Bad MDMA trip

[SyrupNsprite]

Aye everyone, my first post here. I have know clue what im doin but here goes. First a little about me. I use opiates alot, and smoke about a zip a day of top shelf medicinal. I also drink alot of prometh n codiene. Well 5 years ago b4 i knew what opiates were i was smackin on pills hard. In the bay we call it thizzin. Anyways i lived in a neighborhood known for xct in Vallejo called the crest. I was thizzn daily and one day i was wit some people and i popped a pill and that didnt hit so i ate 5 more, nothing, ate 5 more, nothing , ate 3 more and thr police showed up at the trap i was at. They came for a check but didnt come downstairs and they left. We get in the car and leave and i statt thinkin every car on freeway is the feds. I put a knife to ky boy throat cuz i thought he called the police. I made them pull into a shopping center and i bounced out trippin. I remember my other boys pulled up tryn to get me into the car but i was trippin. Too late, police came and knocked me down. I remember goin to jail and thats it. They said at one point they released me but i didnt even make it out the door. I was in a 3 day hallucination and it was awful the things i saw and went through....made me not talk to anyone for 6 months, not even my granny.....why did this happen??other than that many pills. Now i get anxiety when i do drugs and i love indulging every once in awhile

One funny thing abt my hallucination is i remember telling the ppl i was trying to escape that im portugues royalty if you hurt me youll have all of Portugal after u lool wtf

 

[Bearlove]

Welcome to the site.

I'm not really sure what you expect anyone to say - you took 14 suspected ecstasy tablets and then had a bad experience. I'm not sure why you didn't speak to people for 6 months though ? Underlying mental health issues, stress or inability to get your head together after a traumatic event.

 

[Oxide]

In the future, respect your body and your mind by keeping the dose reasonable. Popping pills 5 at a time because you didn't "feel it" is dangerous, irresponsible and nothing to brag about.

You're a person. People need food and sleep to function properly. If you deny yourself these things, awful things start to happen including paranoid visual and auditory hallucinations, pulling a knife on your friend, and getting arrested. Stimulant psychosis is very real and can happen to anyone. If you want to avoid stim psychosis, you need to keep the dose reasonable, avoid re-dosing, and sleep/eat as normally as possible.

I hope you will mature from this experience and respect the drugs you want to use. If you disrespect powerful chemicals by popping them 5 at a time, this is what happens.

 

[Pallyress]

3 days with paranoid hallucinations would suffice to trauma. Your anxiety when taking drugs now can be a symptom, your emotional memory of previous trip is connected with a bad experience, and even if you logically can rationalize it, your emotional alert system is not convinced. Read up on PTSD, it's all there.