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bad trip memories - help?

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I recently did E and I had a terrible trip. I was having anxiety attacks and I felt like I was dying. For the week after this happened, I became a hypochondriac and still believed I was dying or that something terrible was wrong. I spoke to someone about it and went to a doctor so I now feel at ease about it. My problem is that now whenever I drink alcohol I feel like I'm tripping again. Is this normal? Or is it all in my head? Literally after a sip of alcohol I start to feel changes in my body and I cant stop thinking about how I'm dying. Before this whole E incident, alcohol was my 'DOC'. I normally drink 2-4 times a week so this shouldn't be happening, I am used to the effects of alcohol.

Basically my question is; has alcohol has ever triggered memories of bad trips from E for anyone? Any information about that or even bad trips in general would be greatly appreciated!
 
Hmm, did you test your stuff?
I've never had the experience of alcohol setting off flashes of E.
What I have had is cannabis setting off flashes of a bad acid (lsd) trip.
Eventually it was E that helped me get over the trauma.
So I'm hoping it wasn't E you took in the first place, and maybe that real mdma will help you get over the bad experience you had.
 
you know ive heard of people including a woman on tv i saw who took so much over a two year period the hallucinogenic affects completely overpowered the empathetic properties and i guess she took enough she saw the devil and a whole bunch of crazy shit, but i would worry this chick was popping 5 to 10 pressed a day for 2 years
 
Its normal :) - after a really fucked up 'trip' or 'experience' it's really easy for the experience to be relived and relived. Your trigger (at the moment is having a drink) - go over your nightmare experience in your head, understand where the experience got messed up and move on. If you get hung up on a single point of your trip/experience then your always going to go back to it.
 
I'm actually not sure how much it was exactly but it was 1 pill. I definitely decided I will never do it again! Was not worth all the anxiety I am still suffering with. Also interesting how I feel as if I learned the exact same lesson as you! Literally took the words out of my mouth haha
 
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