renelp23
Greenlighter
ok, so before i get to what i need help with I need to give you/anyone some back info on myself. so I am 23...(as of today actually), I was diagnosed with Systemic Lupus (an autoimmune disease. My white blood cells are confused so they attack eachother and other blood cells, it can also attack the lining of my major organs ie. kidney disease) when I was 10, which causes rheumatoid arthritis, tendonitis, depression, anxiety, kidney disease...amoung other things. So needless to say im not a very healthy person. One symptom is also loss of apetite...and I have been haveing that symptom for awhile now, this last week was worse tho, I think I only ate 3xs in the past 7 days. anyway i couldnt eat at all yesterday, and while at work someone gave me some bath salts, idk wat kind or how pure or anything like that. I prob did 1/5 maybe 1/4 of the little vile between 6pm and 4am. I dont think that i have done this stuff before, altho I have been told that "molly" is the same thing and if that is true,I guess I did it 2 times last year. But the stuff I did a year ago was def purer than what i did last night and i did alot of "molly" at one time atleast .5 grams every time i did some and it was like every hour...I was fine those times. I mean dont get me wrong comming down was a big b!$ch but nothin i couldnt deal with.
However tonight/today watever u want to call it, im not doin to great. my joints are stiff and sore, cant eat cause i feel like i mite puke, can barley drink anything for the same reason, I layed in bed eyes closed tryin to relax for the last 2 hours (before that i was tryin to watch a movie), and i just feel like crap...now what am I supposed to do? I cant get benzos, dont have any cold meds or allergy meds, i'm supposed to work tonight and host my birthday party. I cant even cough cause i dont have the strength in my stomic muscles it seems as well...
So yeah some advice would greatly appreciated...
However tonight/today watever u want to call it, im not doin to great. my joints are stiff and sore, cant eat cause i feel like i mite puke, can barley drink anything for the same reason, I layed in bed eyes closed tryin to relax for the last 2 hours (before that i was tryin to watch a movie), and i just feel like crap...now what am I supposed to do? I cant get benzos, dont have any cold meds or allergy meds, i'm supposed to work tonight and host my birthday party. I cant even cough cause i dont have the strength in my stomic muscles it seems as well...
So yeah some advice would greatly appreciated...
