michael6120
Bluelighter
hey all,
ive been registed here for a while and done the odd post here and there but i wanna get really involved in contributing to this forum because i have a great time reading through it!! - So take this as my introduction / hello post!
My story . . I never really tried drugs at all before until I got an amazing job working in an asian country . . the perks were unreal. Good pay, free 5 star accomodation, free meals and i worked always at busy nightclubs. After a couple years on the road over there, my aussie work chums and I got big into the weed for a while which was the first time in my life ive been into that . . Come forward another 6 months and becoming friends with a very rich american business man who always had a bunch of incredibly hot russian dancer friends (maybe they were hookers ... i dont know, i just know i never get the chance to hang with people like that in australia! haha) . . . anyway turned out my american friend and his russian friends loved doing a meth bender on the weekends. I got involved and well. . I fell in love with the stuff! I returned back to sydney after my contracts finished and I found a dealer link, I actually was able to say to myself "i'll buy one gram every 2 months or so. . and do one bender and wait another 2 months til next time" - And believe it or not, I actually stuck to it - no word of a lie!! As much as I crave the stuff, I have very strong will power. I stuck at my promise of one bender every 2 months for nearly 2 years until I lost my dealer contact 6 months ago - and I havent had another source presented to me which sucks (i dont go looking for it) , but one day it'll pop up again and I'll go on my little benders a few times a year until I get into my 30's. I know some would find my plans quite strange, but I enjoy the benders and am very strong with my will power! I've also put a band together which is great fun which gigs all over sydney which is great for me to express myself in song writing which also helps the overall situation for me
ive been registed here for a while and done the odd post here and there but i wanna get really involved in contributing to this forum because i have a great time reading through it!! - So take this as my introduction / hello post!
My story . . I never really tried drugs at all before until I got an amazing job working in an asian country . . the perks were unreal. Good pay, free 5 star accomodation, free meals and i worked always at busy nightclubs. After a couple years on the road over there, my aussie work chums and I got big into the weed for a while which was the first time in my life ive been into that . . Come forward another 6 months and becoming friends with a very rich american business man who always had a bunch of incredibly hot russian dancer friends (maybe they were hookers ... i dont know, i just know i never get the chance to hang with people like that in australia! haha) . . . anyway turned out my american friend and his russian friends loved doing a meth bender on the weekends. I got involved and well. . I fell in love with the stuff! I returned back to sydney after my contracts finished and I found a dealer link, I actually was able to say to myself "i'll buy one gram every 2 months or so. . and do one bender and wait another 2 months til next time" - And believe it or not, I actually stuck to it - no word of a lie!! As much as I crave the stuff, I have very strong will power. I stuck at my promise of one bender every 2 months for nearly 2 years until I lost my dealer contact 6 months ago - and I havent had another source presented to me which sucks (i dont go looking for it) , but one day it'll pop up again and I'll go on my little benders a few times a year until I get into my 30's. I know some would find my plans quite strange, but I enjoy the benders and am very strong with my will power! I've also put a band together which is great fun which gigs all over sydney which is great for me to express myself in song writing which also helps the overall situation for me
