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Well I guess that was to be expected.

The old crew hang around? (Sorry I have no idea who you are).

EDIT: Oh there you are doug lol.
 
Working a lot.

I've been doing web publishing and building databases lately.

Life is too busy for me to partake heavily in the forums these days.

I don't have the energy for it anymore.

What have you been up to?
 
Tripman said:
Well I guess that was to be expected.

The old crew hang around? (Sorry I have no idea who you are).

EDIT: Oh there you are doug lol.
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What it do Trippy. How have you been as of late? Haven't heard from you in ages.
 
Tripman said:
Working a lot.

I've been doing web publishing and building databases lately.

Life is too busy for me to partake heavily in the forums these days.

I don't have the energy for it anymore.

What have you been up to?
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Good for you, love!

Me, doing well. Got off that opiate train, smooth sailing now.....
 
Mugz said:
wooo tripman, good to see you around, I'm off to rehab soon, will find out the date tomorrow hopefully :) then I'll be all clean and sober
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Dude i'm really glad to hear that - I must admit I usually have a worry about you in some form when we catch up.

Good luck - Rehab changed my life.

Jktm said:
What it do Trippy. How have you been as of late? Haven't heard from you in ages.
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Yeah haven't really had the time, or the inclination to check in on here.

I'm in control now though and know how to avoid triggers - my RL situation is getting too advantageous to play with drugs beyond weed these days - and the occasional bit of MDMA.

I'm about to start a bachelor of Technology (Information systems) part-time and i'm breaking into managerial levels at work.

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Beachy - glad to hear you're off that train. it is smooth sailing you know.

I actually enjoy life now.
 
Ohio too my friend, you live in Ohio too I assume? My dudes and I aren't stingy, we're generous when we're stocked with party packs haha. We look out for everyone to get in their zone. We get down in Dayton.

Started the morning off with a blunt of Green Crack, took some tums, then dosed 20mg Adderall XR. Washed the amp down with some iced coffee and smoked a cig. I wonder if a lower dose of clonazepam would fit nicely with the amphetamine? Still got .05 of diacetylmorphine left over, but I'll probably save that after the amphetamine wear off.
 
Tripman said:
Dude i'm really glad to hear that - I must admit I usually have a worry about you in some form when we catch up.

Good luck - Rehab changed my life.
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Thanks mate, the date has been pushed back another 9 days at least, so that pissed me off a lot and has got me craving over the 100% bar again to use other drugs. I only take the phenazepam once a day to sleep at the moment, I really need this rehab thing though and if it's not gonna happen soon then I'm gonna end up relapsing badly before I even get there and I don't want that to happen. Luckily I have the support of NA and the outpatient rehab centre that I go do multiple times a week now and some/not all of the people on bluelight, and my real life friends and family too, so there is a lot to prevent me from falling back down again to daily stim, alcohol and dissociative abuse but it still feels like I'm on the edge of a very steep cliff at the moment.
 
Alright guys, I'm new to this blue light game. Ya'll gotta keep me in the loop with whats goin' on. Just dosed 2 mg of clonazepam and a blunt of medical green crack and some sweet tooth x northern lights. Got me lifted right now. @hangyourhead Holler!
 
Welcome to bl Brett, do you have Tourettes or did you just think it was a cool rhyming name?

You should find a lot of information in this forum in the non social side of it and tons more in the rest of the focus forums and other support forums.

Good to have you on board,

Mugz
 
Mugz, you have a good local NA scene? I got outta rehab in November and came back to Ohio to find the NA meetings around here weren't very appealing, not much of a range of people. So it really didn't interest me. Plus, I'm not into the whole 12 step program either. I feel like it's good to have the support of others, but at the same time building independent mental strength can be crucial. Glad to hear you're sticking in there, I know it's hard as hell to not relapse. Since, I've got outta rehab I've relapsed, but I'm still keeping my recreational habits in check. I had a big and unmanageable IV heroin habit along with taking bupe everyday for a year.
 
Mugz said:
Welcome to bl Brett, do you have Tourettes or did you just think it was a cool rhyming name?

You should find a lot of information in this forum in the non social side of it and tons more in the rest of the focus forums and other support forums.

Good to have you on board,

Mugz
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Yeah man I actually have tourettes haha, so its a great play on words with my name. And hell yeah dude I'm stoked to get in on this shit, my dudes been in it for a while and we learn so fuckin' much from it so I'm ready to step my game up!
Much love
 
hangyourhead said:
Mugz, you have a good local NA scene? I got outta rehab in November and came back to Ohio to find the NA meetings around here weren't very appealing, not much of a range of people. So it really didn't interest me. Plus, I'm not into the whole 12 step program either. I feel like it's good to have the support of others, but at the same time building independent mental strength can be crucial. Glad to hear you're sticking in there, I know it's hard as hell to not relapse. Since, I've got outta rehab I've relapsed, but I'm still keeping my recreational habits in check. I had a big and unmanageable IV heroin habit along with taking bupe everyday for a year.
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If I wanted to in my area I could go to a meeting a day, somedays even two if I really wanted to, I've only ever been to 3 meetings, two at the same place but will explore some of the other ones in the area too and see what they are like.

I'm still not convinced about this step work stuff, but the higher power stuff here isn't forced onto you as a Christian god, it could be anything from the earth and the sky to the other members of NA, it can also be organised religions too, but it doesn't have to be, so that is a bonus.

I'm not ready to start with the steps yet as I'm still using the benzos and am waiting on rehab to get off those and then I can start counting the days of blank pages in my drug diary and getting my 30 day chip will be amazing when I finally get it, although I have to remember it is 1 day at a time up until then, I've cut down a lot and no longer use alcohol or other drugs, just the benzos that I'm dependent on, so I'm almost ready for sobriety, some would say that it's just medicinal stuff I need to get rid of now, but the cravings for everything else are still way up there and nagging at me everyday.
 
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