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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Where did the week go? Oh that's right, it went by in a haze while I was on oxymorphone and xanax. :D I am reminded of why I don't like those classes of drugs every time I use them. Oh well at least they are all gone now and I didn't go on a long enough run to bring on w/d.

I am currently waiting for my federally employed drug runner (aka the postman) to drop off my shipment of MXE. Should be here within the hour and then today's fun can begin. I have some Valium but I'm holding on to it for my flight.

Speaking of my flight I gotta figure out a way to get some goodies down to where I'll be staying. Currently debating between mailing them to myself or going for a more risky option. I ain't leaving it behind that's for sure. :p
 
Ohh lucky you.

I just had my morning fux at 0330 which was 30mins ago. Shot some morphine and ate some valium n oxy. Hopefulyy soend the day curled up in bed as its a predicted cold day. Watch me some moooovies n smoke billy bongs throughout - do as little as possible. Yeah!

Id just mail those goodies to youself at the place youre staying. Really cant imagine any problems arising as people do that shit all the time with legit items ;)

Im starting to feel damn good from the valium n wee bit of oxy kicking in :D
 
Enjoy it man! Morphine is my favorite but I no longer have a connection. Screwed myself on that one but I really needed to stop (I was getting it for 10 cents a milligram this time last year).

My MXE didn't show up on time for the morning post run, so I just drove down there and got it myself. Its fluffy white powder, best I've seen, supposed to be on-par with the old UK stuff. Reckon I'm about to find out! ;)

The women at the counter gave me a wink and asked "Silk Road?" when I explained I was going out of town and needed it today. Kinda stunned me for a second but I pretended like I didn't know what she was talking about: "Who orders silk in the mail? Crazy people..." :D
 
I know double posting is frowned upon but I'm going to do it anyway xD.

I dosed up on MXE after my last post and its already kicking in hard, probably did a little too much as I was used to the "sandy mxe" and this is on a whole other level. Going to melt into my bed for awhile and enjoy myself ;).

I'll probably end up mailing my goodies down to myself, plan b required....well lets just not go into it. I'm taking a laptop, nintendo Wii, and Xbox 360 with me so I have a lot of baggage. I plan on taking the Xbox in with my checked bags and the Wii/laptop in my carry-on. Anyone ever have trouble taking a console through in their carry-on bag? I'm looking at a direct flight with no lay over so it'll be a small plane.

I hate flying, I'm going to be pumped full of so much Valium, MXE, and Alcohol by the time we depart that I'll probably need help getting off the damn thing. I am terrified of heights and flying, combine the two and I'm a total wreck.
 
Yeah ive read you say that before. Has me interested in converting some of my morphine to suit.

Would you mind if i drop you a pm with a few qs when im also not so fooked up on morphine n valium.

Had me an awrsome nod late this arvy. In n out of consciousness for near 4 hrs. Fuckin best nod i have had in a god damn long time!

Jyst brewed a fresh coffee im jamming down a few bongs with and sucking on a rolled fag. Deliciousness!

Knock yourself out. Anytime...
 
Sick as, mate. Youre a champ!

I just had an extremely delicious IV prepping 2 * 100mg mscontins. Finalky got dat lively cripplung and breathtaking histamine rush into a 'not a single fuck to give' state of body n mind. Im beside myself in the most euphorically and blissful state able to attain.

So im feelin pretty damn good, ladies n gents.

*takes a sip of his black coffee followed by a long, darw on my cigarette. Annnnnd exhaaaaale...*

*cough up a lung n liver and spleen combo.*

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Ive coaxed dad into cooking my share of apple pie which is supposed to be attacked following dinner.

I made the deal i would cook him the mostt bmeautiful and highly love infused steak and salad for his dinner which is thankfulky hours away giving me time to sober up a smidgen.
 
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Hook into dat caffeine, bro ;)

i had the most amazing nod and it was topped by the fact that dad didnt want dinner after so i, again, redosed n am back chilling, rugged up in thy bed watching the rugby league game being televised.
 
Ohh nice, thought I was broke but I just found cash!

Just did a .1 shot of some dope.

Yesterday, this shit in larger doses had me nodding hard and sleep talking, I kept forgetting who I was with, it would take me a minute to remember. I was also on some kpins and a little dose xanax of xanax. Oh yeah, and the promethazine potentiated the nod HEAVILY!

Just sippin' on this cofffe,wondering what Im gonna do with all this cash

Can't complain about a good ole opioid/benzo nod, am I right?
 
Gonna be copping 2 bundles tonight. Hopefully he Has the money to buy it and bring it to be and if he doesn't then my boy has to go up there Abd meet him cuz ill be at work when he's off. If neither of this happen then I guess there is always tommorrow.

I'm gonna get rid of a half bundle so I can make a free bun (almost) then ill be buying a bundle as well. It's nice getting paid from both jobs today. Thought I didn't get paid till Monday Haha
 
Lol hangyourhead - i gave dad 20mg valium the other night n he drifted off to sleep in no time n started yell sleep talking. I woke him up all startled like n he had no idea of what the fuck was going on lol. It was a good laugh indeed.

And now hes just remembered i havent lived up to our earlier agreement. He cooked my apple pie n desert for me as id already eaten, while i was left to cool his dinner.

Now, finally at 2309hrs hes realised and im having to cook for him nako! Be nack shortly homies!
 
Awwwe faaaaaarkin hell. This chicken curry n chili with rice dish is better than the dinner i cooked for myself. Lol.

Glad i cooked that little bit extra for a teeny serving for myself get. Nomnoms.
 
Tenty I've been meaning to pm you, but I honestly don't even know what to ask! I know little to nothing about back pain and what actually causes so I'm trying to t hink of some semi intellegent questions.

In other news I finally pissed someone off on here, was responding to a thread that to me seemed like either someone trying to ask a question about themselves but not wanting to admit it's them, or just fucking trolling. But I got a nice lengthy response about how mean I am so whatever haha.
 
Take your time to send me the proper n correct questions from the start. Theres no rush at all.

N youre not doing it right until youve rustled someines jimmies one way or another, sooner or later :P
 
Man, berry infused vodka can lead to a hell of a hangover, eh? Tasty, but no bueno in large volumes.
 
@ttm: did you just soak berries in it or did it involve sugar too? I get the most hellacious hangovers, I can hardly get drunk at this point.

So in my IV kit I have three types of benzos, three types of antihistamines, three types of nsaids, two anti-nausea meds, and two courses of antibiotics. I wonder if anyone else stocks their kit like this. I have thought aboutt starting a thread like "what's in your kit" but maybe I'm just super weird about mine?
 
just woke up and gobbled down 45mg of Diazepam and chased ~50 mg of pure methylphenidate off foil (fuck I'm rushin pretty good right now.)
houws the resta bdd doin.
well I'm off to drink some wine and Cook some Mac n cheese bitches
 
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