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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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It's kind of sad I barely was able to hold off on the droogs today, but only in thought of the awesomeness I will embark on tomorrow !

Just jammed on guitar, made up a pretty sick riff too. Practiced some dream theater erotomania, damn that song is hardcore shit. His solo is ridiculous and even his riffs are quite challenging. Played some lamb of god too, and some yyz by rush.

Oh yah don't forget tool, tool is dahbshit.!

I'm about to go hit the gym and do 30mins of cardio. Only 11 more hours until I fall asleep and wake up high! Chyevchyeachyea
 
Well that appointment went horribly wrong. He straight up said he didn't want to give me methadone as he thought it wouldn't help. I've now got a script for 54 oc 80s and 112 oxynorm 10s a month. Oh well, beggars can't be choosers and I guess this way I get high legally. Fuck da police

On an unrelated note : faith in psychiatry hopelessly further destroyed.
 
Omg lmao, you went in for methadone nd got oxy lmao, that is a first...

Hopefully you didn't turn in your oc aswell ...may I ask why the Dr would give you oxy? Do you have a legitamate reason to need opiates?
 
good morning fuckers! i couldn't sleep any longer :( how ya'll doin?

you guys been busy in the few hours i was asleep. so i woke up and shot 200mg morphine lol =D booyeah. and said happy birthday to BDP in the OD social - so great to see he's around and safe!

laCster said:
Cuntram oz jellouz of of my sezy hair-do. I kno, if I wuz in ur positiinz, I wuld be too....LMAO
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lol you craycray laccay! dude, i got the bomb buzz cut yesterday, trimmed my beard and washed my face with some funny girly type exfoliating shite. feeling like a million dollars and looking better than i usually do - if that's possible. it's hard work being ridiculously good looking.

where's some pics of this hair do, eh?

synth said:
Well that appointment went horribly wrong. He straight up said he didn't want to give me methadone as he thought it wouldn't help. I've now got a script for 54 oc 80s and 112 oxynorm 10s a month. Oh well, beggars can't be choosers and I guess this way I get high legally. Fuck da police
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sheeeeit! are you fucking serious? i want your doctor! just kidding, reall, though, i could always get my doctor raise my dosage at any time. and switch back to oxy at anytime. i can go back 'n' forth between oxy and morphine which is pretty decent depending on which of the two i'd like to use for fun when i'm not just controlling my pain. they've both got good and bad vs each other. using oxy keeps me off the needle which is quite a heavily weighing factor for when i do change to the oxycontin for pain management.

that's really quite bizarre he's chosen the route he has, but you did mention that the dr, at their discretion, can use any opioid for maintenance purposes. that's pretty cool and i've never really heard of many cases like/similar to this.

you got any intentions of finding a doc that will give you the 'done?
 
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Zomg nao I'm jealous ...trying to keep busy doing some laundry. I can't wait for tomorrow
 
Man you guys are so damn lucky, each one of you is on a stimulant, opioid, benzodiazepine, or a combination of several of them. I'm through with that stuff but believe it or not I can't kick the pregabalin. It's starting to give me kidney issues and I still won't give it up, the withdrawal is brutal.

I feel like paying a visit to a doctor and getting on a cocktail like LaCster. Dex/bupe/pregabalin/diazepam = delicious.

If you don't mind me asking how to you guys get your parents to approve this shit? All my drug use is secretive.
 
Um I don't live with my parents, my parents pay for my doctor visits but that's it. There is patient doctor confidentiality once you are 18 so your doc cannot legally tell your parents what medications you take.

I had a better script list before, but now it will only be vyvanse, bupre, and klonopin.

My advice, if you still live with your parents and they don't want you to use drugs. Just don't...I went through that in highschool and ended up getting kicked out . I actually felt more inclined to use drugs then than I do now, something about the forbidden fruit type thing.
 
well, my parents got no say in what i can and can't do considering i'm near 27 ;) i live with my father and we smoke weed together, done coke together, etc. and he's known about me being an injector for a fair few years now (well pretty much since i began) and although he doesn't exactly embrace it, he is tolerable. i don't go leaving dirty needles or anything of the like laying around the house which probably accounts for part of his toleration. he's also been an ex heroin junkie himself and used to get on the speed (meth) a bit back in his days. though, from what i gather he had the love for tripping on shrooms or some Lucy.

i've got a degenerative disc disease in my lumbar region - spondylolysis - so it's not too hard for me to not get an opioid script (and usually valium) from a new doctor when they have a look at my x-ray. my spondylolysis is clearly visible in my x-rays so i've a definitive diagnoses unlike quite a few people who suffer from chronic back pain yet nothing is visible with their scans, etc so for the most part aren't medicated or if they are they're usually under medicated and/or inappropriate medication.

so yeah, having a fucked back is how i manage to get all my goodies. but within a heartbeat if i could opt out of this life long back pain and everything tied into it i sure as fuck would. i'd be devastated in having to give up the meds side of the thing after the years i've had them scripted :(
 
Well he's a shrink and has been working with me for a few years. I filed a lawsuit against him for negligent care and ever since he seems very happy to comply with my requests. He isn't breaking any laws though by doing what he is. And he actually suggested the oxy and that methadone would be a waste if time.

So I'm now on a cocktail of dexedrine, oxy, Valium, lyrica and Xanax. So much win:

Also my mother isn't happy about it but has accepted it now. As long as I'm honest she won't touch my stuff.
 
Hey everyones high ! Just plugged 40mg of Adderall =D

Soooooooooo happy my doc scripted me 60x 0.5mg Alprazolam yesterday. Comedowns will actually be fun now. 30mg of Alprazolam should last me a while. No refills though... I'll have to ask again for another one.

What's up BDD ? Glad there's a place to be social around here other than trying to help people out.

But OD social is no more ! That's a very sad thing.
 
synthetix said:
Well he's a shrink and has been working with me for a few years. I filed a lawsuit against him for negligent care and ever since he seems very happy to comply with my requests. He isn't breaking any laws though by doing what he is. And he actually suggested the oxy and that methadone would be a waste if time.

So I'm now on a cocktail of dexedrine, oxy, Valium, lyrica and Xanax. So much win:

Also my mother isn't happy about it but has accepted it now. As long as I'm honest she won't touch my stuff.
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haha wow, a lawsuit against him for negligence and you still see him? i suppose if he started complying and looking after you in a more reasonable manner i'd stay with him as well. he's probably shitting bricks and would likely dole out what you want :P

i know the feeling of a parent (father in my case and i'm almost 27) not being happy about what i'm prescribed, though it has to do with me being an addict and getting pretty bad and quite reckless through different stages. he would be fretting when he'd see me nodding out in an extremely awkward looking position, snoring my ass off and making weird noises while i was nodded/passed out - which is fair enough. he just didn't want to see his own son overdose right under his nose.

hatrix said:
What's up BDD ? Glad there's a place to be social around here other than trying to help people out.

But OD social is no more ! That's a very sad thing.
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not much, mate. just did a quick run to the grocery store to pick up cigs for my dad and buy some fruit and veges and a few other little things. ice cream and strudel were necessities! ;) mmmm, opiate munchies haha.

i'm sad the OD social has been closed too. but i've been on their side of the fence in OD and was responsible for closing the previous one before it was revived quite a while after.

at least we got the BDD social to still kick it and talk shit and help out with the short and quickly answerable HR questions people post in here.

BDD mods, we're not going to lose this social, are we?
 
How is everyone doing this fine evening?

As I sit here waiting for my hubs to get back from finally getting some weed (we have been out for like a week and it has sucked, both our normal connects were dry) it occurred to me that I am one of those lame ass girls who has never, ever bought drugs herself in her life.

It has always either been prescribed, or my male friends, boyfriend at the time or husband gets them. If I was on my own, I would probably have no fucking clue of where to start. Maybe that is a good thing , IDK.
 
Ooh ibthinnk you told me that before, atleast your dad sounds chill.

I caught my dad smoking my hash and I offered him to share and he just kept it all
 
Beachcat said:
How is everyone doing this fine evening?

As I sit here waiting for my hubs to get back from finally getting some weed (we have been out for like a week and it has sucked, both our normal connects were dry) it occurred to me that I am one of those lame ass girls who has never, ever bought drugs herself in her life.

It has always either been prescribed, or my male friends, boyfriend at the time or husband gets them. If I was on my own, I would probably have no fucking clue of where to start. Maybe that is a good thing , IDK.
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so you're one of those ladies, huh, beach! :P make the man take care of everything, eh ;) just kiddin, darl. good to see you've popped in. haven't seen you around these regions much as of late. how are things going?

laCster said:
Ooh ibthinnk you told me that before, atleast your dad sounds chill.

I caught my dad smoking my hash and I offered him to share and he just kept it all
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who's that first sentence directed toward? and lol at your dad pinching your hash. i bet the cheeky bastard has been getting high from it every night ;):D

smokemctoke420 said:
well since there's no more OD social ill be posting in this social. so whats up guys?

i feeling bomb off some kief and oxy ;)
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so, the refugees have started to arrive. we're going to have to home you in our BDD immigration detention center while you gather together all the required documentation to enable you to become a legal refugee.

you can start by throwing a party with all party supplies provided out of your own pocket. you're going to need to get ahold of a key of coke, 2 keys of smack, 7 ounces of ketamine, 10 ounces of diazepam powder, 3 ounces xanax powder, 250 000 MDMA tablet with a content of 140mg per pill, 250 000 MDA tablets with a content of 175mg, 10lb top grade bud, 1 ounce DMT and 100mL LSD.
 
Hahah it was towards you Tentram

Yah I found an 8mg suboxone of mine in his pant pokects too...


The bsstsrd uses my bong and hash while I am sober...zzzzz
 
^ i wouldnt even no where to start. i would get the smack and bud and then just end up nodding out and forgetting the rest.

@lac- i guess the plan would be working then. ;)
 
Lmao at southpark
Cartmen just ate all the skin off his friends KFC chicken ong hahahahah
 
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