decastro458
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- Aug 11, 2013
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Hi my name is Louis and I am 18 years old. 2 months ago, I made a terrible decision and took MDMA with my friends. I have done it 2 times before this night so i knew what to expect. So we take it and an hour passes and we are not feeling anything. We are smoking marijuana and it starts to kick in a little. I am the dumb one to take 4 shots of vodka in a row. I guess the MDMA, marijuana and alcohol hit me all at once and my body could not take it. I started to get a bad trip. I knew the mdma was pure because none of my friends got a bad trip. All of a sudden i started feeling dizzy and i started to freak out. I started throwing up and all my friends were worried. After a while i start to come back to reality then i just sleep it off. Next morning i wake up and feel a little weird. I smoke with my friends then that same trip comes back just a little less. (I smoked every single day about 2 times a day before that night) So i decide to take it easy on getting high/intoxicated. 1 week goes by and im still feeling a little weird. I try smoking marijuana and the trip comes back. From that day till about a week ago i felt weird every single day. A week ago my symptoms got worse. It hits me in waves. Everyday since last week, i wake up, a little hard to focus. Feels like im daydreaming. Afternoon hits and I start to get nauseous, hard to focus, and a little bit lightheadedness. 4 days ago im getting a haircut and after 30 minutes of sitting still, the buzzing in my ear, i start to get really hot and sweaty and i start to get nervous. I work at shoprite in grocery (putting stuff on shelves). I started sweating a lot during work even though the air condition is on. I just really wish i felt normal again. I have not felt normal for 2 months now. Does this mean the mdma put me into depression? I do not feel sad or have suicidal thoughts though. I just really need help if anyone knows what is going on with me. Thank you.
