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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

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i think the dosing with php has to be really perfect. i need to buy some scales for it. i just did a line which was probably larger than the one i did earlier on today and felt some unpleasantness in the chest - however still felt that beautiful, beautiful euphoria. it did border on getting a little uncomfortable, and the high is VERY alert - in fact was bordering on somewhat psychotic i suppose. just redosed in a much smaller amount - gonna see what it's like.

yes - dosage is very important with this chemical. literally the smallest alteration in dose can cause quite unpleasant side effects. really need to obtain a set of scales. due to how clumpy and hard to cut up this stuff is a dose which looks like 20mg could actually be a fair amount more i think.

Well I'm going to try and call it quits now, this is a very potent stimulant. It's overpowering the heroin quite substantially and I haven't even taken very high doses of it (I think). I'm not going to take any Benzos or more heroin because I'm looking at my pupils and they are pinned to hell - I just feel the residual stimulation still. Guess it's the waiting game now. How long dya reckon it will take to wear off? All bets are on!
 
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God, this heroin is potent. I hate how my tolerance just bursts through the roof so quickly with opiates though. I just did a few bumps and got hit like a sledgehammer.

I'm really undecided about the a-php if I'm honest. It seems to be a really nice chemical, but the dosing on it has to be so precise. I can't use it until I buy scales essentially. Due to its clumpy and dense nature a bump that seems small actually is a little overwhelming at times. It's all part of the fun with other stuff, eyeballing I mean, but with this there's such a narrow line between impeccable euphoria and feeling uneasy. The uneasy feeling is also seductive in a dark way, but I can't let that get the better of me. That's when you start crossing the line to stimulant psychosis. The drug is quite psychosis inducing anyway, as in the high is very clean and focused, but there's something to it which I can't place my finger on, or put words to. If this is like mdpv I have no wonder people went nuts on it. Very very easy to start letting the stimulant do the talking instead of yourself.

I haven't taken a Benzos all week long!!! I'm so proud of this. However I have been hammering heroin. This is not good. I can taste the drip of heroin down my throat now lol. Very potent stuff. God, I'm like a kid at Christmas with all the different drugs I have at my disposal at the moment. I'm going to be giving allyescaline a try tomorrow. Really can't wait. Closest thing to mescaline I can obtain....
 
tell us how it goes man %)
I want to try mescaline so bad. it sounds beautiful. I'll definitely grow some cacti one day, people around hre sell "mescaline blotters" lol I don't even bother explaining them while they're not mescaline usually tho..

and congrats on not using the benzos :)
 
so i think i'm going to drop some of the allyescaline later on tonight. doesn't appear to me too long a trip and shouldn't be too rough. will be inside for all of it, so will keep the doses low.

fucking a-php. i am really at a cross roads with this shit. there's a lot of muscle tension that comes with dosing too high - and I'm talking minuscule amounts higher, and it's actually a little concerning. i've had to be taking etizolam alongside it and flubromazepam as well - so the benzos are back.
 
not really sure, a-php seems to give me quite nasty amnesia, i forget what the hell i've been doing when i take it.... regardless of benzos.

definitely that extra valium killed/alleviated some of the chest tightness nicely, but all the benzos i've taken are now stacking up and making me want to sleep. i'm starting to get mild black spots in the corners of my eyes, which means i know where this is going but.... the psychosis is so seductive. i want to redose, i'm at a cross road of shit. a-php is really weird stuff man, i love it but hate it. if only it didn't have this stupid muscle tightness i'd binge forever on it - perhaps its a good thing it does.

sorry i didn't get back to you sooner!!! been darting around the place - can't really remember what the fuck i've been doing like i said, i seem to recall reading some weird thread about a guy who died in his car after taking phenazepam, just brought back some old school memories of my phenazepam experience. ugly.
 
well i decided that today i'd do 200mg of bk-2c-b, and I'm not regretting it whatsoever. it feels like i've taken mescaline, but it's a little smoother, has some MDMA like tingles to it - actually, the tingles are really intense, i feel super cold..... i want to wrap myself up in a blanket (which i'm doing) and smoke loads of cigarettes (which i'm going to do).

i have quite a tolerance to all the psychedelics at the moment because i've been using quite a lot of them quite intensely... not to mention my abuse of a-php, cocaine etc.... but this dosage feels like what people WANT from this drug but don't get... i can imagine it's not very interesting at lower doses (well it will be, but not to this kind of level)

colours are enhanced quite a lot - i'm only an hour and a half in, getting ready for the upcoming 12 hour mind blast.... if it continues on like this then I'm going to love every second of it.

theres not much stimulation to it which i feel is kinda an issue, i want to fall asleep, although i know that won't happen... lol as i'm looking at blue light I'm getting a spectrum of colours appearing, pretty awesome, feel like I'm in a cartoon or some kind of video game..... much like mescaline, nothing really seems real, nothing seems unreal...so hard to describe

whenever i smoke a cigarette i obviously get that stimulation its missing, but it wears off quickly and I'm left stuck to the sofa.......... actually now I've had that cigarette it seems as if the stimulatory effects are persisting... i feel more alert than before, but all the pleasant features still present. things seem to move around (words) which suggest the hallucinatory features of this drug, but its nothing like LSD. words also seem to morph into strange looking characters lol.

i was thinking of taking some allyescaline while on this substance but thats clearly not needed in the slightest.

lol i have no idea, I'm tripping nuts in a stupid way, like very visual but it doesn't amount to much...... cartoon vision at its finest. i went on a trip to get cigarettes and just couldn't stop laughing at just about everything, it was pretty difficult to even buuy the cigarettes but i managed to somehow.... and obtained a fucking wkd whilst i was at it, no idea what the fuck i was doing lol

this stuff has a very long come up to the psychedelic edge - it was a little apparent when i was getting the chills and wanted to wrap myself in a blanket - but that was like the MDMA come up, now its morphed into a mescalineish type high... i fucking love it. colours are just appearing in places, i wonder if this is it to it though... hence why i want to dose up on some allyescaline to add to the trip. it's nice... but it will get boring i imagine, just being left with the residual stimulation and slight trippy nature of it, i love the distortions etc.... but there is something lacking in this, like a low dose of mescaline.... but I've dosed all my bk-2c-b, i don't want to redose anymore of that crap anyway because if it's literally taken about 3 hours to get to this level, i can imagine this getting uncomfortable at a higher dose, just because of the psychedelia it's inducing... retarded tripping almost, with no real inner thoughts.... just have a grin plastered on my fucking face whilst outside and must look a bit crazy to the untrained eye.... again, i have no idea why i bought the wkd and downed it, i think the colour of it looked enticing and maybe i thought it would take the edge off it - but add to it at the same time, much like when i did aMT
 
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lol i really wish i could give a running commentary on this stuff.... it's fucking bizarre - i guess i've gotta ride it out, because its very empathogen in its nature, but at the same time it's psychedelic but in a weird way aka. mescaline type visions - but they're just not the same. i really want to dose some allyescaline, because on its own it doesn't have that stimulant feeling which it lacks - but the visuals are all there.....the combo sounds beautiful at this moment in time because i'm obviously halfway there..... but it keeps changing. i took a walk upstairs and literally was in hysterics laughing at myself in the mirror just because i'm so confused as to what the living fuck is going on inside my head, but also at the fact that... christ I'm in hysterics again because i have no idea what the living shit I'm laughing about. letters keep changing dimension , no thats not the right word, they just keep shifting...... like words become separated i have no idea i should stop rambling about this.

all in all this is a fucking hilarious drug. it's lacking in so many ways but so amazing in so many others. i have no idea what this drug should even be classed as, it's like all the positives of the MDMA buzz with some weird psychedelic properties thrown into the mix. lol its 9:38!? the last time i looked at the clock it was the same time. time distortion (or me just being retarded) is quite apparent, because now i look and its 9:41. i've found myself at a battle with time recently when i trip on any psychedelics, the whole concept becomes stupid to me.... now i'm chuckling at that statement. that's how bizarre this stuff is. i can imagine that it could get rough for some people, fast, frankly, but i've kind of found peace with a trip - or whatever this is, in the fact that i know it will end sometime.

now i'm yawning like a madman. and giggling like a madman at the fact i was yawning. lol.

why the hell am i yawning?! rofl.
 
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Just plain Drug Discussion, also a place to come shoot the shit'''---

A place for bluelighters to convesate.

Also general, and all drug discussion

Also vitamin and supplement talk.

Interested well, whats upppp?
 
Wow f*** you all



Just playing I love you, but damn where is everyone
Captain.Heroin? Anyone? Siq? Come onnnnnn
 
So today I took 60mg of Addy and 10 hours later had about 4 shots of whiskey[an hour ago], Gave me a stomach ache, so I just ate some grilled chicken in a wheat wrap.


I have about 200ml of alcohol left...I think I'm gonna wait at least two more hours.


I also have valium, but my girl is the one who dispenses it, so I can only have 5-10mg a night. I'm not sure if I will take any, it gaves me EXTREME MUNCHIES. and I end up binge eating at 4am...



Not a bad day.


I'm bored though, I don't know what movie to watch or tv series.
 
What up ignot???

Ive taken 20 mgs Diazepam today along with 0.1 clonidine and 8mg suboxone

smoked on some grade a kushie as usual
 
You can use the various social threads to just talk m8.

Cannabis Social is full of stoners so there isn't much entertaining talk (still love you guys if u see this)
Psychedelic Social is full of Psychonauts and trippy ass individuals who are quite characteristic.
Homeless Social is practically dead but you can go over there and start using it and get it going again
DitM Social idk about.
Dunno other socials but there is The Lounge. But that place is not lighthearted m8. You would rarely find random happy-go lucky talk their. It's dark. twisted. Avoid it m8. It can change you.

Other wise threads like these may be closed n stuff because these social threads exist.


Was just at work today and drank some cawfee and ate a huge meal from KFC. Still feeling to collapse and all i have for later is a mere cigarette
 
Right on I feel you, but lets keep this one goin untill it does get closed, this is a good thread

any and all drug discussions
and questions or concernsor w.e
just to bitch, or just to be oso peaceful lol :)

I love to get high,
 
no such thing as basic drugs. it's the complexity of the discussion that changes across the three drug discussions.
 
Of course. I am aware. I was referring to pharms and classical street drugs as the basic drugs as they are the basic variety of drugs the average person will do.
 
Please baooozs dont close this thread
its good to have a place like this to vent off anger or spread peace, also for drug discussion and questions. This is a good thread to keep going

Any one can ask any drug related question here and get and answer, this thread was made for discussion of any and all drugs, from legal to illegal, to OTC, to vitamins and supplements

Wow baooozs why did you merge this from my thread to this one ,
not cool bro,
you seriously need to take the stock out of your ass

Edit: Added 15 seconds later * stick

You need to lighten up
 
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