Me and some friends rolled around December 15, then NYE, then again around Jan 10. The first time we had white powder that was said to be pure Mdma. The first roll was amazing. For NYE it was a different batch, it was a brownish crystal-like powder kinda deal. The roll was awful, the whole experience was horrible, I felt severe depression and there would be various points throughout the night where I'd momentarily lose control of my entire body and it felt like my heart was going to stop. The first time I'd ever had a bad roll.
So a couple weeks later we heard that the pure white M we had the previous month was coming into town, so we pitched in to get some. When we went to pick it up it turned out that it wasn't the same white powder we got before. It looked identical to the awful "M" we had on New Years.
Well we took our chances and gave it another shot. Sadly, the effects were much the same(depression, occasional loss of control of our bodies, etc), however not as intense as before but this time we had slight hallucinations(having conversations with people who weren't actually there).
I have rolled 7 times so far. Usually spaced a few months apart, but birthdays and New Years were coming up so we decided we'd let loose for the holidays, then wait a couple months until our next roll.
So what is everyone's opinion on all this? Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
So a couple weeks later we heard that the pure white M we had the previous month was coming into town, so we pitched in to get some. When we went to pick it up it turned out that it wasn't the same white powder we got before. It looked identical to the awful "M" we had on New Years.
Well we took our chances and gave it another shot. Sadly, the effects were much the same(depression, occasional loss of control of our bodies, etc), however not as intense as before but this time we had slight hallucinations(having conversations with people who weren't actually there).
I have rolled 7 times so far. Usually spaced a few months apart, but birthdays and New Years were coming up so we decided we'd let loose for the holidays, then wait a couple months until our next roll.
So what is everyone's opinion on all this? Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
