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goddamn costocondritis. to drink alcohol or to take naproxen that is the question?!?

i really don't know. naproxen is useful as hell, but alcohol might add something to ethyl- which i doubt, i've only got half a bottle of wine left anyway. and alcohol is anti-inflammatory. whenever i drink the costo just disappears for a while (then comes back when my blood alcohol drops).

christ. dosage really plays a huge part in ethylphenidate. i think i did a little too much, and the naproxen was also wearing off a little. less is actually A LOT MORE on this stuff. i just started getting really edgy and weird. i can see how if you blew too much of this you'd end up in psychosis mode very easily. i decided to drink some wine to calm myself the fuck down, but just gonna pop another naproxen i think because the other one has worn off, and continue on with SMALL BUMPS!

feeling relatively sedated weirdly. mental stimulation was a bit intense like i said after those slightly larger bumps. i know i'm in no position of trouble whatsoever. actually quite a potent chemical. i wonder what the hell would've happened if i'd ingested more, probably didn't help that the burglar alarm went off too right after doing a line.
 
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Every time you write costocondritis I keep thinking it's some illness or argument having to do with Costco.

This 5-meo-dalt stuff sounds interesting, I'll read up.

Happy fucking friday afternoon y'all. Payday!
 
hah, i know, it's a stupid thing. i wish i didn't have it so i didn't have to be bothered by it. the only solution to stopping it is lay off the stims for a while, but thats clearly not going to happen.

mmmm 5-meo-dalt. psychadelic crack 100%. orally it comes on fast and strong, you're tripping hard after about an hour, trip for an hour and then you're stone cold sober. i compulsively redosed as i was tripping with a friend and we had 4 tabs of 40mg each. i took mine a little earlier and had an empty stomach, so i wanted to redose earlier, but like clockwork about 30 mins after i said i wanted to redose he was saying the exact same thing. if i had of had more i probably would have redosed straight again afterwards..... it's like a really super short acting LSD type chemical, with dissassoiative properties attached to it. i kept leaving this world, and as we walked around the park it genuinely felt as if i had entered some completely different place despite being in the park. hard to describe really. then you'd get these intense as hell visuals, distortions and auditory disturbances, TV vision etc. was like a really short trip with other strange features to it. not to mention the RACING HEART RATE that really freaked my friend out to start with, but for me i've learnt to just ignore it...... tread lightly if you don't have much experience with psychs.

i could quite literally drop one right now, trip out in my home (which i wouldn't ever dream of doing on anything such as LSD, LSZ, AL-LAD, aMT, shrooms, ALD-52 etc.) just because it's so short acting and the trip is so... mild, yet intense at the same time, it's a difficult one to explain really, but i find that the same with all the psychs I've done. my favourite so far has been aMT if i'm honest. the trip did last a fucking long time though which actually wasn't so annoying for me, but for everyone around me. i also had a terrible hangover for the next couple of days and was getting HPPD pretty badly at points. while i did megadose in comparison to what everyone here suggests (i ate 120mg) - the visuals were just mindblowingly beautiful, every single sense you have is completely fucked, and i can imagine it can be very overwhelming for some people. my friend said it became too intense at points (he had taken 45mg) and had to shut his eyes (to no avail as the CEV's just blasted him instead). visual, taste, auditory, perception, everything you can name..... so your mind can't even process it (thinking wise). in fact my mother caught me tripping, and i didn't give a flying fuck, if she caught me tripping on pretty much any of the others i'd probably start to freak the fuck out. the others are very introspective, while aMT for me is just a recreational drug.
 
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oh yeah, I'sd like to give aMT a serious try, just tried it like twice in small doses and it was nice, would love to sample a medium dose.

maybe my friend has some left.

also 5-meo-dalt is nice, maybe I didn't take high enough doses but it gave me s
a very relaxing body high along with (very) small visual disturbances, it's also good on foil but you have to smoke quite a bit and it tastes FOUL
 
why good evening again good sir! i find myself in a much less intoxicated mood set as per yesterday so i may be slightly more coherent. ah aMT. i don't know whether or not dosing in high amounts is such a great idea per se for certain individuals, like i said, my friend who took 45mg found it rather overwhelming at points - despite him being slightly smaller than me. what kind of dose have you taken before? i just took the all out "fuck it" route. when I'm on psychedelics i know i'm going to trip, so i never really get scared of much - of course there are those jumpy moments, but i don't think I've found anything too intense so to speak. there have been points where i have questioned whether or not i have actually been talking or just thinking things directly to my trip buddy which can be a little disturbing at times but actually i find quite amusing - but that didn't happen so much on the aMT because i think we were on essentially quite different plateaus of trip. for some reason i decided to megadose with this one. it was very intense when i think back on it, if you weren't in the perfect state of mind it could quite easily leave you with a very very bad trip. i was staring at my friend lying down on a bench in front of me when he appeared to mould into the earth itself, this happened quite a few times, my peripheral vision was completely knocked out and i also couldn't urinate to save my life. i'm not sure if i couldn't urinate because whenever i tried to i started tripping nuts in a completely different setting, or due to the high dose of the drug. all in all, just be careful and make sure to have a trip partner in my experience with that stuff. it's absolutely amazing stuff, but i can imagine it can be very very psychologically taxing.
 
good evening man!
actually I don't know how much I took, both times were from a bottle of water with some aMT in it so I took small Sips as I know it's very powerful stuff. also we were heading to a party and about to dose some speed, and i'm very careful when mixing drugs.

sorry for the late respinse btw, was playing cod2 with my Buddy %)

I'd like to chat a little more but I really gotta go to bed right now, tomorrow i gotta wake up early to score some drugs :) also I still have a bit of the buzz (moslty relaxation) from the xanax and beer I took earlier, so it's better to get some sleep now before it completely wears off.

I'll be glad to talk some moar tomorrow, will be up all night probably (unless I nod off into sleep lol)

g'noght see ya around here! :D
 
Christ, I'm nodding and feeling so euphoric. My dealer got his bags mixed up I think and instead of cocaine I've landed up with some very potent opiate. I'm not sure if it's heroin or something else, it's a white powder that looks like cocaine but doesn't smell taste or have the same texture as coke. I'm loving the buzz but I'm also a bit worried about dosage etc, I know the heroin high lasts quite a while (well for me personally when you've not done it in a long time )

Just wow.
 
^ fortunate mix up. with excessive amounts of alcohol and benzos, i used to get some version of a nod from really good coke for about the first 15 minutes after the line. like it was so good my vision would go fuzzy and it would feel like my eyes were rolling back into my head.

what up, BDD. been a while. anyway, my doc likes me to call the pharmacy and have them contact him for refills. i just called. i read the girl the script number and she tells me i don't have any more refills on that script -- yeah, that's why i'm calling -- but i have a script on file she can fill from. i explained that i am out of refills, and she said "i know, but you have a prescription for the same thing on file that i can fill from. when do you want to pick it up?" in a really annoyed voice. it will be ready in 20 minutes. thefuck? i'll get to the bottom of it, once i have the bottle.
 
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^^Nice mix up, but I'd be mad as fuck if something like that happened. Could've ended a lot differently if the bag wasn't full of something nice
 
Yeah but I've been nodding non stop for the past 5 hours lol, its only really starting to wear offish now... So tempted to do some more. But have to be super careful with the dosing because this is really heavy, strong gear. Yeah, I know, luckily I also have a huge tolerance to opiates that I've amassed over the years or I'm pretty sure I'd be dead right now after the amount I took (even though it wasn't that much, it's just so damn pure). You dont usually get white heroin over here in the UK so I'm not surprised he paid more than usual for this "cocaine". Luckily again I hadn't taken any Benzos beforehand because I like to do my coke with a diazepam - my dealer gets really pure stuff normally, can't say for sure, but definitely over 60%+. I've known him for ages, I've watched him specially cut off the kilo block for me personally in gram sizes lol. Very lucky to have a great dealer. Doesn't sacrifice quality for quantity, though it's more expensive, in the end of the day it's what matters and is worth it. Only had a bad a batch of coke off him once and he even admitted he accidentally gave me a bag he usually sells for less that he cuts up.

He's even said he'll give me my money back for this stuff, but I couldn't do that, this is primo gear. When I told him it was H he freaked out a little, asked the source and the source told him he thought he wanted to buy H not C. It cost more per kilo than C!

What you scribed, hydro? I'm supposing hydro? Hah.
 
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Bob Loblaw said:
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clever, huh?

i didn't ask any questions at the counter. the bottle has two refills on it. before 8/28/14. so i assume i had a script written a year ago, forgot about it, then had another written. i'll only be able to get one of those two refills.

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What you scribed, hydro? I'm supposing hydro? Hah.
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na, i get valium and ativan. unfortunately my opiate sources do not take express pay or give reward points.
 
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I'm a bit confused about the refill thing. So you go with the empty bottle to the pharmacist and they refill it for you in that exact bottle? Just empty the tablets out at home and then get it filled no? I mean that what I would do. More drugs is better than less.

Haha, you're scribed two Benzos at the same time? Strange to me because they're similar acting, like both are mainly used for anxiety, would've thought one would have been a hypnotic script. Well your opiate sources must give you some kind of special deals depending on the amount you buy no? Lkl
 
yeah, the pharmacists sometimes thinks two benzos at the same time is strange as well. i assure them it's just right.

what's lkl?
 
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How come you've got two at the same time if you don't mind me asking? Do you use the valium to sleep or lorazepam? Or is it like a joint thing that helps in sync? Not surprised the pharmacist can be annoying about that sometimes... I've been scribed two Benzos at the same time over here in the UK too, and they essentially freaked out frantically phoning my shrink to make sure I hadn't forged the scripts or something. Was weird to be honest. Lkl is my stupid spelling (well, my stupidity) while on heroin trying to type lol and being auto corrected....

Heroin is starting to wear off now, after nodding hard for the past 6 hours, not sure whether to redose a little bit before bed now or not.... Quite enjoying that I'm not nodding. Kept getting these beautiful CEVs while nodding ad well sometimes. It's such an unfunctional drug but so so euphoric and pleasant...
 
weird that autocorrect thinks "lkl" makes any sense.

the valium is BID. the ativan is PRN for breakthrough. both for anxiety.
 
aye, my phone is a bit retarded though. i'm on my laptop now so no worries about the stupid auto corrector, though that may be a disadvantage at some points lol.

ah right, that makes sense. suppose it's much like opiates, XR and IR release in that way. what kind of doses do you take? cause i could imagine that would make me pretty sleepy... although actually lorazepam for me isn't too sleep inducing, it actually seems to do the opposite, but oh boy does it kill anxiety well!
 
yeah, ativan is amazing for anxiety. i really wish it lasted longer.

blah blah blah
 
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Well it sounds like you're doing well coming off the Benzos so to speak, I'm going through hell with them and have been for the past few years. Managed to get down to 20mg of diazepam every night from 150 over the course of 11 weeks, been an absolute nightmare. Just stabilising on it now. That's why the heroin scared me yesterday, have to be really careful dosage wise with the stuff. Did some more last night, tiny line, nodded hard for about 3 hours then fell asleep. Feeling strong after effects today that are making the world beautiful. Now I remember why u got addicted to opiates. I really shouldn't be messing with this stuff, I've just been to rehab and I managed to detox off the stuff... But now it's in my possession there's no way I'm giving it up, especially considering how damn pure it is and the fact it's not base heroin you usually get here.

Can't wait to do another line soonish. The world seems like such a friendlier place on heroin. I woke up earlier today, food tastes great, I have way more motivation and drive to do things.... I really wonder how bad I've screwed up my head with opiates if this is the only way I can function normally frankly...

Just done a little bump of a-php. Wow. This stuff is fucking insane. it's also made me realise how speedballs end up killing people pretty easily. it just whooshed away all the feelings from the heroin for a while, now it's not in as much effect, the heroin is wearing back on. oh the joys. i'm chilling out with the a-php. that stuff is very very potent. took some more heroin, but the a-php is still active.... just wanna nod out lol. that a-php is fucking devil powder.
 
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aye it sounds like a recipe for disaster frankly. luckily i've only got one gram of this potent heroin, it will last a long time, but i fingers crossed won't be picking up more of it afterwards. i didn't take my benzos last night which is strange - but understandable, the heroin knocked me out to nod land and then sleepy time.

the a-php mixed in with the heroin however... now that's a recipe for disaster. i snorted some H about 10-15 mins ago, i can feel the itchies and the body high but no nodding. it's quite pleasant but at the same time makes me want to take more (which i won't) or take some more a-php (which i might). i am however hungry now, as the H continues to kick in. the php completely destroyed my appetite.
 
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