... and I just snorted half of an 8mg, oh god why did I do that... Oh god I think I taste blood in the drip oh god why did I do that... D;
Doc only gave me 'enough to last me til my appointment on Monday', which is actually way more than enough, but I think I'm going to ask him about methadone when I go... I don't know if he can actually prescribe methadone, he's an MD psychiatrist type person, but I think if I asked him about it and played my cards right he probably would ... if he can. He's pretty generous. I guess I'll find out Monday... I really can't afford Suboxone, and I really hate asking my dad for the money, but he wants me off this shit as much as I do, so ... ... *Sigh*
... Seriously, oh god why did I snort this shit, it didn't even do anything...
I feel so much better though... The subs (almost..) completely kill the cravings... =)
[ Edit: Whoa... This actually feels pretty good... Oh dear... ]
Doc only gave me 'enough to last me til my appointment on Monday', which is actually way more than enough, but I think I'm going to ask him about methadone when I go... I don't know if he can actually prescribe methadone, he's an MD psychiatrist type person, but I think if I asked him about it and played my cards right he probably would ... if he can. He's pretty generous. I guess I'll find out Monday... I really can't afford Suboxone, and I really hate asking my dad for the money, but he wants me off this shit as much as I do, so ... ... *Sigh*
... Seriously, oh god why did I snort this shit, it didn't even do anything...
I feel so much better though... The subs (almost..) completely kill the cravings... =)
[ Edit: Whoa... This actually feels pretty good... Oh dear... ]