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Mass08 said:
How is everyone tonight? Just did a huge shot of coke and projectile vomited for like 10mins. Not cool!!!! Damn hatrix 60mg of adderall? I think I must be really sensitive to adderall because when I take 10mg to study for school I am a wired jaw clenching anorexic tweaker. Not very fun imo, but the ability to study it gives me is totally worth it, I'm like a machine ha.
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That's funny. I've only ever got nauseous ONCE when I took a stimulant (i seriously never get nausea from anything, I dunno why), and had plugged like 100mg of 4-FA and then over a period of literally 1 minute or so became EXTREMELY nauseous and knew I was about to vomit and of course didn't make it to the bathroom in time for the first one. Great times. I think it happened because I downed like a whole glass of some juice much to quickly while coming up.

But as far as the adderall, it's XR and even crushed up it still isn't exactly like taking 60mg of IR. My stimulant tolerance however is higher than usual lately because of multiple days in a row use, multiple times. Been taking 4-FA and Adderall way more than I usually would lately because it's the only thing I have. Plugging 20mg of crushed XR had me good at first like a month ago, then up to 40mg and now really 60mg. I could still probably get away with 40mg. I'm not feeling this 60mg too strongly, I dunno if it was a bad plug, but it's most likely because of the 0.5mg of kpin before I plugged it. I should have only taken 0.25mg, but figured my benzo tolerance would make up for it.

I can plug like 115mg of 4-FA and only get moderately speedy for only a couple hours before it's not as apparent. Tolerance sucks, I'll be taking a break real soon anyways.
 
LMAO,im sorry but you made me crack up when i read you were projectiling vomit for 10 mins hahahaha,

i remember me and a friend got some coke, i wasnt into needles then so i snorted it, but m friend was. did a super big shot and ended up shitting his pants hahahahahahahah
 
so i went and bought me a new dvd player to hook up to my tv while i was renting some dvd's. i ended up with Argo, 50 Pills, Our Idiot Brother, Growing Op and Chris Rcok Show Season 1 & 2. clearly i'm not wanting to think too hard in regards to the movie plot, just wanted something entertaining where i don't have to think. just get baked and laugh at the funny parts. has anyone had the good fortune of having watched any of the aforementioned movies? if so, your thoughts and a full 1500 word review on them is your homework this weekend.

i did my good deed for the day too. a middle aged lady was unloading a trolley full of tiles from the nearby hardware store into the back of her trayback 4x4. so without a hesitation i jumped in and helped her. i was the brauns behind the operation by liting and passing every pack of tiles to her in the tray where she then lay them down in a neat and orderly fashion. stranger teamwork for the win! bitch didn't even cough a $50 note or anything, all i got was a lousy "thank you sweetheart, enjoy your day." yeah, well enjoy your tiling in this shitty weather, bitch! nah, she was a lovely lady and grateful for my help.

then i got in the car and drove home, hooked up my dvd player and here i am now checking BL while 50 Pills has just started to begin.

LLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATER BITCHES!
 
haha enjoy tentram. LaCster im glad somebody could get enjoyment out of that :D I can't believe he shit his pants hahaha. But yeah the puking was very strange because the shot gave me such a bellringer that I honestly went deaf and didnt even hear myself puking I just saw it all come up and go into the toilet in dead silence, very strange.


Hatrix - Does 4-FA give euphoria? A lot of people say adderall is euphoric I just never get it. I've never taken more than a 10mg IR at once but honestly any more than that and the side effects would be too much for me. Does the euphoria only accompany higher doses?
 
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Hatrix - Does 4-FA give euphoria? A lot of people say adderall is euphoric I just never get it. I've never taken more than a 10mg IR at once but honestly any more than that and the side effects would be too much for me. Does the euphoria only accompany higher doses?
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Lately I've been preferring Adderall as it seems to be providing better "speedy" effects than the 4-FA from my usual source. It might be that my source for 4-FA is lacking in quality, changed synthesis, or isn't actually 4-FA. Who knows ? I don't have any reagent tests to make sure and I order from a big long time reputable vendor so I assume it is what it's supposed to be. I assume it's just lost of initial magic and lately tolerance, for SURE. Then again with weeks in between it is still definitely euphoric while Adderall isn't so much. But way back when I first took 4-FA, and honestly as long as it's truly 4-FA with good purity, it provided a lot of euphoria with I believe around 150mg or so. Can't remember the dose, it was a while ago. Unlike Adderall, 4-FA is empathetic so sort of an empathogen. Not totally, but it has some qualities of one. You definitely become more open like you would on MDMA, just not to the same extent. It has that "magic" feel to it the first time you use it most definitely. I first tried it looking for something to replace 4-MMC and bring back a similar level of euphoria and high, and 4-FA is STILL the closest thing I've found. It comes close to 4-MMC, but obviously still not the same.

6-APB/5-APB might actually be better but I've only tried a premade pellet once and while it was good, I feel like I need more experience to comment on its overall euphoria. I don't really remember the experience to much because I think I had bad anxiety unfortunately.
 
Ugh I keep having random heart palpitations, even after taking a total of 2mg of klonopin. I don't get why... My HR is still fast like usual when taking a stimulant, but it always seems to be faster and heart palpitations are more likely to occur when im coming down. I'd really like to know why that is....

They freak me out and make me worried I'm going to keel over any second from heart failure or something. I know worrying about it though is only going to extrapolate the problem.

My heartbeat feels regular.... but I always feel like I maybe just can't tell. But I'm pretty sure it is.
 
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^I know, I felt like that while I was on methadone and (especially) while tapering/coming off methadone. It's definitely starting to improve now that I've been off it for a while. Not sure about with stims though as far as exactly what causes the palpitations or how concerned you should be... Try some deep breathing and such to calm anxiety, as anxiety can absolutely make it worse. I know I'd get them from stims more on the come-down as well. Maybe something to do with neurotransmitters or hormones or something. Hope you're ok <3
 
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Swimmingdancer said:
^I know, I felt like that while I was on methadone and (especially) while tapering/coming off methadone. It's definitely starting to improve now that I've been off it for a while. Not sure about with stims though as far as exactly what causes the palpitations or how concerned you should be... Try some deep breathing and such to calm anxiety, as anxiety can absolutely make it worse.
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Yes well I have anxiety, it's the reason I have the klonopin as it's prescribed to me. I've had around 7 heart palpitations in the past hour+. They tend to occur shortly after thinking about them too.

I just took 0.5mg of xanax too, just because it kicks in so much faster. I've already taken like 2-3mg of klonopin, I'm not even sure as I was taking them quickly out of panic from the palpitations. I have a growing benzo tolerance so I'm not worried about black out or anything. Hopefully the xanax adds an extra kick to the anxiety relief.

Time for a stimulant break ! Can't take the anxiety. Even with benzos and I'm still experiencing some. I'm trying to SAVE the damn kpins for when I actually need them during my normal sober days for anxiety. I don't want to eat half of my script because of the damn adderall comedown.

So yea 3mg of clonazepam + 0.5mg of alprazolam total. Just did the math on what's left in the bottle. (had 2 0.25 alprazolam left over from old script). And yet again another palpitation. I need to stop thinking about it ! I know that's why they keep happening. Fuck me.
 
^I'm sorry :( I don't know what else to advise. Hope you feel better <3


tentram if you read this send me a PM. I never got the one you said you sent. And I sent you one earlier as requested but didn't hear back. :?
 
Thanks swimmingdancer, I appreciate the kind words. I'm feeling a little better. Hadn't had one in like 45 minutes and just had one a second ago. But they are becoming a lot less frequent it seems.

I know I'll be ok. As long as my heart beat doesn't become irregular I really shouldn't worry about palpitations on the comedown of a stimulant, they seem common among a lot of people after doing a bunch of reading, especially with Adderall because of the levoamphetamine. So wish I had dexedrine instead.
 
No problems swimming. Ill get to you when im back on my laptop and not phone.

I must admit ive adapted to using the internet, bl mainly, rather smoothly since going back to touch pad android and am finding that using it is THAT much different than last phone where i had a huge inch and a half screen. Must refresh and rejoin the world of apps.

Im using a galaxy if that makes any difference and ive found it to be the best and easiest to navigate and use out of all that ive owned and used. The iphone is appealing in its own ways but i have an 160gb ipod im way more than happy with. The colour being the one exception :'(
 
synthetix said:
I wish I had of been a stims junkie rather than a downers.. It sounds so much easier and was so much easier to come off.
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While I pretty much agree with you, I just can't STAND stim comedowns... where as opiate comedowns are non existant for me AND put me to sleep. It's like a no brainer as to which is the better high.

But for getting addicted, I agree opiates sounds worse.
 
Im so damn baked i got the whole asian lookin eyes a'happenin with a healtgy bout of the giggles. Im feeling happy as larry.

Im just laying comfortably back ib bed getting acquick glance of chris rock in the background.


Its 2am and currently raining so am a little spoilt to be wrapped in my moarfiend blanket ;-)
 
man oh man. yesterday was a fairly shitty day. my sister who is supposed to be on day 4 of opiate w/d yesterday was driving my parents van and she looked down at a stoplight and thought the guy was going and rear ended him. the hoods crumpled, she fucked up the radiator, all types of shit. after all thsi my dad is gonna take his work car and give it to her and pay for the towingf to have it towed back 140 miles to delaware. she says she isnt getting high but 4 days after you said you stopped you rear end a car? i hope she wasnt getting high again.

my dad was gonna make her get a taxi but its $65 both ways, which is almost as much as her daily habit so thats why my dads gonna give her his car and take the van back. my brother in law thinks she nodded out but my dad thinks not. idk what to think in this situation. if i was my parents id make her take a piss test before i gave her another car.

well anyways they went up to baltimore a little while ago so im left with my grandma. i just picked up #15 15mg roxis and just plugged one on top of a wake and bake. i feel sooo good.

i gotta do a shit ton of cleaning today but its cool, the oxy should help very well. ;) i start work tommorrow at 630 am and i can't wait. it makes me so fucking happy to go back to work.

so what's up Tent, Hatrix, Lac, synthetix, Payy, Swimming, Mass, and whoever else i forgot??
 
Shit that sucks for your sister. I hope she's okay :(

Awesome you're going back to work though, you probably mentioned this before but what are you gonna be doing?

I had the most unproductive week-end ever, just stayed in bed from saturday morning to well, sunday evening, and other then toilet trips I only got up twice, once to take a shower and once to buy food after not eating for about 30 hours :| fucking drugs will be the death of me. I've got exams coming up in a few weeks too so I better get my act together soon haha.
 
Pagey said:
Shit that sucks for your sister. I hope she's okay :(

Awesome you're going back to work though, you probably mentioned this before but what are you gonna be doing?

I had the most unproductive week-end ever, just stayed in bed from saturday morning to well, sunday evening, and other then toilet trips I only got up twice, once to take a shower and once to buy food after not eating for about 30 hours :| fucking drugs will be the death of me. I've got exams coming up in a few weeks too so I better get my act together soon haha.
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Thank you Pagey. she's ok. to top it off she dropped her iphone while she was talking to my dad a half hour later and shattered the whole screen. she just started crying.

My brother in law, sister, and my niece live with his parents next door. my brother in law said that yesterday when he saw her soon after the accident her pupils were pinned and he pointed out that apparently she said she was "dazing at the window" then he says there''s over 1,000 worth of damage, that it wasnt a fender bender. so now him and my sister pretty much want nothing to do with her and wont let her see my niece. apparently he just got arguing with my parents a little bit ago while my dad was there and they're not gonna spend the night at my house when they come down with my niece anymore, they're just gonna spend the night 10 mins away with a friend. it would be nice to see my niece.

they think my dads enabling her by giving her a car and taking the van back to keep it and fix but his arguement is that her cab to work is $65 a day, her habit is $90and she needs money to pay the $900 in rent she owes to her landlord that was gonna evict her until she told him she has a problem 5 days ago and has been giving him money ever since. so she needs a car but my brother in law is going by al-anon rules about enabling and giving her a car falls under that rule i guess.idk what to think but whatever imma just let it ride.

got someone coming to pick up shingles soon so i got get that ready. i only got 1 more bathroom to clean then i can chill for the rest of the day. my mom will be happy :)

just smoked a steamroller and sniffed a half of 15. i feel pretty good.

Edit: i forgot to answer your question about my job lol

i work at a golf course. my dad got me the job last spring, hes works on all the equipment. he can get me fired if he wanted since hes 3rd in line.. anyways, i mow tees, mow rough, general clean up, drag fairways, rake bunkers. just shit that has to get done.

like this next month we gotta airify which is pulling giant machines across the greens and tees that poke holes and picks up little plugs (like a cork except smaller) then you gotta rake em up and go dump em. this machines a beast and will drag you if your not careful. i try not to get to high when i use it but then again i was stoned and sometimes on oxy when i learned it and everything else so its a little easier for me now but its still hard work.

we gotta fill bunkers with sand and do a bunch of other clean up. im still really looking forward to it. its the only job that i actually like to go to. its my first outside job so maybe im cut out to be an outside person idk
 
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What's up all? Had a rough ass morning.. woke up beyond sick.. just hurting real bad. I almost couldn't even make the drive to go get what I needed but thank god I pulled it together otherwise I'd be in the fetal position puking my guts out on my bed. :\

Oh the wonders of being strung out.

Hope everyone else's day is going better.
 
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