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Misc Bad day? Pick your poison…

pnillyg

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What potion you grabbing if your having/had a bad day? In what order and what’s the combo?
 
Beer, coke, cig, beer, coke, cig, heroin, coke, heroin, coke, heroin, coke, beer, coke, beer, coke, heroin, weed, cig, ketamine, cig, ketamine, cig, weed, cig, benzo, MDMA, coke, beer, cig, weed, benzo, heroin, coke, cig, beer, cig, ketamine, heroin, cig, weed, heroin, cig, sleepy time chamomile tea.

In that order.
 
when my first girlfriend broke up with me, i took a hit of weed, and while i held it in, i took a shot of tequila from a bottle i stole from my parents. lol

now i kind of chill with drugs when stuff is going wrong... my mother has been having some problems with her mental health after a stroke.. normally i drink a bunch of coffee and smoke a lot of weed... haven't really been having as much of either... i was having a hard time with worrying while even on mild drugs. i wouldn't want to trip. i was even feeling like i was having salvia flashbacks, like i heard my mother kind of insane talking before while on salvia... pretty weird.

i feel like sometimes i feel anxious and sick from certain thoughts.. i'm not even really an opiate person, but i feel like that buzz and downer feeling could help... maybe even a little benzo... i dunno if i really like worrying about stuff with stimulants or psychedelics.. if stuffs going wrong, i don't always turn to drugs... i didn't quit smoking or coffee or anything, but it's easier to limit what i'm doing when stuff isn't going my way.
 
thinking about this further... if it's the type of bad day like work was stressful, and i was doing fine and the job and not risking loosing it, i'd probably do any drug on my day off.


depends what bad is... like if i felt like i was gonna loose my job, i don't think most drugs would work into that... but if it was just like a stressful shitty day like having to cover for someone and do twice the work, i'd probably think while i was doing it that i was gonna binge on some drugs later.
 
Probably z-drugs (Zopiclone or Zolpidem/Ambien) or a strong benzo (Xanax or Flunitrazepam) as when it's been a really bad day I often wanna just force myself to sleep for a long time.

If I just wanna feel HAPPIER, probably Gabapentin and Oxycodone.
 
Any euphoric stimulant is my go to as I find they stop me from having PTSD related flashbacks. Meth is usually my go to. I hate to say it, but a big hit of meth feels like it solves all of my problems. Though it always just makes my problems worse
 
Definitely a dissociative, they are great at helping you to suppress negative thoughts without causing sedation if you get the dosage just right. Of course not without a price but this wasn't the question. But an opioid, or an empathogen would work too, with the last you'd expect a pretty harsh comedown though.
 
Definitely a dissociative, they are great at helping you to suppress negative thoughts without causing sedation if you get the dosage just right.
This is my typical Go-to. They can help suppress negative thoughts though not as effective for me as stimulants or opiates. They do have the benefit of allowing me to think of things from a different angle than I would sober when those negative thoughts do pop up. Though in honesty they're my go-to because I can use them fairly regularly without risking ruining my life like with stims or opiates. I can take them and still hold a job
 
Probably z-drugs (Zopiclone or Zolpidem/Ambien) or a strong benzo (Xanax or Flunitrazepam) as when it's been a really bad day I often wanna just force myself to sleep for a long time.

If I just wanna feel HAPPIER, probably Gabapentin and Oxycodone.

Yeah, a really bad day ironically does call for downers. Because what is sleep but a mini death. As The Bard says “To die, to sleep—to sleep, perchance to dream.”
 
On a really bad day, I just try to sleep and escape mentally to another place. Real escapism in my actual geographical location is impossible. Not a soul to talk to or meet up with. Go sit at the bar at TGIF or Olive Garden are my options. No thanks. I just take whatever cocktail I have on hand to knock me to heaven for as many hours as possible. Ironically the ol non-narcotic promethazine in 25 mg tabs really gives me to an awesome sleep especially when combined with 10 mg Baclofen. Promethazine to knock your socks off. It should be used more in detox honestly.
 
cwe tram-500mg(usualy don't go over 400,but today a lot of nerves,15mg diesels,200mg lyrica.....coffea,green tea....rollin' tobaco....have a good and calm day boys,girls,trans....and take care....take it easy👍☮️☦️
 
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