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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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Nope it was "branded" Pakistani Roche Valium. Obviously fake. I kept redosing as I couldn't feel any effects. Up to about 6 tablets, and then wham. Memory blank for two weeks. All the tablets eaten.

Gotta love that super long half-life and potential duration of action (Which you saw from super high doses. Do you think each pill had 10mg or so in it?). You got very lucky sir.
 
Hello BDD and happy Friday! Anyone have any amazing plans for the weekend. Sadly the only thing I have to look forward to is the fact that I got a coupon for a free redbox movie rental. That is if my 6 month old will actually let me watch it. :p Living life on the edge I know!!!!! In other news, I am all out of my Norco and its making me a sad panda. I'm not a super heavy user but I sure do miss it when its gone. So I am going to try to find other ways to entertain myself this weekend. Zero ideas so far! Doh...
 
Lol...awesome plans for the weekend are for people with money 99% of the time. I rarely ever have plans for the weekend. Download a couple seasons of a show you haven't seen and blow through those. That's something lol.
 
Nope it was "branded" Pakistani Roche Valium. Obviously fake. I kept redosing as I couldn't feel any effects. Up to about 6 tablets, and then wham. Memory blank for two weeks. All the tablets eaten.

Aaah synth, wow that's something... My Valium is good ole french pharmaceutical 10mg Roche°. Can't beat them little blue buggers...
 
I get apaurins now. The real McCoy of all diazepam I've ever tried. Even blow away scripted diazepam from the chemist to be honest.

Ooh, I think my halcion may arrive tomorrow. I've been very excited to try triazolam as its not availiable in the Uk and I've been waiting an awful long time for it to be shipped over. Does anyone have any experience with it?
 
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^i get a generic box called Valpam here for the most part, otherwise another generic (bottles, forgetting the name, ha!) and definitely haven't noticed any difference in potency or the likes compared the Roche when i would pay for them. they're twice the price and not covered by our PBS anymore so i see no sense in getting them just for the namesake.

I probably took at least 4 2-4mg doses last night. Woke up fine this morning, and as it says in my phenazepam thread I had dosed the night before too multiple times.

It's either bunk or very highly cut.

it's likely highly cut. i remember when i was still pretty new to modding OD in 09 and the wave of phenazepam threads coming in with reports of people being essentially unconscious for a couple of days from a few mere mg - and these were people with benzo experience. most people were dosing micrograms and getting "benzo" effects. around a year later (and after god knows how many of these overdoses people were having) all of a sudden people were taking ridiculous doses with little to no effect. phenazepam seems to have dropped off the radar in regards to BL threads for a while now, indicative that there's purer, safer and better benzos out there imo.

Fuckin phenazepam, it was fake diazepam

and this shit was going on.

quite glad i never dabbled in buying benzos through vendors. my diazepam script is just fine:) compliments the morphine and codeine perfectly:D

what's going on BDD folk?

i've been flooded in at home unable to get into town the last 3 days because of this torrential rain we're getting in my part of australia at the moment. it's barely stopped for 72 with easily over 14inches of rain here. we can't even get over the causeways at low tide because of the water gushing down the river we have to cross in order to get onto the highway which is literally 50m away from the fuckin' causeway. i wish i still had my little 10' punt to jump in the river and go for a look around but it'd probably capsize within 10mins.

i managed to skip 2 days of dosing (with a fair bit of pain, but a lot of sleep. only good thing about this weather atm) and just cwe 1800mg codeine and feelin fine. i may have a shot of morphine a bit later this afternoon. this rain is starting to get depressing :|

couldn't even get into town to get a few beers for Australia Day today. and we don't have any snags or steaks for thebbq either :( i'm god damn isolated at the moment.

and fuck yeah. just turned on the ABC channel and Rage is playing Korn - Got the Life. i loved the film clip when i was a we little lad still in primary school haha. they're probably one of the bands that got me seeking out other heavy metal bands apart from what was thrown down our throats to digest by mainstream radio and tv. marilyn manson definitely played a part as well, the sexy man.
 
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yeah i've also been getting KrkA branded ranbaxy diazepam 10mg too. They're pretty good quality as well and really cheap, in fact getting them off my dealer is cheaper than from a pharmacy. it's crazy for god's sake! but i do say, the apaurins are wonderful.

well not much going on for me really. i got my hands on some OC120's, and a whole big ass box of 80's and IR 10's. i'm a lucky sod at the moment, i'm pretty much sorted oxy wise for a long while, AND i'm getting my hands on some opana IR/ER tabs, and my halcion should come tomorrow! i'm pretty excited to try the halcion, some say it's great, some say it's rubbish but i'd really like to give it a shot.

ah shit - that explains why my package is probably so delayed. i got the halcion shipped over from aus land. that sounds awful dude, can you even take 1800mg of codeine at once (like, can you deal with the histamine release?) i could JUST manage 1200mg with 50mg of anti-histamines, but still i was still itchy and scratchy. was shit.
 
haha synth - synth love, triazolam is not a joke..

the heaviest benzo mg wise, and sedative wise... Massive blackout on .5mg... nothing to joke about ;)

man be fucking careful, because you won't remember shit... haha lol

nah triaze isn't that great of a benzo sedative wise because of its ultra short half life (3 hours tops)

but euphoria is another story completely... ha...
 
yeah, i've taken near 3grams at once and dose up to 2grams pretty regularly. i'm one of these sick fuckers that actually enjoys the histamine release for the most part; but with my morphine habit my tolerance is pretty high so i've become tolerant to the histamine release. i've always got promethazine set aside if the flushing gets too much, itching as well so i''m set.
 
oh yeah debaser don't worry. i've ordered the lowest strength tabs - 0.125's. i'll give just one a shot, maybe bump it to two the following day depending on how it goes. i've heard that it's actually one of the most euphoric benzos around (apparently i've read somewhere it acts indirectly on opiate receptors in the brain too) so should be a good one. obviously i won't go mixing it with opiates or anything either as i know it's violently potent. been really excited to get my mitts on it!

jeez tentram, i couldn't stand the histamine release. it's just nauseating for me personally and actually, the only time i've ever vomited on opiates was with the good old codeine linctus - had a great idea to chug two bottles of it without any preparation and was violently ill for the next two days. i was completely swollen the hell up, my eye lids had even pretty much closed shut. it was a horrendous experience. now if i'm dosing high with codeine i make SURE to stock up on anti-histamines, both 1st and 2nd gen, usually taking promethazine after my dose and a good 50mg dose of cetrizine beforehand too. i've got to say i do love a good itch on opiates but it can become too much, especially with codeine.

3 grams of codeine!? shit man. did you burst out with histamine? i can't even begin to imagine the agony that would cause!
 
nah, i really don't get it too bad anymore. i've been back on morphine close to six months alongside the codeine so from abusing my scripts and injecting the morphine a fair bit i've built up that tolerance. there was a time where i suffered from it rather bad but i was still opiate naive then. suffered pretty hardcore like you described; extremely nauseated, swollen, itchy. my body flashes red like a beetroot more often than not when i inject morphine but it soon disappears. so yeah, like i said - tolerance and a long standing habit = not much problem in the histamine department.
 
yo, scag.

just ate me a lovely piece of watermelon after i cooked a pork chop for lunch. there's a bit of a break in the rain at the moment which is a bit of relief. the sooner i can get to the shops the better.

i hope you got your chic bringing you over another bottle, man.

what else is doing?
 
yo, scag.

just ate me a lovely piece of watermelon after i cooked a pork chop for lunch. there's a bit of a break in the rain at the moment which is a bit of relief. the sooner i can get to the shops the better.

i hope you got your chic bringing you over another bottle, man.

what else is doing?

Hell yeah. She's snagging me one from behind the bar when she leaves work ;)

Everything else is good man. It's cold as hell here, dude.. literally single digit Fahrenheit.
 
haha good stuff. my mate used to manage pubs around the town and when i was living with him to be his chauffeur for a short time (he lost his license for 3 months at one tage) i'd sit up at the pub and drink for free or at least half price on a boring day. all the staff knew me well because i'd stay after hours when they were counting the tills and pokies and all that fun stuff, hung out with some socially as well. my mate was always the last to leave after getting done with all the books and safe bullshit so we'd help ourselves to drinks, food on ocassions. point of my story is free grog working at a bar or knowing the staff is good.

when i was bartending and a glassy for a while (was 18-19) we'd get away with having a few shots here and there depending on which shift manager was on. i was supplying the club with all the ecstasy too so i got away with a fair bit of shit behind the scene. turned out the owners son was selling through the drive-thru attached to the place as well and got busted after i quit haha. poor cunt. it was a lucrative little business me and my mate had going on. i'd drop a pill an hour before finishing work and then head down to another club with my mates more often than not, party and make a little more cash. to be that young and dumb again with all that great ecstasy would be great.
 
^probably the best thing for you. do you even care to take note of any of the advice and information given to you here? not trying to be a prick but there's plenty of instances where you've told us of reckless stories after opening a thread. and just recently about going out and getting into fights with people in your street then going at it with pieces of wood with your cousin? you're going to get your ass handed to you soon enough, possibly fuck yourself up good from all the reckless use and shit you do.

maybe a good time to cool it and clean up your act a little? learn a little self control and discipline.
 
tentry's right, 100% right, siccy... do you want us to see you in the Shrine, one day soonish?!?!!

Fuck that, you are young and resourceful, and strong. Lift your fucking game man <3 <3

Not trying to be a prick :|
 
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