr tomorrow.
RIP MUGZ
lmk how it goes...
waiting on the weed man..... just bupre and sme weed for me. still feeling the valium from last night. might take some valium later or save that fr tomorrow.
RIP MUGZ
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Just saw a homeless guy jerking it in the Astor Place subway station... right by the magazine rack, completely oblivious to anybody else.
So foul. So, so foul.. Hah.
So foul. So, so foul.. Hah.
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
hi lac
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
do you have any suboxone and marijuana atleast?? sounds like a good day to me! 
bupre, a little bit of wellbutrin, the valium from last night, and a little tobacco is holding me over until i get some buds
i think wellbutrin is a little underated, it completely removed my craving for amphetamine and has a nice little kick/mood-lift energy feeling which is keeping me held until a i smoke weed and dose amps/valium tomorrow
bupre, a little bit of wellbutrin, the valium from last night, and a little tobacco is holding me over until i get some buds
i think wellbutrin is a little underated, it completely removed my craving for amphetamine and has a nice little kick/mood-lift energy feeling which is keeping me held until a i smoke weed and dose amps/valium tomorrow
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
do you have any suboxone and marijuana atleast?? sounds like a good day to me!
yes I have plenty of weed and wax and bupe. It's not so much that the day is good, but rather you are perceiving it as good; I'm surely not.
Venrak
Bluelight Crew
^Hang in there man. Today was really rough on me this morning too. Well, afternoon...I woke up at 2.
Toz
Bluelighter
Got 5g of EAM-2201 today, going to smoke a spliff with some lemon kush and 5-10mg of this cannabinoid on top of it and see if it's any good.
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
thanks for the optimism. I doubt today will get much better for me.
hangyourhead
Bluelighter
Just some buds and heroin earlier, got pretty stoned. Took about 3mg of alprazolam later on and it kicked in a little nod at first, but not it's just some floaty relaxation.
Wish I wasn't obligated to do some shit with my parents, otherwise I'd smoke some of the strong I got and watch Netflix. The Xanax is keeping me level though, for now.
Today could have been better, just kinda bleak and my buddy got robbed.
Wish I wasn't obligated to do some shit with my parents, otherwise I'd smoke some of the strong I got and watch Netflix. The Xanax is keeping me level though, for now.
Today could have been better, just kinda bleak and my buddy got robbed.
hang in their captain heroin!!! i love yah man, your a cool dude
fuck yah, weed man came through, smoking a blunt right now and picking up more weed and hash later. it started off a little bit of an annoying day but it is turning out well.
i also have five 30mg roxicodone (150mg IR) on friday and some more kratom to go with it!
good week
whats up hang your head? how you doing? how are you doing venrak too?
fuck yah, weed man came through, smoking a blunt right now and picking up more weed and hash later. it started off a little bit of an annoying day but it is turning out well.
i also have five 30mg roxicodone (150mg IR) on friday and some more kratom to go with it!
good week
whats up hang your head? how you doing? how are you doing venrak too?
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
smoking blluntsss fuck yah! this what life feels like!!]
fuc the bupropion is making me speedy and is giving me a nice little mood-lift . i love mariuana
took around 1.2mg bupre today 14+ hrs after i took 30mg oxycodone. i think i had around 85mg oxycodone and 40mg of valium throughout the day yesterday. i was a good day !!. no precipwithdrawal woohoo!! so today bupre, wellbutrin, 5mg valium, and weeeeeeds. probably have around 10-15mg valium in my system because i took 40mg valium (throughout the day)
fuc the bupropion is making me speedy and is giving me a nice little mood-lift . i love mariuana
took around 1.2mg bupre today 14+ hrs after i took 30mg oxycodone. i think i had around 85mg oxycodone and 40mg of valium throughout the day yesterday. i was a good day !!. no precipwithdrawal woohoo!! so today bupre, wellbutrin, 5mg valium, and weeeeeeds. probably have around 10-15mg valium in my system because i took 40mg valium (throughout the day)
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hatrix
Bluelighter
What you up to lac ? Seems you're having a good time. Glad to see you happy.
I dunno WHAT happened last night. I took a trazodone pill to go to sleep at like 11 PM so I could wake up well rested for my morning class and I slept all the way until 4 20 PM !!!!!!! WTF !!! I missed BOTH my classes today. Not cool man
I just went in my car and drove around town in circles so lost...
I'm so lost right now.... Gotta get my head straight. I'm getting mostly all A's and I want to keep it that way. I'll cry if I fail out of any of my classes. Life is hard man...
I dunno WHAT happened last night. I took a trazodone pill to go to sleep at like 11 PM so I could wake up well rested for my morning class and I slept all the way until 4 20 PM !!!!!!! WTF !!! I missed BOTH my classes today. Not cool man
I just went in my car and drove around town in circles so lost...I'm so lost right now.... Gotta get my head straight. I'm getting mostly all A's and I want to keep it that way. I'll cry if I fail out of any of my classes. Life is hard man...
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
man, i just read that news about mugz and i'm speechless. i was never close to him but worked with him as a BDD mod for a tie a time, and as much as a drug pig s the next one of us was, he was dedicated to keeping the forum evolving. even if some of his ideas were disputed against rather heavily.
mugz, you had so much support here on BL with people reaching out to you. shit, man. not what i wanted to read after a few days break after a bender myself. i'm getting myself in check by taking my dose down a few days before my birthday at the end of the month as i had planned. the doctor and i discussed it last week and i'm going to drop down 20%-25 of my morphine dose. it'll likely be the 80mg so i'm not on 3 strengths, just 2 seperate boxes to make things easier that way.
hope everyones doing well. i woke up feeling pretty good after being pretty depressed the last few days while using and after that news of mugz my mood has surely changed
mugz, you had so much support here on BL with people reaching out to you. shit, man. not what i wanted to read after a few days break after a bender myself. i'm getting myself in check by taking my dose down a few days before my birthday at the end of the month as i had planned. the doctor and i discussed it last week and i'm going to drop down 20%-25 of my morphine dose. it'll likely be the 80mg so i'm not on 3 strengths, just 2 seperate boxes to make things easier that way.
hope everyones doing well. i woke up feeling pretty good after being pretty depressed the last few days while using and after that news of mugz my mood has surely changed
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