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Bad cocktail of drugs..? Should I be concerned?

CalamityVein

CalamityVein

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First off, I am on a methadone maintenance program taking 100mg/day.

Usually I stay 100% clean ecxcept my prescibed medthadone.

But this is Christopher Columbus weekend, I think he woudln't wanted this for me ;) (that prick!!!)

Anyway, here's the time frame:

2PM - 100mg Merthadone
3PM - 3mg Etizolam
6pm - 2mg Etzolam
11pm - 3mg Etizolam
11:30pm - four 350 somas (1400mg)
11:30pm - 100mg of Nucynta
20 cigarettes all day
3 medium sized hits of hash

Etizolam is great for me. Takes away all anxiety, relaxes my muscles, and 3 puts me to sleep when I want to. The problem is that Etizolam makes me loose lots of

judgement (i.e. I make stupid mistakes).

It made me feel like getting a little partie-y tonight. But did I go to far? My wife is freaking out a little at my behavior. I feel not a care in the world! It's

great but am do feel worried. My #1 concern: dieing of respetory failer 2) doing permanent damage to myself and 3). Things like this have been happening to me before. I think I've been more reclless with my drug intake. I see it as fine as moderation is in control. But my wife says my personality changes sometimes (not in a bad way). Not too the worse. Sometimes I hust become or talkative.

The fact is that I've like experimenting with differrent kinds of drugs. I can go sober for week if I want to but, eventually I always feel to "take a vacation".

Tonight feels like I've gone too far. My body I feels heavy and it's hard to stay conscious... I fell asleep 4 5 times writing this thing -- and TONS of spell checking).

So I guess my main question is: Do I have anything to worry about tonight? I've been drinking lots of water to flush all the stuff out of my system but seemds to just keep getting heavier. Afraid to fall asleep. Going to try to ride on the night until the effects wear off. Any suggestions?

Thanks for reading!

Calamity
 
Dude, if you concerned you need to get seen by a medical professional. We are not there, and we (for the most part) are not medical professionals even if we were.

I know this reply is ten hours late, but please let us know how you are doing, ok?
 
I'm fine now. Just woke up. Sorry but I was just freaked out and thought someone might know anything about the combos I had taken last night. I am going in on Tues (tomorrow) to talk to my drug counselor. I would like to have a better handle on myself drug-wise. Sometimes I get out of control and have no way of stopping it :(
 
Good to see you awake and kicking there as it could have been a damn Calamity.. when you next fly off on a relapse please conssider that more isn't always better and really passing out over and over and finally for good doesn't actually constitute a real good time. Glad to see you are alright:D
 
Haha, I was kind of wondering if you'd follow up on the post, figured you were in some type of semi-coma and sleeping for 12+ hours after taking all those sedatives. I know most of us have been there, when you take so many drugs you actually start to fear for your safety and realize you probably went a bit too far. Its a nice way to ruin a potentially good time.
 
Venrak said:
Dude, if you concerned you need to get seen by a medical professional. We are not there, and we (for the most part) are not medical professionals even if we were.

I know this reply is ten hours late, but please let us know how you are doing, ok?
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And even if we were medical professionals..not a thing we can do in situations like that. We cannot objectively see what is going on with someone..only go by what someone who is barely conscious is telling us. On top of that, we canto DO anything, only tell you to seek medical care.

I'm glad you are fine..but next time if there is a question of "did I overdo it" and you cannot stay awake...seek medical help.
 
dont jump in the deep end then realize you dont know how to swim...hope you are ok.

also not familiar with tapentadol, never even seen it before. how does it compare to other opis? figured id ask if someone could throw some info in before this gets closed.
 
^It doesn't compare to the other full agonist opiates. It feels like tramadol but with higher opioid affinity (feels warmer) and without it's characteristic serotonergic effect. Still feels just as dirty as tramadol though somehow. I like tramadol more even.
 
Thanks for all your support. I am in my early 30s and we are planning to have a kid soon and I want none of this to be around when that happens. My drug counselor is very supportive and I am working my way through this. Thanks guys and sorry to worry you. When I do feel the need to kick off a bit, I will definitely not be mixing all that those sedatives again. There's too much beauty in life and I love my wife so much to throw it all away on a good high.

Calamity
 
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