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Ask around for a reccomendation, then see a few people til you figure out what style you like. Most psychiatrists want you to be participating in some type of therapy in conjuction to drug therapy. And it's often easier to see a shrink with a recommendation from your therapist.
 
There's a distinct difference if you're looking for medication. Psychologists aren't MD's. They can't prescribe medication because they're not clinicians. There are exceptions in some nations where psychologists get licensure to prescribe medication, like some nurse practitioners.

If you want medication - psychiatrist.
If you're looking for someone to talk to, psychotherapy, CBT, etc - psychologist.

The reason I say this is chances are a psychiatrist won't give you their time of day for therapy. They'll just want to write the script and move on with their day, and a psychologist can't write a prescription plus their focus is aimed at therapy. It depends on what you're looking for, but usually a mix of both is not a bad idea.
 
Ian937 said:
IV BUPE for the win.. Its like still being ajunky on one hand but on the other atleast for me my emotions come back and im not all dull/numb like when im on the opies/H.
Not too be a dick smokemctoke, but you sound kinda like me when i was still in the honeymoon phase of addiction, and you probably already know this but this shit WILL take you to a very dark place(s)!!!
Maybe invest in some subs man, idk if i can save 1 person from the hell opiates have putme thru , id be very satisfied w that,
Bupe + marijuanaMaintenance program is workin for me!
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fucked up part is im wayyyy past the honeymoon phase, been using on and off since 06 or 07. been through 2 detoxes, halfway house, 1 rehab, and 1 overdose. ive lost thousands, including my first car but that was cuz i was driving drunk. its no beuno
Bob Loblaw said:
Hehe =D all you have to do is two things:

1) Know how you will react to drugs.
2) Know how your housemates will act.

When you have mastered that, the world is yours!

Niiice man, if you need help spending that $700, PM me & I'll give you MoneyGram info; I repay people, I swearrrr.
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i still dont know how you get away with it, especially with the pinpoint pupils that you cant hide. and about that $700, that shits gone already lol
tentram said:
heu smokey youre on my aim too! but youre not signed in atm though right?
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i wasnt signed in cuz i had to go to work. im not AIMing at 530 am lol ill sign on now if your up and about

copped #24 15mg roxis. plugged 1.5 of them and damn i feel good af. this dude from work is coming with my half ounce of dankin like 2 hours or so and were gonna smoke a fat blunt. gonna be a nice night haha

my boss came up to me today and asked me to get him some weed tommorrow for a concert. he only smokes at concerts and he only smokes what i get him. idk how he smokes my weed with no tolerance but more power to him lol

edit1: my coworker was supposed to get a bundle and me 2 bags from this kid he goes through but is always bullshitting. we were supposed to get these 007 bags that were fat and bagnging the other night and my boy said he didnt want anything else well this kid brought over some bullshit and tried to leave real quick and my boy told him to let him IV it to see if he tried to give him some bullshit like he tries to pull. well it didnt do anything so this kid almost got a lamp broken over his head cuz my boy is sick and his girl is to. the kids going back to get the good stuff this time but its gonna be a while so my boy is hitting me up for 2 15s since he has to get well.

i didnt pay full price but hes gonna. im still waiting on weed and this dudes neighbor might have hash so if he has any left ill have a good chunk of hash in like 35 mins. i really hope he has it.

i smoked some at work this morning and got high as a fucking kite so that would be a nice treat lol

edit2: my half o of dank shall be here in the next hour or hour and a half. im also trading 2 15s for a nice fat chunk of hash that should be here in the next 10 minutes. im not waiting for the bud, i havent smoked shit in the last like week so im loading up a one hitter and im getting blazed out of my skull. just sniffed another half of roxi so im up to 30 mgs of oxy as well. shits fucking nice af.
 
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im blazed as a mother fucker. barely smoked shit for the last week and i just took 3 giant rips out of a one hitter of this extremly potent hash and im gone, just gone. shew.

instead of paying for it the kid that was gonna buy 2 15s from me for full price got me a gram of this kick ass hash from his neighor downstairs. its so nice to be stoned again. i still have 20 15s left to.

tommorrow morning is gonna be great. gonna have coffee, roxis, dank weed (hopefully), hash, and some ciggies before i go to work. the day is probaly gonna fly by lol
 
5 days no illicit hard drugs, 4 days with nothing other than nicotine, omeprazole, and caffeine (smoked weed on Saturday). Swear, this has felt like the longest week ever lol. Need gaba-stimulation so badly lol. I'm not sure, but my pain is more than likely a lot worse than my anxiety, but I'm used to being without painkillers. Benzos, not so much. Guess that when it cost me over 60 bucks to get a decent dose of painkillers (man I miss getting MS-Contin for cheap; would get 150mg of that for about the third of the price I'd pay for 150mg of vicodin), I just said fuck it and started heavily medicating with xanax, fioricet, and clonazepam, as I could still get those relatively cheap. Man, having nothing psychoactive running through my bloodstream makes me wanna pull out my hair. I guess I could take my zoloft, but sertraline makes me worse than having nothing lol.
 
just smoked more hash with a friend and his girl. my half o is on the way and were gonna smoke again lmao i dove back in pretty quick after barely smoking for a week. i gotta get my tolerance back up for work tommorrow lolz
 
I think the new psychiatrist I'm getting into has therapists in her practice that schedule you for sessions on a more regular basis than you see her.
 
Good luck...you're almost to the end lol...

I'm alright I guess. Could use a pharmaceutical buffet, but I'll live lol.

A little pissed off about my experiences with IV meth. Was expecting so much more. Dunno if it's because it was annie, but shot up to a quarter and experienced no rush like I was expecting. I know it was good though. I know the chef personally. Perhaps it's because it was shake and bake. I sure got fucking paranoid as hell after about an hour shooting this quarter though lol.
 
What's up guys ? Got some Adderall and Vicodin today from someone, 3 5/500s and 3 10mg Adderall IR. Not very much but free...

Plugged the Adderall earlier around 6:30 PM or so. Think I'm going to take the hydrocodone soon. Gonna plug that too, it worked out great last time. The certain someone got 9 of the 5/500s and won't give me another so I have 20mg. Kind of pissed but whatever.

Been playing Neverwinter, by Dungeons and Dragons. New MMORPG still in beta. Great game, must say. I've been having lots of random crashes with my new hardware lately though and at first crossfire wasn't even working.

Also, FINALLY done with school until august when class begins again ! Have to find a full time job....

EDIT: haha, I got another Vicodin !! Successful. Bout to do a CWE, I know it's a small amount of pills but I still like too.
 
Swimmingdancer said:
I like how you moderated your own post ;)
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I've had plenty of practise ;). Not sure if I even edited anything out or just posted that as is. I was a little drunk last night heheeeeeee. In my drunken sloppiness I ordered a small quantity of 2-MeO-Ketamine. I'm quite excited to try it, though IIRC it doesn't sound all that great. I haven't looked into it too much, but it seemed like a wonderful idea at the time lol.


tokemcsmoke: When I'm high at the house I'm sure to stay in my room unless it's late at night, so no one rly fucks with me.
 
smokemctoke420 said:
nice creativity lol
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Swimmingdancer said:
That looks rad thesameoldfears :)
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Thanks :) I was pretty thrilled with how it turned out.
I also pained my nails since I had the polish out and they turned out pretty great which I know you all care about.

CH: I hope you're doing okay/better <3

Bobby: hey boo ;) make sure to wish me luck on finding some dope soon, it worked out great when you did last time.
 
Bob Loblaw said:
I've had plenty of practise ;). Not sure if I even edited anything out or just posted that as is. I was a little drunk last night heheeeeeee. In my drunken sloppiness I ordered a small quantity of 2-MeO-Ketamine. I'm quite excited to try it, though IIRC it doesn't sound all that great. I haven't looked into it too much, but it seemed like a wonderful idea at the time lol.


tokemcsmoke: When I'm high at the house I'm sure to stay in my room unless it's late at night, so no one rly fucks with me.
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I would think they would catch on to you always chilling in your room. Id be paranoid lol

Plugged 15 mgs of, smoked a tad but of hash on top of a little bud. Smoking a delicious cig now and I'm gonna grab sine McDonald's before work. Good start to the day so far
 
I'm always either in my room, in the kitchen, or on the porch smoking, and most of the house is like that as well. Every now & then some guise will come out and watch TV together, but for the most part we stick to ourselves.

thesameoldfears said:
Bobby: hey boo ;) make sure to wish me luck on finding some dope soon, it worked out great when you did last time.
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Sounds like you got it ok then. I've only eaten 1 roxi since I got to work and I didn't eat it till 11 before lunch which started at 11:30. Just smashed a good amount of food. Time for a bowl and a tastey cigarette.
 
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