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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

fucking suboxone and working 2 jobs sure will make for some damn good sleep. came home from work at 930 and was napping by 1030 and didnt wake up till 3 lol and that was after going to bed at 9 yesterday

i gotta work at 4 and imma stay till closing time but tommorrow im off and monday i only gotta work my day job. cant wait to have off tommorrow

grabbing 25 15s around noon tommorrow but we gotta drive a fucking hour to get em. where were going is ghetto and cop filled. i fucking hate going to that place but whatever
 
tentram said:
god will save a kitten next time you masturbate now.

one good deed at a time, friend...:)

whats happening at the moment?
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hey tentram why u keep dodging me on a im breh?? lol why do we have to live in diff time zones?!?? we gotta coordinate a time to aim it up or tc



OMG IV hydromorphone is so fucking ridcoulous hahahahahahah
 
So, I said fuck it. I'm at 6.5 mg alprazolam (I think haha) but over a course of 6 hrs now.

I chewed 2 - 7.5 mgs of oxy. Kinda disappointed. Seems the alprazolam is makin the oxy not so great. Or maybe tolerance is back. Don't wanna do more bc cns depression scares the fuck outta me n I already have panic, no terror attacks, from hell! Can benzos take away the effects of opies? I always thought it was suppose to enhance it.

At least I got that happy go lucky feelin. No nods tho damn it. Got 3 - 7.5 mgs of oxy left n a shit load (30+) alprazolam bars left. Gonna b a great weekend!

Htf is my fellow bdd'ers? N tentram, where is my rough, hardcore sex I was promised?! Wtf man. If I gotta wait til Monday when my dude gets out of prison imma b pissed lol. He better go hard n long, that's all I'm sayin. Maybe save him some opies to ensure some crazy sex. (I need laid, does it show? Haha)

So wtf u druggies up to?
 
Spent the day doing laundry, then fishing. Two loads of laundry, 4 sunfish, 2 bluegill, 5 largemouth, 3 smallmouth, and 4 bullhead (that's a catfish of sorts). I've kept it low, drug-wise. .5 kpin and a gram or so of super dank. It's been a fantastic day! The rain just started, and the girl should be getting outta work soon. Think we're gonna crack a bottle of the Balvenie 17 year peated cask scotch. Alcohol is certainly a shit drug, but a fine scotch is still a fantastic beverage!
 
Ugh, u just reminded me I have laundry to do. Oh, well. I'll do it tmrw as Sundays are borin.

Watchin horror flicks with my almost 16 yr old now. Got rid of my smart mouth 10 yr old...shipped her to Nana's for 2 wks. My mom is amazing!!

Can't wait til Monday. Long ass ride in store but at least my dude is getting out of prison (stupid drug charge). Hope my feelings for him are still there. After 10 months it's hard to say.

Gonna b a good gf n save him some goodies to take on the way home ;)
 
Ahhhhhh. Good morning bdd folk! Glorious sunday morning here isnt it?

I just woke up (1100), went huge number 2 (thanks too collyx), made coffe and rolled a cigarette and took my morning med doses.

200mg IV morphine and 25mg valium :)

Just puffing away and sipping my coffee thinkin bout putting Inception on to watch the whole thing uninterupted. Smoking a wee bit o weed will be going on.

What are you guys up to this magnificant day?
 
Your rpugh hardcore sex is right here, waiting for dat tight ass of yours to come redeem itself baby.

Otherwise imma just have to keep stoking the fire, keeping you all warm and moist down there until i make my way to you soon babygurl. It wont be long until were united, having the best sex of our lives, getting high and sipping cocktails all day while bankin cash money day in n out.

Be patient princess. The wait will be worth it once we first embrace each others body in our deep distanced love. Its soon to change, babe. Soon.

<3<3<3<3 xoxoxoxo
 
Sorry for triple post.

22many. That sounds like a nice little haul. Enough to feed us all?

We caych catfish in the river i live on. Fucking pests. Its part of the law to kill them if you catch n land them because of their status as pest. As you may imagine weve had some fun with that law.
 
Ohh baby, I can only imagine the opi fueled sex we'll have. N I have a tendency to make things grow beyond the man's average expectation ;)

I'm fucked up n lovin it! Lots of alprazolam n oxy. Best stash I've had in awhile. I could go for an all nighter right about now (n most of an all day"er" too.)

I'm down for hours of hair pullin, screamin, nice rough n deep sex. ijs...
 
prettu nice n drooged up here aswell baby. just thinkin bout you my boo. and all the dirty kinky sex were gonna get up to.

i hope you dont mind meth. cause i intend in tearing (not literally) dat pusday apart after a nice big shot.

i just had a couple bongs after my morning vals n morphine. nice and chillaxed here.

definitely gonna get around to putting that movie in sion. likely after another shot of morphine n a little sublingual valium.

i wish my babygurl were here to spoon alk day n night. wed probably end up foolung around no less than 10mins into the movie.

sex of our lives garunteed! fuck your now ex-con of a boy. drop the zero and get with a hero who has no priors <3
 
and i know what youre saying. its only early afternoon here so id have you ravaged in bed alllll night.

ill even hit that if you need a nao, giving me consent of coursw.

it wouldnt be the furst time ive had a girl want me to continue fucking her ehile she was dozing off. she wanted me to keep going. it was so fucking hot and quite a turn on at the time, especially being high on meth.
 
I love long sex. I understand men need breaks n I've also had to stop bc they got "rub burns" bc I get too tight. (Like that's a bad thing?!) But my aim is to please over n over n over! I'm a nympho, I'll admit it! I'd love to spend an entire weekend in bed just gettin all sorts of messy ;) I've only been with 5 guys but they lasted years n bout cried when I felt I needed to move on haha.

I absolutely love a man that can push it in so rough n deep. Pull my hair n give me a few smacks. What can I say? Us Catholic school girls like to get nasty. Heh. N when I cum, I get even tighter. Pulsating on ur cock, takin u for all ur worth.

Damn it. I need laid!! Lol

Babe, if u could fuck me into needin a nap, I'd owe it to u to keep goin. I also enjoy bein woke up to a nice hard cock pushin it's way in ;)

We're gonna b so happy <3 Heh.

Did I mention I can put my feet behind my head ;)
 
Plugged like ~20 mg of a 30 mg Adderall IR, for the first time! I get it why everybody dosing their addys via plugging. Higher BA, more "rushy" and most euphoric ROA/all ROAs.

Should've saved it to synergize with my bupe! Bupe usually compliments amps and stims.
 
you are sounding more and more like the woman of my dreams with every new post <3 i understand youve got kids which is no problem because who doesnt love a nympho, druf using mum? do yoy mind me asking yoyr age bracket. i know thats not very genylemanly like so feel free to slap and ignore me or send me a pm. just wanna know young of a yumm mummy you are ;) im 27 and all too willing to be some sexy mummas little toyboy ;)

youll have the regular pleasure if waking uo to me going downtown on you sweety. ive done this with an ex gf and she loved it and commented on hoe all women desrve waking up to that. we had an extremely hot raunchy kinky and healthy sex life if you hadnt guessed ;)

im older wiser and a lot more experienced now so youll be gettimg me at the top of my game. and youre welcome.

so. heuheuheu. i just rectally administrated 200mg of morphine as opposed to injecting ut. feelin oretty goid man even minys the hufe rush. also just finushed dissolvung 25mg valiym ymunder my tongye which was followed up with 3 consecutive bongs. one after the other.

just brewed a coffee to enjoy a cigarette now that im in tge right frame if mind to watch Inception.

ill be checking in in all you fuckers!
 
You lot are all having sexy talks, then you start talking about the drugs you just shot up your ass.

Fucking lol

BTW, get a room! <3
 
twotoomany said:
Dyno
How old are ya, man? I had a similar ankle issue. Turned out to be gout. Easily fixed with NSAIDs.
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im 22, i dont think its gout feeling much better now thank god it was swollen as shit.


About all that single talk haha, i cant help but think of louis ck http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x81M3g3zjXc

I honestly have no single instincts atm, was in a relationship for almost 3 years haha

Dosed 480 mg of codeine, 60mg diphen smoked a bowl and had a couple beers. feeling alright. trying not to do any ice or blow for a couple weeks its really getting out of control
 
tentram said:
you are sounding more and more like the woman of my dreams with every new post <3 i understand youve got kids which is no problem because who doesnt love a nympho, druf using mum? do yoy mind me asking yoyr age bracket. i know thats not very genylemanly like so feel free to slap and ignore me or send me a pm. just wanna know young of a yumm mummy you are ;) im 27 and all too willing to be some sexy mummas little toyboy ;)

youll have the regular pleasure if waking uo to me going downtown on you sweety. ive done this with an ex gf and she loved it and commented on hoe all women desrve waking up to that. we had an extremely hot raunchy kinky and healthy sex life if you hadnt guessed ;)

im older wiser and a lot more experienced now so youll be gettimg me at the top of my game. and youre welcome.

so. heuheuheu. i just rectally administrated 200mg of morphine as opposed to injecting ut. feelin oretty goid man even minys the hufe rush. also just finushed dissolvung 25mg valiym ymunder my tongye which was followed up with 3 consecutive bongs. one after the other.

just brewed a coffee to enjoy a cigarette now that im in tge right frame if mind to watch Inception.

ill be checking in in all you fuckers!
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Hmm 27? I guess I could b ur cougar ;) I'm 34 but look like 25 (so I keep bein told) & sound like a kid lol.

Last bf was 24 so y the fuck not. Hmm I like a man that can go down n not need a map drawn. N of course I fully return the favor x's 2 ;)

I shave too, better for us both heh. Tmi?

We have a room, many. It's called fuck wherever we want atm hehe.

Only flaw is I will admit I get total blonde moments lol. But at least mines isn't from a bottle :-P

I won't smack ya for askin, but I might in bed...
 
damn! only 34! youre nowhere neat cougar territory dollface. youre still fresh young meat in the market ffs! how do you get cougar from a 34 year old lady? kids dont define a ckugar. more so an older (much older than you ;)) age bracket.

no such thing as TMI. i do a little manscaping, not the 3 year old pre-pubescent bald look. im not insecure with the illusion of having my dick APPEAR larger than life :P

ocassionak blonde moments are easily forgivable. i can take any and all frustration by thrashing and smashing you about come bed time, baby.

you can slap, tickle, tie me up. whatever your wonderful heart desires.

but well have to agree on a safe word for when things really get interesting. what suits you?
 
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