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bad ecstasy - somewhat experienced - first time rave

uacvax

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I went to my first rave last night at Monster Massive in los angeles california. The pill were blue butterflies, and they were pretty disappointing, because I thought that my source would be more reliable for purity. I started the day hungover.

Anyway popped 1 at 9:40.
At 11:00 I wasn't feeling any euphoria, but had some subtle ecstasy-like effects such as getting slightly lightheaded/dizzy. 2 of my friends who took it for their first time reported feeling very high within 15 min of the first pill. I attributed my weak roll due to adderall tolerance, which I built a slight tolerance to from on-off usage for a couple years (i'm at 20 mg now IR)

At 11:30 took pill number 2. In about 15 minutes I started to feel euphoric, and was finally able to get into raving mode, feeling the energy. Whereas 1 pill had no noticeable stimulant effects, 2 was surprisingly strong, but definitely not overwhelming.

At 12 took pill 3 to make sure that the roll would last well throughout the night. (I still was unaware of meth in these pills)
That's when things got kind of outta control. I've pretty much only had subtle rolls in the past. I began to experience eye wiggles, very powerful jaw clenching, and definite increase in energy. At one point I just became totally consumed in the music and danced for about 4 hours straight, leaving only for a quick water break. I had the usual increased tactile sensations

Being inexperienced with raves, I tried out some interesting stuff I've read about on the e forums here at bl but never actually seen in action. My friend gave me a light show which was cool but it's kind of disappointing that most of the people given light shows look like mindless zombies, probably doesn't help the scene very much. This random other guy gave me a backrub which was pretty soothing, as were the vicks menthol thing that he stuck up my nostrils. Later on I had the same sort of thing blown into my eyes and cheeks.

Later on at about 5 I figure the mdma died, leaving only a meth comedown to bear. And it sucked ass.
I was feeling significantly depressed, couldn't sleep for the night, god I hate meth in ecstasy I'm never going to do it again unless i'm positive that it doesn't contain any meth at all. I hate that meth is either subtle or it's too crazy, I hate using it recreationally.
 
Yeah sorry to tell you but those blue butterflies that have been circling around in Socal are actually pretty close to fake haha. Some of my buddies bought soem last week and didnt feel anything. :/
 
I took 2 green Fu's and 1 red rooster at Monster Massive and rolled from 8pm to 5am harder than I ever have before. While I was peaking I climbed up onto a huge speaker in the middle of the main stage area. Everyone was looking at me and smiling and I danced my ass off for the best 2 minutes of my life (before security yelled at me and i got down). The feeling you get from conducting 10,000 ravers to an insane beat is indescribable.
 
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haha I was thinking about doing that and I honestly don't think I would have minded making an ass out of myself in front of everybody but that's awesome that you actually did it, I was hanging out in the front center usually close enough to see their faces
 
another thing: i've been getting auditory hallucinations from air conditioning whirs and other white noise appliances. I hear all these trance beats pretty complex ones at that too.
 
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