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Stimulants Bad short and midterm memory from adderall?

TheLorax17

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usually taking about 100mg xr in the morning but recently 80mg xr and a few 10mg ir's. at one point i was taking 150mgxr for a few days, but this was a month ago. but recently i noticed that i was talking to my friend about something and i stopped midsentence and completely forgot the subject of the conversation. Completely gone, i was in the middle of explaining it and stop talking for a second and literally could not recall the whole subject of conversation. I also tend to forget where my keys are, where the f my weed is, and i also forget where i put random things like a knife (for emergencys such as car accident to break window and cutseatbelts), video games, chargers, wallet. If this is a product of the adderall will it continue to get worse? I also have a few hits of weed everyday, no alcohol. Never done any hard drugs at all, and never wanted to either. Im Just a kid who was kind of a dumbass in the past and disliked by everyone until i took adderall. I calmed down, passed school (never was in danger of staying back, always aroun d 2fs), and became a little more sociably acceptable. It basically made me growup. Its all a blur, i dont remember much at all of my past years. Although i do remember random events and things unexpectedly. I just turned 18 Male 120lbs 5'6" perscribed 40mgxr in the morning and 20mg ir at night, but clearly i exceed that dose. im extremely athletic but Smoking half a pack a day since december but 2 weeks ago began smoking a pack a day. Anyone else have weird memory loss?


dont take this shit adderall, it messes with your head
 
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Amps have bad effects mentally all over the place, its just like taking a a anti-nootropic. Sure the first hour you feel smarter but its all lies. I could not imagine being on amps every day, I would refuse, i need to have the use of my mental faculties. Fixing some ADD only to create other mental performance issues doesnt seem worth it.

Now Kratom in low stimulating doses, wow, that given me everything I ever wanted from meth in terms of performance. All the mental enhancement, euphoria, motivation without making you retarded and reducing the quality of your work, and it lets you sleep afterwards and has no hangover the next day. The perfect functional speedball effect without any of the the negative. Except tolerance and addiction. 3 days in a row max, 2 days off.

Better then benzos for anxiety, better then amps for performance and focus / motivation, and way better then alcohol for for everything.
If you could take it every day, it would be the perfect functional drug. It wasnt before though a ytear back taking high doses and extracts, but now normal tea sipped over a day for the low dose stim/euphoria effect, its perfect.

It even helped me kick daily booze for 3 weeks now
 
I can relate to this. I am the same ..I completely forget the point of my conversation, I cant remember things that were said that day but remember random past events years back. However, I can memorise song words and could easily name a tune by the first few notes... weird eh?
 
Yes, plus if i wanted to i could write down the most creative smart sounding thing ever, that was well worded and looked awesome. Creativity is pretty well enhanced but it doesnt really help in daily life, unless by making your happier and more motivated. Wont make you perform better, maybe only seemingly faster, but with reduced quality.
 
Yes, plus if i wanted to i could write down the most creative smart sounding thing ever, that was well worded and looked awesome. Creativity is pretty well enhanced but it doesnt really help in daily life, unless by making your happier and more motivated. Wont make you perform better, maybe only seemingly faster, but with reduced quality.

If im totally honest I dont even take it for the buzz I take it to get all my shit done, and now I cant get anything done without it... its a vicious circle that drives me insane x
 
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