Funny thing here is, i dont have a deep recollection of my ayahuasca trip, but i know it was ridiculous, because i boiled, 300grams of inner root bark Mimosa Hostilis with 300 grams of Red Caapi vine.
for 2 days, at 100 Celcius, so almost boiling, in Lemon Juice and Water,
around 24 washes, then that was condensed down to 4 cups.
I'm telling you, the taste is equal to fuel injecting lemons with pure sour.
All i can tell you is, i have had like "flash backs" or feelings of the experience slowly unwinding.
Like it said, you were quite ready for a dose that strong.
I know it changed me, for the better, only because i am a strong person on the inside,
Sense that moment i have consumed a couple cups of fairly low dose ayahuasca, and had some incredibly deep spiritual amazing conversations with my friends and family. Some very fluidic and warping visuals, but nothing that i could get to stay. *not as much time and care was put into that aya*
I know this much, the strength of it, caused me to black out there was no lucid moment of conciousness at all. For the Most part i remember just before i went unconcious i felt a constriction of everything around me and i passed out, during this experience, which i have slowly recalled over many months, i was consumed by a psychedelic snake and its belly was hell, i fought my way, through all of my demons and to find out that each one of them was merely just holding back a piece of me. As i wrestled with each one of these i felt as if the whole "The Devine Comedy" book was playing out for me, from a personal stand point. I won't go into nitty gritties i can talk for hours about this...
Lets just say, as the trip began to wind a little as i opened my eyes it was like i was a bird exploding with firey rainbows out of the mouth of the snake a new person, and that my friends was the most intense open eye visual I ever had from ayahuasca and thinking about it still makes my heart flutter a little bit to this day.
i had some incredibly deep closed eye visuals, of things like a gorilla, and a jaguar, and running through a forest, my house was totally dark and silent, and i continued to hear this music, and the deeper i ran into the jungle the closer i got the music, but it was like my "life" in the dmt rainforest was fading and i was becoming a ghost to that world, i was never going to completely get to "meet the band" But i learned so much about myself...
