Last night I had a bad trip on n2o + aminita muscaria. Things were going great until I did the nitrous. My ego split into a million pieces and I went into an extreme state of bliss for some time, but then I came out of it and got attacked by many demons. They put awful thoughts in my head. I tried to pray to Jesus but I was just too high to focus on anything and nothing made sense.
Eventually I was able to sleep but unfoturnately the trip didn't end. I still feel dissociated, disconnected from life and body. It feels difficult to think and it feels as though a huge piece of my identity is simply missing and my head is just vacant and empty. Life seems quite meaningless. Will this end or am I stuck like this? What should I do?
Nitrous is a horrible, horrible drug. The natural psychedelics even at their worst have never left me feeling anything close to like this. I feel brain damaged. Dissociates are shit.
Eventually I was able to sleep but unfoturnately the trip didn't end. I still feel dissociated, disconnected from life and body. It feels difficult to think and it feels as though a huge piece of my identity is simply missing and my head is just vacant and empty. Life seems quite meaningless. Will this end or am I stuck like this? What should I do?
Nitrous is a horrible, horrible drug. The natural psychedelics even at their worst have never left me feeling anything close to like this. I feel brain damaged. Dissociates are shit.