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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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smokemctoke420 said:
im sure you could. people do anything for that cashish nowadays. :)
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No all I got was a "what the fuck?" answer. Maybe because we haven't heard from each other in a long time, and because he has a well payed job as an organic chemist (we were best friends in school, I was always the better student though, we both tried heroin together. However he made the decision that enough was enough once it escalated, I continued down the path. It hurts, because I would have simliar life to his now, which I envy. It was worth a try at least, and to a reason to say hi. He said he would do it for free if not for the fact that it would be a 30 min walk at least for him, while only 7 for me. Appearently he didn't think that made any sense, neither did 14 euro payment for it. Too bad I cut contacts with all the desperate junkies :p
He told me I'm still the same though, always surprising. Said he'd call me back some day. I told him he's still the same, always predictable, and that I'd hold him to that promise this time. Otherwise he would know who was coming once his window started getting bombared with small rocks. Or I might just send a message to everyone we used to hang out with that there will be a reunion and I will offer everyone free drugs, just like old times.
Now I hope I get my phonecall some day, I miss my old best friend. I probably won't, but I don't blame him if he still thinks I'm using all the time. Anyway, rocks at window always worked as a kid, he could never stand it for more than 10 minutes.

Yes I am intrusive, but I have things I want to say, mainly appologize for.

I'm starting to feel like the threadkiller, less talk about me maybe, can save myself for my diary
 
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Lol toz I'm way to high to read your wals of texts...

Synth buddy! Join me and Bronson on aim, same with you toz
 
thinking about how learning to use 2 keyboards, one with each hand, would speed up my typing, it's not fast enough I think
writing 2 columns at once, one with each hand, I could speed up my writing process by 100%

what do you guys think?

I think this thread would get archived quickly.

add me to chat on aim then

it's ok i tldr myself too, once I get to the end I rarely remember where I started

if I got caught, and someone had to go through my diary, I'd pity that poor fool
 
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^ thats funny. lol

my buddy came by and smoked me up alot and gave me a half g of some reggie. im baked as a mofo %)

bout to go up to the liquor store and get a fifth of some plain ol smirnoff vodka cuz my grandma is buying it and she either wants seagrams 7 or plain ol vodka so i said fuck it i guess we can get smirnoff. im gonna grab a little bottle of oj so i can catch a buzz on the way home before the game starts. i also got grape koolaid in the fridge so i wont mind it.

i feel good already, ready to get drunk doe. GO RAVENS!
 
I got one of these smartphones now, and I've never felt more retarded. My mom had to help me turn it on.

Well, at least now I know how to do that, now people don't have to look at me like I'm retarded everytime I get handed one of these things and give them back with a "wtf do I do with this?" reply. Now I just need to figure out how to call and send messages, then it's all good. Will hate having keyboard screen and not classic old numbers w/letters. Hopefully I can change this. Also always disliked large phones and touch screens.

It's my grandmothers fault, I got the same gene that don't agree with change. I think she never learned how to screw in a lightbulb. Always me or dad doing it. Before that her brother. Just like everyime I've had to borrow someones phone recently, they have to phone or text for me.

Being able to send encrypted chat and mails are the only reason I'm going to use this.

"but dude it has gps, 4g etc etc" yea, it has all kinds of things that I can pay for and then never use (or use it once in a blue moon)

No, maps+memory, internet I don't need to bring with me all the time, and the internet probably agrees it doesn't need me 24/7 either, I am satisfied with just listening to my old ipod 80gb and zoning out whenever I have time to kill between things.

Satisfied with current WAP, can check bus/train times and maps though that take a bit of time. Don't need something to tell me where I am too, it's unnecessary.

My friend laughed at me when we went fishing last year and I brought a map + compass. I laughed at him when he lost connection.
 
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Skype just said one of my old classmates since highschool turned 24. Now I have to resist this urge to phone him and sing happy birthday, I just want to fuck with him (it's 1.10 here in the middle of the night). i wonder if he would be happy, we never phone nor talk otherwise.

must resist shenaningans, would love to hear his reaction though

"HI it's Toz, the guy who sold you bushweed in the alley behind the school when we were kids, I just want you to know that it's your birthday and I am happy for you, let me express this feeling to you by singing a song that will get you on your feet and have you floating through the day in a warm embrace of happinness and love <start singing here>"

I'm so bored, I don't know why I have so many contacts I never talk to, might as well get some fun out of it lol.
 
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I shot up 0,4g amphetamine sulphate over 12 hours ago and I'm still tweaked.
 
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I wouldn't get much effects from 10mg dextroamphetamine. But then again I am never satisfied with amphetamine when used to get high really (other than IV), I just do it for the rush, which makes it kind of pointless in the end.

I mostly enjoy the initial 2-3 hours, rest is not that great. Leads to me easily taking too much.
 
the fucking liquor store was closed when i got there :( i ended up coming home and snagging a bottle of wine which was in a case inside a closet. i dont ever drink wine either but i need it tonight. needless to say, ive drank 3/4 of the bottle and i feel pretty drunk, puffed a bowl at halftime

we're fucking dominating, i wish i was in the city during this game so i could scream with all the neighbors. i feel bomb diggity
 
I think the last wall of text I was preparing made the server OD.

And everyone else who read that fled the scene lol
 
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lol walls of text are better off NOT happening. I feel like everytime I put to much time into a post, people only half read it.

Whats up everyone ? Just got home from work. About to plug 10mg of Adderall. Let's see if it does more tonight than last night !

laCster I messaged you back on AIM. It says you are online so get back on your computer negro.
 
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