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Girlwithbluehair does these two synergies each other. I don't know if gabapentin was giving me like a gbl/ghb type high or hypomanic type high. All I know is I feel alive when I take high doses of gabapentin. What worries me is the addiction I have to gabapentin. I'm on eight hundred four times a day but I never take it right. Even when I say I'm going to I fail. I feel like a worthless soul that will never quit this drug. I mean if I was back doing meth then sure I would end up forsaking it but man I cannot survive without it let alone abusing it.8)