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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

heroin since march 2013 and oxy since 06. this is my 3rd rehab and detox but this place is for people who have failed outpatients, rehabs, and detoxes. ive been to outpatient i think 4 times, inpatient once, this will be my second halfway house or whatever you wanna call it, and my 3rd detox. my mom is keeping me well with morphine, ativan, valium, and oxy. barely tho. should be in detox by monday at the latest.
 
Bdd social is open again1?!?!?!

shit man this place was my number 1 hangout spot. so so happy to see it open again.

i think my ego just became even more inflated. cocaine helps too.

LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED AGAN!

or not?

lol bring da ruckus, m8





What's everyone getting into?
 
Just want to say, and its carried true over the time I've been here, that the BDD mods have always been better than the OD mods. I have always enjoyed it in BD more, less aggressive. Not trying to suck up to you guys or anything, just laying down the honest truth. Granted this is suppose to be for more beginner stuff than ODD, but its really difficult to say what posts belong in which one a lot of the times, its a fine line as I see it.
 
I know what you're saying because OD gets inundated with the same questions over and over and gets a lot more traffic then we do. Many of their posts really belong here. Remember also when Neuroscience/pharmacology was ADD? I bet those mods were pulling their hair out.
 
Haha thanks, dude. OD's tamed up a lot more in the past year or so, but BDD has always been a chill little area
 
lol IV coke is like incredibly condensed IV meth imo

You prepare it like you would anything else you'd bang, put in spoon, add water, filter, do yo thang

I can't speak on how much you'll need, because purity varies wildly, but start with a point or less. You'll know if it wasn't enough because you'll get kind of high & then immediately try to prep another shot. If you're not quick enough (like 1-3 minutes), then it's all a waste, but then you'll have a benchmark for how much you need. If you did enough then you'll get a monster bell ringer & in 15 minutes you'll be thinking about the next.


My advice to you, though, is to just sniff the powder. It's a more social high & it lasts a looooot longer that way. I'd never shoot coke nowadays without some heroin.

No offence, but you came to the US & got clean afaik, don't ruin it by shooting coke ffs
 
^^and in all likelihood you'll look back and say "great decision". I was clean for 4 years at one point and did some
iV coke. Once you start, it's like Pandora's box, it's so so hard to walk away from. I spent thousands chasing that high. Because like above poster said, in 15 minutes you think about the next. And the next. Until it's 6 days later, your arms are a mess and your funds are very depleted.

IMO , absolutely great decision.
 
Also got some consulting work outside of my normal job, which is really cool. I just met this couple but we clicked right away, they just liked my energy, and my story matched the husband's really well, so it was just serendipitous. Now they had some work that I'm versed in, so I get to help them out with some regulatory submissions and state paperwork (more interesting than it sounds, but I'm gonna get paid anyway, haha). Just a really great opportunity, I'm excited to see what it all turns into. More and more things in my life seem to just be working out in really serendipitous ways, which makes me feel really good about life--in that vein, going to see an apt in the lbc this evening, which might turn out to be another lucky catch.

Did you try to work in a 3some?
 
loblawblaw have you changed your name?? did you used to be known as an alter ego or is that just my multiple drug induced personality kicking in?

BDD was my nest for a long time. i've always loved it here, so much more laid back than OD (and the people here i generally get along with better). then this place shut. then i flew away. by chance i flew back when BDD re-opened its social!!!!

so many new faces.... or alter egos, damn this infernal piece of machinery and my inability to hold any sort of short term memory.
 
ahah! i see you've found it! finally another minion in my realm. this is my nocturnal chilling spot if anyone bothers to turn up to play with me.

so how has your night been flowing?
 
I'm feeling nice man, nice chillin effect , just dude that owned the company treated me like shit and banned me lol. It was a buck per new ays so I can get em for half that. I sent alit of business to him and he did some shit like that, oh well. I'll just have my people get it elsewhere at a better price..
 
Just 4 mg , nothin to serious. I'm just trying to work some shit out ATM. I'm feelin alright though for sure. Benzos usually do shit for me but these seem to be working well so far
 
hah, trying to work shit out on etizolam. like trying to work out the meaning to life with just about anything that gets in your damn way.

damn i don't remember you bob, sorry about that, feels like i've been on these forums forever yet the name doesn't ring a bell... i took a long hiatus so to speak but 'm back in full pride.
 
Were all benzo monsters, can't expect people like us to remember 3 hrs before lol
 
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