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BDD Social and Info Booth Vs 28 - my dealer told me that this was the last time

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well i've been fucking reckless today. dosed 400mg all in the course of the day. i took 160mg about an hour / two hours ago, have slight chest pain and a bit worried about respiratory depression. what is the time frame i should stay awake for it to lessen/chances of respiratory depression to cease? i don't want to go to sleep just due to the fear.

maybe i should take some dexedrine? i dunno. fuck i was stupid.
 
What the fuck, amphetamine coming up again after drinking lots of water? Now it's not fun anymore, the pain killing effects have subsided and my nerve pain is back with a vengeance along with opiate withdrawal like pains from all the twitching that resulted from taking too much. I could hardly walk but it didn't hurt, well, now it does. Alot.

Also, almost a gram evaporated into thin air, now I have to tell my friend the devil took his share too. Thankfully I got 1,15g more than I payed for, so maybe this was expected by the dealer, it's a nice gesture if so.

edit: @ above 400mg of ?
 
you don't need dex to help keep you awake, it may cause you to stress out even more as well. get yourself a cup of coffee, have a hot shower while the kettle boils. just keep yourself occupied a little bit more; read a book or watch a movie with that coffee. do you wanna chat with me on aim? i'm online at the moment. pm me if you do.

what did you have 400mg of? oxy? what's your tolerance like usually if that's the case?

important thing is to stay calm:) you know to ring he emergency services when things start slipping from your grasp.
 
My blood is of oil consistency, it clogged several 23g needles untill i tried to push with force and then the needle just got stuck in me and the solution went to hell, basically, the needle was still stuck in my arm while pressure made it detach from the syringe (yes it was locked correctly) and the solution just went to hell. That can't be good seriously.

Needed several pulls on the same site to even register a tiny amount of blood. I know I'm doing it right, it's just not gonna happen. No more drugs for me this way for the moment.

Do I need to worry about this?

I'm beginning to question if this was mixed with something else, or is it just my retarded dosage that made it last this long? I am still high, now seeing patterns/fractals as well. Appearently I was really dehydrated since I almost passed out before I had a glass of water.
 
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meh, i had some pretty intense and fucking hardcore sex. no more chest pain, euphoric as hell and my girlfriend is squeaking. win all round.

usual toelerance is like 300mg, so i didn't push it that far. i was probably just over-reacting and stressing over something that wasn't happening...
 
300mg oxy, that was one expensive hit, at least if your prices are somwhat similiar to mine. Or maybe you have a prescription?
 
nah - i just picked up a prescription for it. my psyciatrist gave me it as he said he wanted me to taper, and if i couldn't at least i wouldn't go to jail for having oxy on me. super cheap NHS prescription for a boatload of oxy. win.
 
Get out of jail free cards like that can come in handy ;)

Personally I keep a note on me from the insurance company (I think it is) that says something like: "This patient may appear drowsy/agitated and drugged because of the meds he is on + list of doctor and meds" it's if I get questioned by the police I do not have to explain myself, or sometimes when going to nightclubs beyond wasted, it gets me in anyway. It's fucking golden since it's illegal to have drugs in your system here in sweden (punishable by law as if you had a daily dose on you) which isfucking riddiculous. That note has saved me 2 large fines so far. It always feels win to beat the system. It's for benzos, opiates and stimulants so it's basically a "get fucked uo on anything anywhere" license
 
lol, in the UK clubs can refuse you at the door if you're fucked up or have drugs on you regardless if they are legal, scripted, illegal anything.
 
Well, any true swede will file an angry complaint when displeased, it wouldn't surprise me if you could get it labeled discrimination by doing this ;p

There is a webpage that has been collecting notes and uploading images of the more riddiculous ones for a couple of years that people write here, some of them are hillarious because they sound so damn angry yet they leave an anonymous note.

I don't know if you where in the chat the other day when I said I got one because I smoked on the balcony, which I guess is from the guy above (I presume, since the note was anonymous but I don't think someone living a on the other side of the building or 3 floors up for that matter is going to complain.

I just /sigh at these things.
 
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lol.. god i'm feeling good after my sex marathon. that was so damn intense i think i processed all the oxy through my body by having it. i feel goooooood mayn. %)

idk why i got that chest pain. it was weird, i took 5mg of valium earlier and it got rid of it and I slept for a while, so I think its down to anxiety or some shit related to oxy. fucking weird symptom, i think i'm having a heart attack when in reality i'm not..
 
Sex, now that's something I haven't had in a loooong time. I believe I've pretty much forgotten about it since I've been struggling with pain. I don't want someone touching me at all. Also going through withdrawals have certainly not helped either.
 
Can I just say that you know you have spent too much time on Bluelight if you are in the craft store and see a big wooden sign that says, "All My Children Have Paws" and just for a second you feel really sad for whatever mother has that sign until you realize they were talking about pets.....
 
^ i'm actually laughing out loud a lot at that. omg, hahahaha. yes that is DEFINITELY a sign, or that you've been through withdrawals far too many times.
 
High as a kite off some fine weed. The oxy I took earlier wore off but i just puffed a bowl and now I'm lounging by the fire drinking hot chocolate with marshmallow fluff while watching ncis :)
 
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ugh i hate withdrawal sex. you last about 10 seconds before exploding semen everywhere. it's fucking ridiculous.
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Yea it's riddiculous, I've been on opiates ever since I first had sex basically ( I think the time between losing my virginity and jabbing myself with the needle was a couple of months apart ) so it really feels annoying as fuck.

Love how partly it was one of these scare movies they showed to us when we were 13 in school that got me interested of heroin in the first place. I mean people were killing themselves over this powder, all it did was make me wonder what could be worth using needles and possibly dying for? It must be something spectacular. Well, at least I got to know I was right.

My cds are moving out of the shelf and closer to me. I say bring it. Make them chase me if necessary but let me get some rest from this pain in my left arm and horrible pins and needles sensation. Also, removal of fractals from my computer screen would be desired, I find it increasingly difficult to see what is what here.

Some sleep will never happen but I wish.

Maybe I should have let them keep check on me at the hospital as they strongly advised me not to leave. But no, 7 years of reckless drug abuse without too many bad incidents have given me a false sense of invinciblity when it comes to drugs. It's bad. I feel horrible, pins and needles + pain is not your usual amphetamine withdrawal
 
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tentram said:
gat damn that shower was perfect. i feel fresh as a daisy. such an awesome way to start a sunday! now to smoke a little bit of weed shortly :D
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How the fuck is it Sunday where you are. That's impossible. Pretty sure it's Saturday where you are, not Sunday, as it's Friday where I am (although it's 10PM now). No where in the world is two days ahead....

I just plugged 15mg of methadone about 20 minutes ago. Hoping to feel pretty good even though I did 35mg of hydrocodone last night. If I don't get to where I want I'll plug the other 5mg of the pill I broke in half.

What's everyone up to ?

Also, I'm up for AIM if laCster. I'll PM you.
 
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