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twotoomany said:
Will do, BG. Seems like no one wants to help. Lol. Must be because quitting is no fun. Even reading about it sucks. Hahaha. Enjoy your day!
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Quitting anything sucks haha. I'm quitting benzos...til next refill lol.

Thanks. Have a great day. U can do this! I quit benzos from Aug '12 til March '13. it sucked at first but it feels good accomplishing that!

CH, u suck! lol jk. I just took my last 4 mg. Now the 2+ wk wait for a refill. Ugh.
 
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twotoomany said:
Who wants to help with my sub taper? I know it's boring, but I need reassurance. Plan is 1-1-.5-.5-.25-.25-?.25??? Sound legit? I'm one day one of .5mg. I'm under the impression that the quicker I can go, the better? Si o no?
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never had to taper with subs but why not do 1.25- 1.0- .75- .75- .75- .50- .50- .50.- .25- .25- .125- .125
opiodmaniac said:
yoo I'm feeling RIGHT tonight bbdd folks!
had 5mg if clonazapam, bout 10 beers, a pint of whiskey, and just now took 2 shots of peach brandy and am Layin In bed. I might pick up a point of meth tomorrow of everything works out. I haven't Donne Meth in a year so ought a be interesting.
but anyways I'm drunk and high of some top notch purple weed how's the rest of Bdd
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thats alot of drinking lol

my coworker couldnt get his script cuz apparently he has to wait for the results of a piss test he took to make sure hes taking his script. so hopefully i get em tommorrow but for now i took 1.5 of sub and some weed.

yesterday i dosed 2mg of sub in the morning and 2mg the night before but when i dosed 20 mgs of oxy last night i nodded so hard it was crazy. ive never nodded on that dose like that. shit was pretty nice lol and its not the first time its happened. wasnt even 12 hours after my last dose so idk

right now i feel pretty good. finally starting my second job tommorrow at 4 or 5 but idk what time. i cant wait to start bringing more moneys $$$

How's everyone doing tonight??
 
grats on the new job!

I am sooo tired. I need uppers and fast! Gonna have a beer and try to get stoned until i can go grab some blow later tonight
 
Last night, my night went to shit when my mom just had to barge in on my room and a find me passed out next to one of the new rigs I had just bought and used. Threatened to kick me out of the house too... Decided she'd take my phone and try and confiscate my money as well. Obviously, she's needs to be reminded that I'm 21 years old...

Finished off the remaining dope I had with the shitty, bent rig I was talking about. Thank god for the 10 kpins I have or I'd be in a world of suffering. Might as well take this time to detox down off the dope somewhat. Hopefully my neighbor calls soon about the weed he was supposed to bring over.... but Clonazepam, Lope, Gabapentin and (hopefully) marijuana, here I come...

Life has just been shitting on me lately. I know it's stupid, but I've been contemplating ending all of this. I'm so miserable :( Sorry to be a buzzkill
 
danmmn sorry to hear that bro I hope it turns out as well as possible :) I'm sending good vibes your way!
anyway I'm feeling good tonight. I had 1 mg clonazapam, 1.5 mg alprazolam, a half g of some pretty good cocaine (that I'm still usin lol... btw all intra nasal no needles. yay me!!! plus been smokin hella herb all day if ya feel me.
how's everybody else doin Bdd homies
 
ill talk vernrak if had tough times and can relate a lot to stuff and a actually good in psychology :) also ima good listener you should PM me! sendin good vibes bro.
anyway I ended up buying another Half g of some better than the first half g blow. so I did most of it (intranasal) and "attempted" to make some crack with like .2 but it didn't turn out well honestly. so FYI of anybody actually know and can pm a step by step process to turn cocaine hcl into crack using a spoon (aka relatively small ammounts?)
 
I'm going through these 5x 30mg Adderall IRs like nothing.... Took one on Monday, one and a half on Tuesday and now I'm up to a total of 75mg in the past day. 2 30s initially followed by half of one a good 4-5 hours later. This is all with sleep in between days, around 7-10 hours or so too. Multivitamin in the morning along with some Calcium and Vitamin D.

Don't get the speediness I used to get... I don't want to up the dosage because I worry about anxiety. Stimulant tolerance is a bitch man.....

Anyways took 20mg Diazepam a little bit ago, 2 sublingually and 2 orally sometime after. Feel more relaxed now though my HR is still pretty high. But I don't really have any anxiety like usual and as of lately my anxiety when on stimulants and during the comedowns has gotten BETTER. I have no idea why. Even without any benzo. I usually end up going a good 8 hours before any benzo is taken, always just to get to sleep since it's 5 AM lol.

Now that I have 4 days off in a row my Adderall usage is pretty much everyday except days I work.

Gosh I'm tempted to try Methamphetamine instead so I can get a good speedy buzz that lasts a good amount of time, and I would probably plug it. I don't think I wanna go down that road though....

Bought a bottle of L-Tyrosine the other day, I've taken it like 3 times all on off days where I didn't take Adderall. No noticeable improvement so far.
 
BabyGurl3171 said:
CH, u suck! lol jk. I just took my last 4 mg. Now the 2+ wk wait for a refill. Ugh.
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;)

I'm going to need all the xanax I have for going back to work, etc. :|

hangyourhead said:
Life has just been shitting on me lately. I know it's stupid, but I've been contemplating ending all of this. I'm so miserable :( Sorry to be a buzzkill
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It's better to talk about what's bothering you.

But yeah I'd suggest quitting heroin while you still can. Best of luck.

Venrak said:
I feel like utter shit and dnoif i wanna talkme
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I did a while ago too; just remember that this will pass.
 
so a friend/associate of mine says he gettin heroin in today!!!! this wil be the 1st time IV ever had heroin from down here (and I been searching for a loooooong time lol) so ill prolly pick up a stamp or 2 and a half g of some cocaine and speedball a little bit whenever I get off work :) :) :) :)
if it falls through then ill be kinda mad but oh we'll life goes on...


currently I'm at work on break, smoking a cig, and feeling jacked from 75mg d-amphetamine/amphetamine
.... now hopefully some dope and blow!!!

anywayZ whaddup wit u fags?
 
HOLY SHIT!!! i think i am in love. i just experienced the BEST rush i have EVER had from bupre (with other drugs ofc). it felt similar to a cocaine rush, yes it was that good.

45 mins before the shot, i swallowed 10mg valium + 200mg DXM + 400mg lyrica + 100mg hydroxyzine + 25mg diphenhydramine.....waited, then when the time came i prepped a 0.1mg bupre shot, put the cap on it and set it down. next, i emptied out a 10mg zaleplon capsule onto a spoon,added water, drew up wrth my oral syringe, and plugged it! right away, i pulled the syringe out my ass, washed my hands, and injected that bupre shot i had ready... first poke, pull back and no blood. i push the needle in a little deeper and precious blood entered my syringe. at this point i unfashioned my tourniquet, and pulled back a little bit on the plunger to make sure i was still in and sure enough, dark red blood filled the barrell and i push down...i empty all the solution, and right as i pull the needle out of my skin i feel ecstasy, pure bliss!!! it was amazing!!! it was not a ll noddy like herron, but it was weirdly stimulating almost like a coke rush...

im rambling,, but i feel all fuckkked up hahahahaha everything is going wahwahwahwahwahwahwahwahwah


ahh damnnn, i habent had zaleplon (sonata) in YEARS!!! i love this shit omg,, and plugging works sooo well with it, only thing is that i am constipated from the past weeks bupre use :/

captain.... doooood. lets get on aim
 
lol that sounds, like fun. i could seriously go for some nice high purity powdered down.

Fucking barely stoned, having a beer and not enjoying the day. It seems like alot of bdd is having a crappy may, but i know june is going to be better for everyone.
 
hangyourhead, hang in there. The storm WILL pass! I've been through hell and always come out shining and thinkin damn I'm stronger than I thought!

Got a nice surprise today, 17 mg of alprazolam. Yeah only got 7 left lol. Took 3 shots of liquor with it but not feelin much. Tolerance is a bitch! But bet I sleep good!

Problem now is all my connects are dry til next month. Ahh! And I'm finally off probation but can't find any oxy to save my life. Of course if I was broke it'd be everywhere.

June has got to be a better month lol.
 
Hopefully this diazepam and some mid-grade weed helps this storm of shame and depression subside, and nice cup of trea. I still feel the DXM from last night haha, probably at this point, more DXO. I have to type with one eye open haha.

I've ingesteed 15mg sublingual diazepam, 20x 2mg loperamide when i was fellomg sjper sick -+- 3mg sublingual clonazepam, = ~150mg DXM HBr and polistirex, weeds, and x2 200mg shots of diacetylmorphine. Might add in some low dose zolpidem, 600-900mg gabapentin, should I?
 
Ended up working last night till 10 and didn't get to sleep till 12. I have t forgotten anything or lost my touch on the grill. My boss was happy.

My coworker owed me 15 5s and he got his script and thought he owed me 9 so he gave me that this morning and I guess ill get my other 6 tommorrow or something.

Ate 4 of the 5s. I'm not nearly tired and wire out as before. Threw a little weed in the mix and I actually feel good. Rollin greens at work so have to wait for the person mowing to be done mowing greens so ill be doing this for at least the next 3 hours. Sure is nice to have a little break
 
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